ARTDPD

Text me, if you wanna talk cuz i wanna

[artdpndnt]

I’m starting new chapter of everything, it’s gonna be the hardest thing what i ever do in my life, but it’s gonna so worth it. If i do this, i will be the happiest, but if i give up i’m gonna say “goodbay to the life”.

I have 3 month, so let’s see what am i worth

RIDE OR DIE

[artdpndnt]

I know i can do it

But it so hard, and i feel like I’m again falling to depression, my mood so bipolar and I just don’t understand myself

I’m scared about that

I just feel like sometimes I don’t know what to do with my life and every my decision it’s wrong and waste and I’m just...lost

Again

[artdpndnt]

I’m so freaking weak

[artdpndnt]

please someone help me, I don’t know what to do

[lilpeep-rj]

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[artdpndnt]

I would like it to be just a nightmare, but it's my life.

[artdpndnt]

Letter for you

Dear Gus, aka “LiL PEEP”

It’s my letter to you, I hope you are in a better place now, because you deserve better.

I can't describe how you helping me, you the only reason why i still fight, you really help me, you inspire me, I don't give up because of you, i know that I'm just one of you fan and i text this on my blog, probably nobody see this letter, but I don't care, because it's for you. You really hooked my soul, you was honest, real, you showed all your feelings, without masks, talked about them, wrote in the lyrics of your songs, i really appreciate this, thank you. I noticed that we were alike, perhaps that's why you hooked me when I listened to your songs, I thought “wow, am I not alone?” I saw myself in you, I'm just as strange, crazy, but I look quiet , I'm very sensitive, withdrawn, people don't understand me, and maybe don't want to, I also suffer from depression and anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and always thought about how to help people, but not myself. And this I think we are alike, but I don’t know you, but I feel like know. I always helped others, but not myself, in this I think we are most similar. But this time you helped me. But if I could help you, I would. I’m sorry for that, what happens. It make me feel sad because you help others, but no one helped you that day, but as you wrote in the lyrics of your songs “life is unfair,” but I think that it is unfair especially to those who deserve more, who have a good heart and intentions, sacrificing yourself, you helped others, it's bold, it's kind act.

I’m gonna try, because you try, thank you, that’s my letter for you.

Rest In Peace, hope you are calm there.

XXX — 천갈궁

[artdpndnt]

Every time I ask for what it all to me

every time I think when it's all over

i pray for myself

[artdpndnt]

I’m really struggling right now, cry and can’t stop, everything falling apart, feel like maybe 2 or 3 weeks and i can’t stand it anymore, I’m tired of it, so fucking tired, and the scariest thing is that i feel empty

I think if you feel depressed, anixiety, sad, yes it’s not okay

But when you feel empty, that the worst, because is the same to “feel nothing”

Feel like I didn’t care anymore, about myself, about anything

Just lost

[artdpndnt]

feel sad....again

[artdpndnt]

I just wanna some happiness

[artdpndnt]

No forces, can’t do it anymore.

[artdpndnt]

I wanna get high

[artdpndnt]

You can live normal live, with mess in your head

[artdpndnt]

Please stop it, i wanna be myself again, be normal, feel good, i just so fucking tired of all of it, feel exhausted, frustrated, depressed, sad, paranoid. I pray for myself, and I don’t know why.

[artdpndnt]

I’m scary that i will lost my mind

[artdpndnt]

I'm not me, I wasn’t even been myself