Dec 17, 2020
after months of the hardest pregnancy that has truly affected my mental health so much .... I remember being locked all alone in my dark room for days no one being there for me emotionally just alone and having to build myself up to be strong ....
Nausea and intense deliberating symtoms took away so many happy moments . So depressed since May.
I made it to the home stretch just to be able to finally have ease of mind for the last four weeks and I get told I am covid positive .
In comes every emotion of despair, confusion, fear, anxiety, what the fuck . I can’t be strong for another unfortunate circumstance. I just can’t. I’m alone again in a room no one here to even talk to me.
I hate this.
