Endless days of Summer

Anon blogger | "Scarlett" -- search it | Fil-Am (Half Filipino - Half Amazing) | In a relationship |Legal na edad | High-functioning sociopath | Introvert | Wanderlust | Narcissist | Sarcastic | Chronomentrophobic. xx

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How do you move on? I don’t know where to start. I haven’t done it in years. 😢

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I’ve never cheated on anybody and it hurts so damn much to get cheated on. I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve these cheaters in my life.

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I never thought I would have to go through this pain and breakup thing all over again.

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“It always takes two. For relationships to work, for them to break apart, for them to be fixed.”

— Emily Giffin

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Honestly, I don’t think you deserve better. You don’t. I feel like I’ve nurtured you to have the growth and self esteem you have now. I’ve given you my undivided attention, the support you’ve always needed, the affection you deserve, gifts nobody ever thought to give you, the love you didn’t think you needed, my whole entirety, and so much more. I don’t think anyone can give you their all as much as I’ve given you. When I love, I love to the fullest with no limitations. I’m not here to ask anything in return. I’ve done and given you things because of how much I love you and adore you. I don’t count things I do and give. I could care less about those things. But if I start to lose my feelings for you, there’s no turning back. This is so hard because I feel like I’m the only one fighting for this. And the last thing I want to do is force you to love me. So to end this, all I ask is for you to be honest with me. There’s someone new? Tell me. You don’t care about us anymore? Tell me. You don’t love me anymore? Tell me. I want to know. I need to know. The least you can do is to be honest with me. And I deserve that.

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I’ll love you until I don’t.

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I can’t wait to get the love I deserve.

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How to move on?

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Yung kami nga, pero parang label nalang.

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Inaantay ko nalang talaga na mapagod ako.

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He asked me when I fell in love with him and I knew it sounded dramatic to say the moment I saw him, so I told him this story of my grandma who had Alzheimer's- she forgot her name and the words for fruit and food, she forgot her address and how to use the washroom, all her life lost to the disease. The only thing she remembered was her son's name and when that began to fade, the one thing she always remembered was that she loved him, even in illness, even in insanity. She saw this 6 foot 2 man with a scrubby beard and she didn't know him but she said she trusted him, she asked him to hold her hand when she died. When does memory end and love begin? All I know is- she loved him before she remembered him.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire

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Pag parang puro red flags na, ipag laban pa ba?

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Yung pakiramdam na ikaw nalang ang lumalaban.

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When you always have a napkin/handkerchief on you so you can cry whenever you need to. 🥲

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My heart aches 😢

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my favourite thing is when someone says “i think about you a lot” or “i had a dream about you” or “i was just about to text you” or something because the fact that i occur to someone when I’m not talking to them or anything is the best thing i just

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Hoy, Kuya! Ano na? Mag effort ka naman, uy! Malapit na akong mag sawa. 🥴