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independent & selective alec lightwood | penned by gavin | show & headcanon based | not book canon friendly | mun is trans

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i’ll be around on this blog over the weekend. but for now, you can find me on jughead HERE.

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                                     “in case you haven’t noticed, i’m weird.                                                              i’m a w e i r d o.”

jughead jones of riverdale | penned by gavin | about

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if anyone is interested, i’m getting a jughead blog set up. it’s under construction but you can find him here: @jcnsed

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Did I spend over $60 on new masks to both spread awareness of important issues as well as piss off my racist and transphobic coworkers? Absolutely.

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CHARLEE:

Charlee frowned again. “We need to get you to a doctor.” She insisted. Why were boys always like this? She was reminded of her brothers growing up, who refused to go to the doctor or get help when they were hurt. What was with men and this ‘rub some dirt in it, it’ll be fine’ mentality. “Let’s just set aside the fact that you got attacked by a demon. Demons live in gross places. Asbestos warehouses. Rancid sewers. You could get an infection and die Alec!” She told him. “Is that really what you want on your headstone. ‘Here lies Alec Lightwood. He died of infection like a character on the Oregon Trail’.”

“A doctor isn’t necessary. And besides, I can’t really explain a demon wound to an average human doctor. I’ll be fine, I promise.” Alec snorted at her words, rolling his eyes just a little. “If I need to, I can see a warlock if the wound gets worse. Would that make you feel at least a little better?”

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(insp.)

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and I kissed him (insp)

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       “sweetheart, if you’re lookin’ for a SAINT             you’ve come to the wrong p l a c e.         Because I’m no angel, darlin’. I’m the devil in disguise…”

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“you have this p l a n for your life. and you think, if you just follow the rules, everything will be fine....”

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if things keep going the way they’re going, i’ll have a book ready for publishing by next year.

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CHARLEE​:

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Charlee didn’t like that. Not only was Alec hurt and shrugging it off, but now he was asking her to lie to her maker. “I won’t if you tell me what happened.”

“There were demons. One got a swipe at me before my sister killed it. I swear, I’m fine.” It still stung and Alec couldn’t help but wince. 

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at work until 4:30, but i’ll be around tonight and this weekend to do things. this whole not working on weekends thing is fucking wonderful. (apologies for the ugly mobile post but i’m currently at work so).

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if i see one more edited picture of matt with blue eyes labeled “the real alec” i’m gonna fucking riot. leave this man and his gorgeous hazel eyes alone and go back to your book if you think it’s so much better.

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It’s kinda hard to believe that it’s not a race thing when in actuality every single fandom calls an interracial ship even when it’s actually romantically canon, a “brotp”. Or when every flirtatious or romantic banter between a poc and a white character is disregarded as “sisterly” or “brotherly”  or “creepy and forced” by the fandom.

It’s hard not to believe it’s a race thing when every fandom vilifies a good-natured or normal poc while romanticizing the abusive white character. It’s hard to believe it’s not a race thing when every fandom accuses the poc when they’re affectionate towards a white character of being too aggressive or so platonic, but encourage abuse between two white characters and call it “romantic”. It’s hard to believe it’s not a race thing when every fandom treats a healthy interracial ship like it’s disgusting while freely and gleefully shipping incestuous white/white ships or shipping abusive white/white ships- which are always the most popular in every fandom.

It’s hard to believe it’s not a race thing when a show or film can be predominantly poc and the fandom still will only care about the 1 or 2 side white characters. It’s hard not to believe it’s a race thing when a poc can be fully fleshed out and the fandom still will make a white side character with one line the most popularly meta’d character.

It’s hard to believe it’s not a race thing when every poc is automatically labeled by every fandom as the “dad” of the group or the “mom” of the group for no reason other than to do away with every characterization of the poc so they can just be reduced to a simple trope so the fandom doesn’t have to care about them.

It’s hard to believe it’s not a race thing when every single fandom in existence treats poc characters and even poc actors the same exact negative way. They are always lesser than, always less than romantic, always less than a lead character, always less than relevant, to the white characters/actors in fandoms. When every fandom treats the main poc like a side character and the side white character like the main character.

It’s hard to believe it’s not a race thing when poc are stripped of any affection or dehumanized by every fandom especially when they get in the way of an incestuous or abusive white ship. When these microaggressions every fandom inflicts upon poc are in fact racist. But every fandom tells you it’s not a race thing even as they repeat the exact same negative and dehumanizing behavior of every other fandom towards interracial pairings and poc in general.

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my computer is giving me this “not enough memory” bullshit whenever i have like 7 tabs open. my tax return can get here any day now so i can get a pc with enough memory to do shit.

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@goldxnwarriors is a bully but you didn’t hear it from me, so sh.

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since jas keeps bullying me about the greek myth gv in discord (and via anon asks), it’s gonna happen. i just have zero ideas other than GREEK GODS. so yeah. if you’re interested and have ideas, feel free to like yeet them at me or whatever.