Masterpiece of Tragedy

let me drive you to the point of insanity

[aryannaislost]

You will never know true insanity until you fall madly and irrevocably in love with someone and realize that there is nothing you can do.

[aryannaislost]

Romanticize your life.

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I hate when people ask me what I'm planning to do for the rest of my life.

I don't know.

For now I am finding my will to live

[aryannaislost]

I see the world in a way so twisted and surreal that is most likely the reason for all my insanities.

[aryannaislost]

So small and fragile he's afraid if he touches me I will break.

[aryannaislost]

I've got my mother's trust issues and my father's eyes along with his tendency to not call back so I'm sorry for all those messages I never answered and those feelings I never returned I swear I would love you if I could.

[aryannaislost]

And sometimes I struggle to figure the bane of my existence.

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I don't know I am....but if my crush likes my friend I'm setting them up.

[aryannaislost]

Unfortunately if you asked how much I loved you I couldn't put a figure or a metaphor.

However I can say, I pray for you.

[aryannaislost]

I hate it when someone says "you're gonna find someone who will love you like it's breathing"

Am I not worthy for you to love me like it's breathing?

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When I disappear just know I failed to exist.

[aryannaislost]

Avoid people, avoid problems

[aryannaislost]

Am I the only person that feels as if this life is surreal?

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I grew up without a mother to call my own, so it hurts watching other around me show all the love to their mothers and vice versa.

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Generational curse is such a true thing. I unfortunately refuse to pass down the rage, corruption and hatred that has been passed unto me. No child deserves to suffer.

[aryannaislost]

There are things in life we don't openly talk about. Feelings bottled up inside, trauma we've never properly handled and issues that can't seem to have a solution. In the end we have to remember to treat everyone with kindness.

[aryannaislost]

Accepting I am honestly going to need therapy to heal from all the trauma.