Ashley Westwood

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[ashley-westwood]

She sighed lightly. Well. She’d attempted for some friendly type of conversation and yet it seemed as though Sehun was being rather aggressive. She hadn’t asked for this either! She hadn’t asked for her parents to go ahead and arrange some type of wedding for her to marry someone they’d promised her too when she was just a child. “...are you always this bitter?” Her mood seemed to have dropped rather quickly, her smile slowly fading until she was left examining the blonde that sat across from her. Sighing, she reached out for her drink and nervously played with the straw. She needed to be strong. She couldn’t allow for anyone to see how weak her heart really was. “According to our parents we’ve to be wedded. I think that does make you my future husband, Sehun”, she gave a small shrug and moved slowly back to her feet, “...why don’t we go for a walk? Somewhere private...”

[ashley-westwood]

She grinned, sipping on her drink for a moment, a sly smile displayed on her lips as she watched her friend. Oh. It was so much fun to make her this flustered and so easy too! “I’m not planning on doing what?”, she grinned towards her, humming lightly as she leaned back in her chair, sipping on the drink slowly and fixing Sharon with a very knowing look. Oh. She could have all kinds of fun with the knowledge that she was learning! “So”, she twirled her straw around in her cup before tilting her head, “What is it that you see in him that’s so fascinating?”, she grinned, “Like I know what you mean about his mysterious ways. He certainly has this aura that suggests he’s from another world but if that’s the case, I wonder if he’s lonely?”, she hummed lightly, a plan slowly beginning to form in her mind. A flustered Sharon and a flustered Ray? Oh she had to video this entire meeting when it happened! “I’m sure he’d love to meet with you” 

[ashley-westwood]

@frozcnreality continued from [X]

Emotions were usually something that she kept buried deep inside but now she was openly crying. It felt as though her heart was breaking as if a hot dagger was breaking through her flesh and digging into the organ itself. With each word that Sehun spoke, she felt as though she was shrinking inside herself more and more. Only once before in her life had she felt this sad, this lost, this betrayed. She thought Sehun was different. She thought he was someone who she could trust, who she could lean on. He’d been through the same crap she had, had seen first hand some of the horrors to happen inside Magenta and yet here he was. Hurting her in the worse way. He’d earned her trust. She’d opened up to him, shared her fears with him, fallen in love with him and yet all of that had been what? Some kind of a game to him? Anyone watching this scene might be alarmed by how openly she was showing her emotions. She was a girl filled with Pride but there in that second she was simply becoming a scared little girl who wanted to run back home to her brother, who wanted to hide from the world. She wanted the strength to fight back, to laugh in his face, to hurt him like she was being hurt but she couldn’t. She loved him. She couldn’t not love him. How could she have been so foolish? At being called naive though, her hand flew forwards and slapped across his face, eyes wide as she stared up at him, tears still freely falling. “You - you asshat! If your scared, if you’re wanting to run - you DO NOT get to hurt me like this first!”

[blurredtruths]

     “It’s hard to say. Changing isn’t always easy. It mostly starts with seeing where you went wrong and acknowledging that. It often means having to steer away from those certain thoughts or actions that may have become habitual. It helps to surround yourself with people who care about you and want to help you and want you to get better too. It’s important to accept their care and help too.” He continued. “There’s also seeking professional help as needed.”

    He shrugged. “As for knowing if you’re doing the right thing this time.. it’s hard to know. I guess it’s all a learning process. But when you make changes I think is what helps is if you know where you went wrong then you know what to avoid and what not to do so those same mistakes aren’t made.”

[ashley-westwood]

She understood that. She was trying to change and was sure that V too was attempting to change. Was that why he was willing to listen to her? Someone who had once been brainwashed into hating him even though they had never met before? Someone who was still beginning to get used to the world outside in general? She sighed a little and glanced up towards the sky, watching the clouds for a few moments before turning her attention back to V. “Is that what you’re trying? I think where I went wrong was the whole joining a cult thing personally”, she said with a small playful wink.

[ashley-westwood]

BEEP.

SEND “BEEP” FOR A RANDOM TEXT FROM MY MUSE.

 3. A scared text 

[Text - Ann]: Omg [Text-Ann]: I think someones following me…@beautifullyxxunstable

[a-frozcnreality]

ashley-westwood‌:

@frozcnreality continued from [X]

[Text - Sehun]: You know I quite like you being alive… [Text - Sehun]: He’s already been at me about the last time you kidnapped me [Text - Sehun]: So, where we going? <3

{ Message to: Cutie Pie }

« Sehun » To a park~

« Sehun » It’s not far away from my university.

« Sehun » And not all too crowded, so your brother can chill his… whatever he has.

[ashley-westwood]

[Text - Sehun]: Oh do you have a break? [Text - Sehun]: I’ll take along some food then [Text - Sehun]: Van’s been teaching me basic cooking skills [Text - Sehun]: So you can be my taste tester! ~<3

[littlelovelymemes]

(    *    & .    —    SOFT  SUGGESTIONS  SENTENCE  STARTERS .

‘  i  just  need  your  arms  around  me  right  now .  ’

‘  whatever  you  want ,  darling .  i’d  give  it  all  to  you .  ’

‘  i  wouldn’t  want  anyone  else  beside  me .  even  when  things  get  hard ,  especially  when  things  get  hard ,  you’re  the  one  i  want  in  my  corner .  ’

‘  you  are  the  most  comfortable  person  to  be  around .  ’

‘  i  can  easily  imagine  spending  the  rest  of  my  life  with  you .  ’

‘  i  have  never  felt  as  content  as  i  do  in  your  arms .  ’

‘  you’re  wonderful ,  i  love  you  so  much  and  i’m  going  to  love  you  forever  and  for  whatever’s  after  forever  and  even  after  that .  ’

‘  you’re  never  ever  going  to  lose  me ,  i  promise .  ’

‘  i’m  trying  so  hard  and  it’s  all  just  for  you .  ’

‘  i  wanna  kiss  you  goodnight  and  pull  you  closer  to  me  before  i  fall  asleep .  ’

‘  i  wish  i  could  sleep  next  you .  ’

‘  kiss me .  again  and  again .  ’

‘  i’d  be  whatever  you  want  me  to  be .  ’

‘  i  think  i  fall  in  love  with  you  a  little  more  every  day .  ’

‘  you  deserve  someone  who  puts  in  the  effort  to  make  you  feel  happy  and  confident .  ’

‘  you  deserve  someone  who  gives  you  love  unconditionally  and  with  only  pure  intentions .  ’

‘  waking  up  each  day  is  easier  knowing  that  i’m  one  day  closer  to  waking  up  next  to  you .  ’

‘  i  wanna  spend  the  rest  of  my  sunsets  with  you .  ’

‘  you’re  perfect .  you’re  perfect .  you’re  so  perfect .  ’

‘  you  shouldn’t  have  to  tell  someone  how  to  treat  you  nicely .  ’

‘  i  always  find  myself  wishing  you  were  next  to  me  while  i  try  to  fall  asleep  at  night .  ’

‘  i  love  you  with  everything  i  have .  ’

‘  my  heart  beats  faster  and  my  day  gets  brighter  every  single  time  i think  of  you .  ’

‘  all  my  best  days  are  with  you .  ’

‘  i’ll  never  regret  my  love  for  you .  ’

‘  you’re  all  i  want  and  i  want  you  forever .  ’

‘  if  you  think  i’ll  hurt  you  i  swear  to  you  i  won’t .  ’

‘  even  a  text  back  gets  me  so  happy ,  that’s  what  you  do  to  me .  ’

‘  i  melt  in  your  arms .  ’

‘  you’re  incredible  and  amazing  and  worth  so  much .  ’

‘  i  wanna  see  you  smile  again .  ’

‘  all  i  know  is  there  is  no  one  i’d  rather  give  my  heart  to .  ’

[agent-candyfloss]

     She gasped and faked innocence. “Who? Me? Why would I do such a thing? I can’t believe you’d accuse me of stealing!” She put her hands on her hips and pretended to be offended.

     “I really don’t know where it is~” she shrugged. “But because of the love and kindness in my heart, I’m willing to help you find your taser.” She told him with a sweet but mischevious smile before continuing. “As long as you do me a favor too.” She glanced over at Ashley with a smile. This was going great!

[ashley-westwood]

She giggled happily at the look of sheer confusion that seemed to come from her brother, Vanderwood glancing between the two females as though trying to figure out just what they were up to. It always was fun to tease him. Ashley hummed, pushing herself away from her computer in order to begin to ‘help’ look for the taser. “Okay, but Seven’s not here so just why do you need it anyway?” “Cause you two are testing my patience...”

[lololmaster]

"Guess who's about to take over your spot on the serverrrrr~" (Ashley-Westwood)

Superman Yoosung: r u the one seven was trying to warn me about??Superman Yoosung: are you azura butterfly???Superman Yoosung:T_T this is what i get for trying to be a good studentSuperman Yoosung:LOLOL must take priority if i want to stay at the top!Superman Yoosung: i… actually can’t believe how close u r to passing me lolol

Yoosung frantically typed, but despite the threat to his position he found a thrill in the friendly competition. No matter what he did Seven always managed to stay juuust out of reach for him to take #1, but at least now he had someone who he could fairly rival. 

[ashley-westwood]

Don’t let your brother find out.

I want to live a little longer…

Super Duper late getitng back to you about this but thank you for the yummy gift! I’ll be sure to let Vandy know just where they came from too! Kidding! @frozcnreality

[whimsyaway]

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[ashley-westwood]

@frozcnreality continued from [X]

[Text - Sehun]: You know I quite like you being alive... [Text - Sehun]: He’s already been at me about the last time you kidnapped me [Text - Sehun]: So, where we going? <3

[agent-candyfloss]

    “I know I am. That’s why it’s so fun.” She told her before hurrying off while Ashley distracted Vanderwood. She quickly went find his keys in case he had left his car locked. Once she got inside the car, she placed the taser in the back seat and left the car. She  came back inside, put the keys back and went over to where Vanderwood and Ashley were. 

     She quietly came up behind Vanderwood, trying to see how long it would take for him to notice her standing behind him. She made a series of dumb expressions and hand motions behind him, just simply messing around and seeing how long she could go undetected. After a while though, she gave Ashley a thumbs up and mouthed to her that the deed was done.

[ashley-westwood]

She smiled lightly. She was so fun to be around and who didn’t like to have someone around who could drive their brother crazy in such an enjoyable and energetic manner? She still seemed to have such a positive attitude in life despite being from the same agency that seemed to have darkened her brother’s so much. “...you two are up to something”, Vanderwood muttered as he turned slightly and glanced back at Anikka and the facial expressions that she was pulling, Ashley having now joined in making him let out a heavy sigh, “...where is it? You took it didn’t you?”

[ashley-westwood]

Avoiding talking about the past seemed to be an automatic rule that most followed within this cult. Most, if not all who had come here - weren’t here from some happy fairytale-like home. She nodded a little as she listened, watching him as she attempted to take a small nibble of her bread. It tasted slightly stale. Was it actually bad or was her sense of taste beginning to fail her? “Rest is difficult. This place is pretty nice. It feels secure enough but - I don’t know? Sleep just doesn’t seem to wish to come...”, she shrugged, her gaze lifting from the table back towards Sehun, a weak smile forming. “Is it that obvious? Can you still eat? I can’t... since coming here it just all tastes...off?”

[ashley-westwood]

@frozcnreality continued from [X]

“It’s not as though I have too much of a choice. Have you meet my father?” She sighed a little, kicking her legs out into the air as she say in her chair, trying to appear a lot more confident than how she was actually feeling. This boy was actually rather cute but she wasn’t about to force him into something that could ruin his life. She was a handful. She wouldn’t make a good wife...and her brother may end up murdering the other male. “To choose who I love? Well, what if that person is you? Why don’t we give it a month and see if there’s anything there? What’s the harm in keeping the parents happy for a few more weeks”. She smiled and gave a small playful wink. “So what is the name of my possible husband to be?”

[ashley-westwood]

A happy little giggle broke through the air. Making friends for her had been rather difficult in the past but it felt as though she may be finally reaching some type of friendship with Sharon. She certainly was becoming easier to read and the blonde had always found her rather enjoyable to spend time with. She had such a different, such a positive outlook in life that it was difficult for her to not enjoy. There was a time that such ‘light’ may have felt more blinding than comforting but now was different. “You totally were!”, she laughed happily, clapping her hands as she leaned back in her chair, grinning widly towards Sharon and looking rather pleased at just how easy she had managed to make her blush. “Why don’t you ever try and say hi to him? It’s the only way that something may actually happen, you know?”. She hummed lightly, pleased with herself as she reached for the milkshake and took another small drink. “Ah no no. Ignore my issues for now. We need to get you some romance in your life”