blinding horizon

ash, she/they the lights in the sky will never be dawn again. vent blog cw: csa, trauma, whatever.

[deadontheweb3]

[previouslylovedplaces]

Fallsburg school house by ms scruffy on Flickr.

[02void]

01-28-2022

[traaumaa]

[traaumaa]

[traaumaa]

[rottingtrouble-child]

It’s impossible for me to truly view my younger self as a child. I can’t comprehend how little I was.

[decayedvignettes]

[rottingtrouble-child]

What happened makes me sick.

[traaumaa]

[espresomartini]

listening to the same music i used to listen when i was 14-15 is something else i'm still her i'm nothing like her anymore she knew everything she knew nothing she was so right she was so wrong

[stavroginas]

Haruki Murakami, from Norwegian Wood

[traaumaa]

too old too old too old

[hauntedearth]

[ojibwa]

[myheartwillhealoneday]

[mentallynotchill]

I literally have no fucking clue who I am, sometimes I think I’m a super nice person who has been unfairly treated in life and that everyone should love me but other times I’m convinced I’m the most horrible person in the world who can’t possibly have any real friends and that I deserve all the suffering I’ve gone through as punishment for who I am.