It's making me sick

I wanted to be something beautiful, instead I was just me.

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Fear & Loathing / Soft to be Strong

“I live my life in bitterness / And fill my heart with emptiness”

“I took my bitterness and made it sweet / I took a broken heart and made it beat”

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7) The Trapper And The Furrier

Those who don't have lose, those who got get given more! More! More! More!

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In the cool winter air, I missed her all night

In the cool winter air, I missed her all night

Into my dreams I wait for her to waltz, a stunning sight

But she is my wildest dream

Oh, she is my wildest dream

All I do is sleep; sunshine or moonbeams

I've forgotten your eye shape, the sound of your voice

I've forgotten your eye shape, the sound of your voice

It wasn't an option, it wasn't my choice

These days I feel cold inside and out

These days I feel cold inside and out

With the flowers I hope to melt then sprout

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6) The Light

I know the morning is wiser than the nighttime I know there's nothing wrong, I shouldn't feel so down

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5) Black And White

You will always start to cry

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4) Small Bill$

His destiny was just too big to spend So he broke it into smaller bills and change

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3) Grand Hotel

Where old devils danced and kissed And made their blood pacts in the ancient myths

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2) Older And Taller

The words, we sang wrong But the songs were remembered And time just passed

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1) Bleeding Heart

How long must I wait till you learn that it's not too late How long must I cry till you know that you really tried How long must I try till you learn that dreaming's hard

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Cincinnati, Ohio in the late 20s

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jokingly I wonder

if once I half died

then why not make it twice?

If once the knife went through to the other side, the heart was split,

why not one in the head as well?

it's because- they want me to feel the pain

to rationalize, to beg, to sob on the floor and get

dirt in my hair

I watch them, across the table

it's thanksgiving, they eat until full and laugh like

                                                              cardboard

nibbling I wait for it not hurt anymore

I have been since I was five

                          with muddy socks and toy horses-

jokingly I wonder if I'm alive

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Sad girl … so so sad

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like or reblog if u post original poetry

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the girl and i we got goosebumps at the exact same time i think that’s romance

St. Rays by Laura Buccieri

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Guinea Pig 2: Flowers Of Flesh & Blood