Insert Witty Title Here

Kelsey (she/they) my photography and reblogs. My post are #kels.jpg (Not done tagging all my art) . Follow my transition blog life-rolls-on.tumblr.com

[artefin]

It’s been a good run.

Due to new internet rules around censorship, I have scaled back my involvement with social media. I will no longer be using tumblr. I am leaving this page up as an archive for my work however I will no longer be posting.

(Talk to me) IG @mmmmmmmm_buttery

(See my art) Ello @mmm_buttery

[artefin]

Faces Of Downhill - In asphalt heaven, you find wonderful people.

[artefin]

Super curious if you’re interested in girls because omg 😍 another girl who is into downhill?! I’m swooning!

I’m pretty wtfosexual. So yes but sometimes🤷🏽‍♀️. I’m a sucker for passionate people idc about gender.

[artefin]

The past couple weeks have been an amazing breakthrough in my confidence as both skater and photographer. I love seeing progression and finding my style.

[sam2saad-deactivated20180912]

Jupiter viewed from its South Pole

[nutnoce]

thanks☕

[leekpotatosoup]

[artefin]

Snapped this one this summer while up at the bristlecones. It’s truely surreal to walk amongst the oldest trees on the planet. Some 6,000 years old!

[saralorussoportfolio]

[artefin]

Went to tuna for a couple rips with one of my favorite people.

[artefin]

High speed yoga

[yung-lex-deactivated20200115]

High Regard | The Story So Far

[darksilenceinsuburbia]

Past the Pond, Setting Fires by Dylan Hausthor

you can also find me @mary_bu__

[& &]

[taylormakaveli-deactivated20251]

[strangeworldofbpd-deactivated20]

A selection of BPD moods

This week I’m being a bit lazy, I found a great post on here but couldn’t find the original source, which sucks. I’ve really wanted to try and sum up some of the random and shifting moods that I have as someone with BPD and this post will try to explain that a bit further than rather than just stating the obvious emotions and moods that you could just read on Wikipedia! 

The post I found on here….

“a selection of bpd moods

- nothing is real nothing is real nothing is real nothing is real

- depression but emptier

- anger but emptier

- hey wanna see a cool trick? *dissociates*

- setting 3782634 reminders to do things but ignoring them anyways

- I Cannot Physically Move My Body Fast Enough To Handle This Energy Right Now So I’m Just Going To Sit Here And Hope I Spontaneously Combust

- when ur dryer is off balance and it goes ThunkThunkThunkThunkThunk except that’s ur brain

- everything is GREAT and AMAZING when ur with friends and then you go to the bathroom and cry for ten minutes for absolutely no reason

- The Mirror Staredown

- very small ᵒʰ when u realize someone hasn’t answered the clingy text u forgot u sent six hours ago and suddenly Everything Is Terrible And You’re Gonna Die

- LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME!!!!!!!!

- i’m a god and everyone that doesn’t like me can burn in hell

- my skin does not fit right and i am not equipped to handle this feeling

- everything u touch feels WRONG and u don’t know WHY but u want to SCREAM”

I’m going to add a few more I’ve thought of myself that I think are quite fitting…

- I have to clean everything around me or I won’t be able to concentrate on anything else 

- WHY would you say that to ME

- Please stop staring at me. Please stop staring at me. Please stop staring at me.

- Who is that person that did all those things? Oh wait, me

- DO NOT OVERREACT AT ME OVERREACTING

- feeling so agitated by the tiniest little things like someone not wiping the sugar they left on the side after making a coffee to the point that you want to kill them

- oh hey, I don’t fit in with anyone

- what’s it like to not ever have to rely on medication to function

- sleeping for 20 hours or sleeping for 2 hours and having a mental breakdown either way

- the constant battle of having to explain to people that you’re not able to cope 

- it’s okay I’m in control I’m only eating 500 calories a day

- it’s not okay I’m eating 6000 calories a day to fill the void of despair 

- I’m FINE

Thanks again for reading, Joanna xo

[artefin]

I think I found my happy place.

[artefin]

Found a Wild Cherry Sphinx Moth today. Beautiful specimen!