massively failed at not wasting time. felt numb numb numb unable to calculate risks. felt literally alone in the world, no matter the video chats and new pen-friends. so counterintuitive – hope to save immunocompromised lives or delay their death a bit by staying at home as if you are depressed again and trying to live from home. felt even more non-essential than ever. glad that it's over for a while. #isolation / #quarantine












