AshestoAshes

Just trapped in a system I attempt to escape through my own virtual reality.

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Previously,

People they need

To feel something

I know this

But I’m still alone

And what I miss the most

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A sad boi and a big booty babe playing games

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Sad Boi

[love]

by David Shrigley

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Stay high 👌

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Adulthood

There will be other fish in the sea. Why do they say that? No there won't. It is quite lucky to have felt love even once. Especially in a time when you had the curiosity and freedom to feel. Now? There is no room, time, or energy for love. It's just casual sex and randomly checking in on someone when you're lonely. Anything more and you risk your mental health.

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I miss you

I wish people would say exactly what they mean. Like instead of hey I miss you, in such a vague and unsavory manner, why not say I miss your body against mine, or I miss you singing me to sleep, or I miss your friendly advice. These are such different missings. Which do you miss?

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Sleep with him right away. If he doesn't talk to you after 🤷🏼‍♀️ then you know he didn't want anything more.

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Pink stoner kitty

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Hoods for good.

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You will never be enough for the wrong person.

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It's a Cycle

She looked at me through bloodshot eyes and said "I just don't understand why you arent happy." I stared at her solemnly and silently wondered the same thing.

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Talking points = 0

That comment I made was a beautiful conversational cue to ask me a question, you fucking illiterate cunt.

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Milk and Honey

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Sunday funday Amirite?

Can't leave the bathroom cuz I'm upset. Why?

I don't know. It's that feeling when you've been heartbroken sometimes. Other times it's this insane level of panic that sends me to small places. Like closets or bathrooms. No one has to know how long I'm in here but me so it's okay. Sometimes, i completely fall apart. This sopping child comes out of me and wails. she's just so hurt. I don't know how to make her feel better. I'm not even a good friend to myself. So I just sit here in the Corner on a small bathroom mat and give her back a soft pat as she bawls. I didn't used to be this soothing to myself. I used to punish that child in me. Keep her in check. Hush. But there's only so long you can silence someone. I literally destroyed my spirit to be a part of this world and now she's crying all the time. No one out there would understand.