As some of you know November-December was really hard on me, it’s been better after the new year though it took last week and having monday to friday free to myself to feel like I’ve gotten real recovery energy. I’ve been productive for two days straight in the first few days of January too, so a boost for my mood, but energy consuming which is why it left me on a more relaxed pattern for days after.
So while I’m starting to feel better and to roll back into productive cycles, I feel I need to take it easy, and lower my intentions of activity from now.
In practice, this will mean:
++ sozotohakai remains my main rp blog, however consider it in semi-active state.
Activity is to be non-regular, if you feel you can’t handle the irregular way I can reply (take a few days to a few weeks), feel free to let me know you want to stop. Otherwise, do know I save in my drafts replies, and reply to them when I feel the muse for your thread. It is near impossible for me to miss a reply, as I check my dash for all new posts (which is why I keep it slow enough for my taste), so even if activity derps, I’ll see it myself. AKA: you can be certain your reply is in my draft, and be assured that I’ll work on it sooner or later.
(Memes&asks, I’ll make a thread if my muse want to add something, if you want to continue I’m all good, and if you don’t it’s all good too!)
There is no telling what I’ll have the muse for, and except rare case of high energy, I generally can’t write more than two to three replies when I manage to write. This is why you tend to see only one or two replies be sent out, and why speed can vary, as even if I end up writing replies after a few days, it might not be yours.
(I do mean to try putting in queue more often, so it can space out too).
++ millenniumpatriarch remains my secondary rp blog, semi-active too as while I don’t have as much going on as Allen, the muse is new still to me. However, on the plus side, it’s easier to get replies out since I don’t have as many to get out and so yours will tend to come “quicker”.
+ lostrecordsofwhite is to be half-closed. I still feel I want to work on having infos up, but for now, I won’t rp on there, and will work on adding infos when I feel like. Exception is the Deity AU, I’ll decide later if I add it to sozotohakai (the verse page is meant to reworked anyway), or keep it on lostrecordsofwhite (and have it the only rp verse/the only real activity).
+ choruscaelum is to be half-closed or, in fact, mostly closed. I feel like I’m probably “holding on” rather than genuinely feeling the muses, I haven’t rped there in a while and it’s mostly now that I’m saying “yeah, I won’t be rping there for now”. I do want, however, to put up infos&pages, which I’ll just work on whenever I feel like it.
+ arynladyofice is still a little bit “to decide” but I feel like I might add her to the multi-muse, and thus probably me the “main muse” there. I love her and I know that’s one muse that still sticks around, but at the same time, I don’t feel much urge anymore to try having her active (which is likely because I don’t have the energy to spare). Adding her to the multi feels like the best, and it feels like it will help my mind. Although I’m not sure how active she would be, but at least, she might feel better place for my own mind.
+++ I’m working on a sideblog to millenniumpatriarch, which was made a sideblog here (as opposed to a main account) to keep together blogs in the same fandom. So yes, this sideblog is for a MDZS blog, which will be half-info half-ask blog, and be open to rp threads. I kind of want to have more of it be set up before I share it though, but worry not, I’ll make a post (and edit this post) when it’s out.
Thank you for the patience, I’ll understand if you come and tell me hey, I think I prefer if we stop/drop our thing (and I’ll come tell you if I see a draft for us and I really feel I won’t be able to write for it), and otherwise I’ll be happy to continue, just be aware that, as I often say, my activity is fickle. Which has a lot to do with how my work is also to write and be creative so! Gotta manage better my creative juices and priorities!
