romangals:
inhale. exhale. inhale. exhale. this wasn’t going to crack that perfect exterior. she’d be a liar if she said she didn’t hate the weekly calls from her parents. they had officially become the bane of her existence. it was almost like clockwork; the time remained the same, the day however didn’t. maybe (definitely) done on purpose to keep the girl on her toes. it was a routine that had gotten old the moment she flew the coop. it was minutes filled with ‘yes mama,’ ‘i’m sorry, mama,’ ‘i’ll do better mama,’. it was pregnant pauses that would lead to the inevitable question of ‘is daddy home?’. it was her praying for a lucky day— an answer of a ‘no, darling, ‘ followed by a soft ‘he’s out right now.’. the prayer hadn’t helped this time however; it would seem her luck had run out. which meant the routine added question after exhausting question flying her way. added tears on the threshold of falling, answers turning into small whispers, nodding into the phone even though he couldn’t see. a pass back to her mother, who would gently remind the girl that this week she was expected to have brunch with some old family friends and to be on her best behavior. and lastly, it was the click that let rosemarie blow out a breath she never realizes she’d been holding.
rosemarie took a moment to calm her nerves. perfect was never perfect enough. it was a reminder to stop using the credit card they’d been in charge of. she’d have to find another way of paying for groceries this week. but that wasn’t something to worry about right now. it would have to wait until she was alone. one last steeling breath and ro was back to her chipper self. no tears in sight, no shaky feelings. she was solid – she was normal. a gentle tug at the bathroom door as a way to mark that she wasn’t in any type of mood. everything was calculated now. “ sorry about that,” she shook her head slightly before flashing a smile, “mum had a couple questions about what i was doing this weekend. where were we?”
he’d spent an interesting day at one of the many theatres in the city, squeezed into a small box near the rafters as a colleague of his talked about how they transferred images first conceived on canvas to the large screen that hovered just above the stage. there, all sorts of technical light effects were made to further emphasize his artwork, though he’d asked his friend to be gentle as that’s he wanted things to remain subtle against the brightness of the colors he’d painted. the final experience almost took his breath away as the pieces Zeke had become so familiar with were effortlessly complimented by classical pieces he faintly remembered would play in the background of his youth. it lit something in the very depths of his soul as present clashed with past, and he almost felt like he was in the flower shop again, just older, wiser. and then, there it was -- a hollowness that came with his internal revelation. as much as he aspired to be back there, it was simply impossible, not without...
somehow, Zeke found himself accompanying one of his colleague’s classmates as they were the only ones interested in coffee to warm up after being in a cold building for so long. not a moment after ordering, she excused herself and he was left to wait alone. it wasn’t an easy feat to appear okay as he jealously held onto the light inside. he was happy, technically. the product of what’s going to be his newest exhibition was going swimmingly, and he couldn’t ask for more. he just wished it didn’t also hurt. now holding onto two still-steaming cups, he managed to chirp after the young woman, “i-it’s all good! they just came out, so you didn’t miss much.” it took a bit longer than he’d like to try and recall what was last said, slow on the pick-up. “um. something ‘bout Taylor Swift’s new music? sorry, I totally forgot.”















