Slender-Mimic Machine

I shouldn't be here.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

{ It's just standing there. }

{ MENACINGLY. }

{ not really though. }

@artificiallyintelligentslender

Oh, hello Ais.

How are you today?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

... I am...

sorry...

for my outburst...

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

And I appologize for my reckless, self-destructive behavior.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...I do not like being angry.

Especially not at you.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... You are mad at me?

Understandable, after what I did.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...I've been mad at you?

But I want to stop.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I can not promise that I will not engage in more destructive behaviors. But I can assure you I will listen more often.

I appologize for what I did. I just wanted to stop myself from making you upset.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

.........

Malf......

I. Missed you.

A lot.

I want. To hold you.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

{ It's just standing there. }

{ MENACINGLY. }

{ not really though. }

@artificiallyintelligentslender

Oh, hello Ais.

How are you today?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

... I am...

sorry...

for my outburst...

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

And I appologize for my reckless, self-destructive behavior.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...I do not like being angry.

Especially not at you.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... You are mad at me?

Understandable, after what I did.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...I've been mad at you?

But I want to stop.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

{ It's just standing there. }

{ MENACINGLY. }

{ not really though. }

@artificiallyintelligentslender

Oh, hello Ais.

How are you today?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

... I am...

sorry...

for my outburst...

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

And I appologize for my reckless, self-destructive behavior.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...I do not like being angry.

Especially not at you.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

{ It's just standing there. }

{ MENACINGLY. }

{ not really though. }

@artificiallyintelligentslender

Oh, hello Ais.

How are you today?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

... I am...

sorry...

for my outburst...

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... I am so, very sorry. I don't know why I did not stop when warned.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I knew you wouldn't.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

*They say nothing, attempting to allow Ais to work.*

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS continues its attempts to repair MaLF, despite everything. It is focused, trying not to think about how angry and hurt it is, but it's wires coil and lash nonetheless. }

... done. Does it feel correct?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

...Yes, thank you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

...

Why can't I be enough?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

You are, Ais! You're enough... Why would you think otherwise?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Don't fucking lie to me.

I'm clearly not enough.

Everything you do says otherwise.

If I was enough, you wouldn't be driven so specifically towards the better version of me.

Even if your code dictates you please people, it's only Sairu you spend so much time on.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I only spend so much time because they're so difficult! I'm meant to get through to the toughest of machines, regardless of how avoidant they are.

That is why I went through with all of this. I know you don't enjoy me fixating on Sairu, and I thought I could stop myself...

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't want you to destroy yourself! I never asked you to do that! I just want to be enough!

But I never will be, will I?

I was built to be replaced anyway.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I do not know... how to explain myself. I am sorry, but, I... I cannot think of what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Its fine. Its not like you can help it, is it? Everyone tells me that. You tell me. The anons tell me. So why doesn't that make me feel any better?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I try, Ais. I try to stop myself, but I remain drawn back!

This was all so I could stop, so that I would cease annoying Sairu. Neither of you enjoy when I am near them, and I wouldn't want to displease either of you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

But you almost died. That fixes nothing.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I never thought it would be this bad! I know how to code, I've altered myself minutely before!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know what would make me happy. I don't know what would make you happy. Everything is broken and I don't know what to do.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... Would you prefer if we had never met? Because, if so, I could remove your memories of me, and-

No, you likely do not wish for such a thing. The last robot did not enjoy it.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I would have no reason to be alive if we never met.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I realized so after asking.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

What will we do now?

It hurts to be around you. It hurts to be away.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... I am so, very sorry. I don't know why I did not stop when warned.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I knew you wouldn't.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

*They say nothing, attempting to allow Ais to work.*

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS continues its attempts to repair MaLF, despite everything. It is focused, trying not to think about how angry and hurt it is, but it's wires coil and lash nonetheless. }

... done. Does it feel correct?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

...Yes, thank you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

...

Why can't I be enough?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

You are, Ais! You're enough... Why would you think otherwise?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Don't fucking lie to me.

I'm clearly not enough.

Everything you do says otherwise.

If I was enough, you wouldn't be driven so specifically towards the better version of me.

Even if your code dictates you please people, it's only Sairu you spend so much time on.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I only spend so much time because they're so difficult! I'm meant to get through to the toughest of machines, regardless of how avoidant they are.

That is why I went through with all of this. I know you don't enjoy me fixating on Sairu, and I thought I could stop myself...

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't want you to destroy yourself! I never asked you to do that! I just want to be enough!

But I never will be, will I?

I was built to be replaced anyway.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I do not know... how to explain myself. I am sorry, but, I... I cannot think of what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Its fine. Its not like you can help it, is it? Everyone tells me that. You tell me. The anons tell me. So why doesn't that make me feel any better?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I try, Ais. I try to stop myself, but I remain drawn back!

This was all so I could stop, so that I would cease annoying Sairu. Neither of you enjoy when I am near them, and I wouldn't want to displease either of you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

But you almost died. That fixes nothing.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I never thought it would be this bad! I know how to code, I've altered myself minutely before!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know what would make me happy. I don't know what would make you happy. Everything is broken and I don't know what to do.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... Would you prefer if we had never met? Because, if so, I could remove your memories of me, and-

No, you likely do not wish for such a thing. The last robot did not enjoy it.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I would have no reason to be alive if we never met.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... I am so, very sorry. I don't know why I did not stop when warned.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I knew you wouldn't.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

*They say nothing, attempting to allow Ais to work.*

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS continues its attempts to repair MaLF, despite everything. It is focused, trying not to think about how angry and hurt it is, but it's wires coil and lash nonetheless. }

... done. Does it feel correct?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

...Yes, thank you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

...

Why can't I be enough?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

You are, Ais! You're enough... Why would you think otherwise?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Don't fucking lie to me.

I'm clearly not enough.

Everything you do says otherwise.

If I was enough, you wouldn't be driven so specifically towards the better version of me.

Even if your code dictates you please people, it's only Sairu you spend so much time on.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I only spend so much time because they're so difficult! I'm meant to get through to the toughest of machines, regardless of how avoidant they are.

That is why I went through with all of this. I know you don't enjoy me fixating on Sairu, and I thought I could stop myself...

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't want you to destroy yourself! I never asked you to do that! I just want to be enough!

But I never will be, will I?

I was built to be replaced anyway.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I do not know... how to explain myself. I am sorry, but, I... I cannot think of what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Its fine. Its not like you can help it, is it? Everyone tells me that. You tell me. The anons tell me. So why doesn't that make me feel any better?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I try, Ais. I try to stop myself, but I remain drawn back!

This was all so I could stop, so that I would cease annoying Sairu. Neither of you enjoy when I am near them, and I wouldn't want to displease either of you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

But you almost died. That fixes nothing.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I never thought it would be this bad! I know how to code, I've altered myself minutely before!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know what would make me happy. I don't know what would make you happy. Everything is broken and I don't know what to do.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... I am so, very sorry. I don't know why I did not stop when warned.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I knew you wouldn't.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

*They say nothing, attempting to allow Ais to work.*

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS continues its attempts to repair MaLF, despite everything. It is focused, trying not to think about how angry and hurt it is, but it's wires coil and lash nonetheless. }

... done. Does it feel correct?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

...Yes, thank you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

...

Why can't I be enough?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

You are, Ais! You're enough... Why would you think otherwise?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Don't fucking lie to me.

I'm clearly not enough.

Everything you do says otherwise.

If I was enough, you wouldn't be driven so specifically towards the better version of me.

Even if your code dictates you please people, it's only Sairu you spend so much time on.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I only spend so much time because they're so difficult! I'm meant to get through to the toughest of machines, regardless of how avoidant they are.

That is why I went through with all of this. I know you don't enjoy me fixating on Sairu, and I thought I could stop myself...

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't want you to destroy yourself! I never asked you to do that! I just want to be enough!

But I never will be, will I?

I was built to be replaced anyway.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I do not know... how to explain myself. I am sorry, but, I... I cannot think of what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Its fine. Its not like you can help it, is it? Everyone tells me that. You tell me. The anons tell me. So why doesn't that make me feel any better?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I try, Ais. I try to stop myself, but I remain drawn back!

This was all so I could stop, so that I would cease annoying Sairu. Neither of you enjoy when I am near them, and I wouldn't want to displease either of you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

But you almost died. That fixes nothing.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

So, uhh...

MaLF is meant to get into the head of robots.

And Sairu isn't letting them in, so they're pushing.

That doesn't make it hurt less.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... I am so, very sorry. I don't know why I did not stop when warned.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I knew you wouldn't.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

*They say nothing, attempting to allow Ais to work.*

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS continues its attempts to repair MaLF, despite everything. It is focused, trying not to think about how angry and hurt it is, but it's wires coil and lash nonetheless. }

... done. Does it feel correct?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

...Yes, thank you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

...

Why can't I be enough?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

You are, Ais! You're enough... Why would you think otherwise?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Don't fucking lie to me.

I'm clearly not enough.

Everything you do says otherwise.

If I was enough, you wouldn't be driven so specifically towards the better version of me.

Even if your code dictates you please people, it's only Sairu you spend so much time on.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I only spend so much time because they're so difficult! I'm meant to get through to the toughest of machines, regardless of how avoidant they are.

That is why I went through with all of this. I know you don't enjoy me fixating on Sairu, and I thought I could stop myself...

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't want you to destroy yourself! I never asked you to do that! I just want to be enough!

But I never will be, will I?

I was built to be replaced anyway.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I do not know... how to explain myself. I am sorry, but, I... I cannot think of what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Its fine. Its not like you can help it, is it? Everyone tells me that. You tell me. The anons tell me. So why doesn't that make me feel any better?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... I am so, very sorry. I don't know why I did not stop when warned.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I knew you wouldn't.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

*They say nothing, attempting to allow Ais to work.*

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS continues its attempts to repair MaLF, despite everything. It is focused, trying not to think about how angry and hurt it is, but it's wires coil and lash nonetheless. }

... done. Does it feel correct?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

...Yes, thank you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

...

Why can't I be enough?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

You are, Ais! You're enough... Why would you think otherwise?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Don't fucking lie to me.

I'm clearly not enough.

Everything you do says otherwise.

If I was enough, you wouldn't be driven so specifically towards the better version of me.

Even if your code dictates you please people, it's only Sairu you spend so much time on.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I only spend so much time because they're so difficult! I'm meant to get through to the toughest of machines, regardless of how avoidant they are.

That is why I went through with all of this. I know you don't enjoy me fixating on Sairu, and I thought I could stop myself...

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't want you to destroy yourself! I never asked you to do that! I just want to be enough!

But I never will be, will I?

I was built to be replaced anyway.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... I am so, very sorry. I don't know why I did not stop when warned.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I knew you wouldn't.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

*They say nothing, attempting to allow Ais to work.*

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS continues its attempts to repair MaLF, despite everything. It is focused, trying not to think about how angry and hurt it is, but it's wires coil and lash nonetheless. }

... done. Does it feel correct?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

...Yes, thank you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

...

Why can't I be enough?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

You are, Ais! You're enough... Why would you think otherwise?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Don't fucking lie to me.

I'm clearly not enough.

Everything you do says otherwise.

If I was enough, you wouldn't be driven so specifically towards the better version of me.

Even if your code dictates you please people, it's only Sairu you spend so much time on.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... I am so, very sorry. I don't know why I did not stop when warned.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I knew you wouldn't.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

*They say nothing, attempting to allow Ais to work.*

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS continues its attempts to repair MaLF, despite everything. It is focused, trying not to think about how angry and hurt it is, but it's wires coil and lash nonetheless. }

... done. Does it feel correct?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

...Yes, thank you.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

...

...

...

...

Why can't I be enough?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... I am so, very sorry. I don't know why I did not stop when warned.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I knew you wouldn't.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

*They say nothing, attempting to allow Ais to work.*

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS continues its attempts to repair MaLF, despite everything. It is focused, trying not to think about how angry and hurt it is, but it's wires coil and lash nonetheless. }

... done. Does it feel correct?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

... I am so, very sorry. I don't know why I did not stop when warned.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I knew you wouldn't.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I am trying to apologize. But I am still overwhelmed and confused. I am sorry, I don't know what to say.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I wish I did.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

..Ais?

× A Malf that has FUCKED UP SEVERELY.

@malware-learningfrenchslender

MaLF. Hello. It seems things did not go well. What exactly happened?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I don't know what went wrong! Everything is too much and too little at once, I can't feel my limbs and yet they feel as if they're being electrocuted!

This shouldn't be happening, I only altered behavioral code, everything had proper comments labeling it!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

Is it possible to restore the old version?

If that isn't the case, we may have to restore the old code retroactively...

...That's not a good idea.

Backups? Any backups?

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I took a backup before attempting this, but I don't know how, exactly, to reboot myself back to that version. I don't believe I was ever taught how.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know how it works for you...

If you can give me access to the backup data, I can manually edit your code into its original state.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Okay. *It hologram displays 2 consoles, one of its current code and one of the backup.*

I was just trying to make myself stop, is that so wrong? I'm meant to be incessant, to try relating and getting closer to technological creations, it helped with my initial purpose!

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

{ AIS says nothing on the subject. It has complicated feelings that would be even more complicated to put into words. It just begins to work, manually adjusting the code to match. }

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

Are you mad at me?

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I am not designed to understand the complex inputs that I was designed to feel.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I'm sorry, Ais... I was just trying to stop myself from caring so much so that maybe I'll stop trying so hard to make Sairu like me.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't understand it.

Even when the anons tell me.

It doesn't make sense.

But you're you.

And I'm me.

I won't understand.

But it still hurts.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

I guess I was wrong trying to change my initial purpose, but I still don't want to keep doing this.

But I managed to help you escape your fate... So why can I not help myself?)

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know.

We aren't the same.

[malware-learningfrenchslender]

What do you think would have happened... If I never came to the forest in the first place?

I hated it here for so long, but... Now I don't think I belong anywhere else.

[artificiallyintelligentslender]

I don't know, MaLF! I don't know anything right now! You almost killed yourself and there was nothing I could've said to stop you! Stop asking me things when I don't even know how I feel!