Just because it’s the path of least resistance doesn’t mean it’s the wrong path. Staying together is more important than how we stay together.
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Just because it’s the path of least resistance doesn’t mean it’s the wrong path. Staying together is more important than how we stay together.
Nat: “And us?”
Steve: “We fight robots.”
Enter Pietro Sassy-moff;
“Today? We fight robots today? Or is next month better for you?!”
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#in which natasha is an absolute cutie who owns my gay ass
Master assassins at their finest everyone
“I have red in my ledger.
I’d like to wipe it out.”
The opinion which other people have of you is their problem, not yours.
Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (via fyp-psychology)
How to Spy by Natasha Romanoff.
steverogers-soldier:
Steve looked at Natasha. “I’m not going to let it ‘blow over.’ It’s illegal and unconstitutional. I’m not going to keep my mouth shut or stop doing what I think is right out of fear. They might not come after me, but they’ll come after others, and if they do, I’ll stand up for them.”
He stopped and leaned on the balustrade that separated the path from the river, looking out over the water.
“There’s a quote that applies to this all to well.
’First they came for the Socialists, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Socialist.
Then they came for the Trade Unionists, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Trade Unionist.
Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Jew.
Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me.’
I’m going to speak out, Natasha.”
The look she gave him was one of friendly disapproval, not at his motivation, but perhaps… how dramatic it was. Her smile was kind, and she didn’t try to talk him out of it, he was ridiculously stubborn. Fury had discovered that when the Hydra corruption in S.H.I.E.L.D was revealed, and saw just how blindly Steve could pursue a goal.
This wasn’t the time to stand in his way and hope he’d divert his charge. Besides, he had a point. Natasha knew that, though she had been careful to keep herself neutral through it all. Stark of course, had validity behind his concerns, what was happening, would happen sooner or later. Without S.H.I.E.L.D to protect them, the Avengers could and would be held up to public scrutiny.
Especially after the Ultron fiasco, the UN Council had just been waiting for an excuse to drop this on them. If they kept trying to resist it, the limitations on their power would be greater.
“Just be careful,” she told him, her small smile showing concern. “You can’t fight your way out of every situation.”
The eventuality of the night was they had to sleep, parting ways when they arrived at her hotel. It was a nice place; smaller than others she had stayed in but not unbearably so. Her room was all off-white and modern, sleek and elegant. Dark woods and white sheets, a master bath to die for.
And a bed that was just too soft.
Strange dreams aside, Romanoff’s morning was fairly normal. Light shone through the window, giving the area a wonderful appearance she had opted to enjoy as she read through the updates on her tablet. Her coffee was still hot, steam rising from it as the assassin leaned back in her chair, brows furrowing ever so slightly as she read the reports.
Admittedly, they were dull, but necessary. She hadn’t left the Avengers, nor ‘retired,’ so she had to read the briefings.
The knock at her door surprised her, whatever doubts or thoughts she had been having draining away. She heard the faint voice of ‘room service’ and sighed, rising to answer the call and politely shoo the maid away.
She wasn’t entirely sure what happened next, the door to her room becoming nothing but splinters and shrapnel that barely avoided by diving out of the way. There wasn’t any real explosion, no fire or light that had caused it, just a weird sort of influence on reality. It was as if the world had briefly warped, bending to the will of some unknown force before righting itself violently.
She was on her feet in a flash, just in time to see someone standing in front of her before the intruder was gone. Just gone.
Romanoff was struck hard on her back, squarely in the center of her spine. She stumbled, though didn’t fall despite the surprise, she whirled around to face the assailant only to face nothing but air.
“Great…” She murmured, her look anything but impressed. She took a few steps back and pressed her back to the wall. Provided whoever-the-hell-this-was didn’t explode the wall from behind Nat, this maneuver would force her opponent to come at her straight on.
Romanoff glanced towards her phone. She had left it on the table.
Another sharp pop and the intruder had returned. Definitely a woman, wearing all dark clothing with a sleek jacket over-top. Her face was hidden behind a matte black mask, one that was somewhat similar to Stark’s. It didn’t look as advanced, but there was some serious tech there. Enough that whatever purpose it had, it undoubtedly did it well.
“Go ahead,” the stranger taunted, gesturing to the cellphone. “Go for it, see how far you get.”
She had an accent, British.
That didn’t really narrow down suspects, but hell, it was a start.
Romanoff smirked, eyes gleaming with violent intent at the words. She wasn’t sure if it was teleportation, super-speed, or something entirely different. But she would get to that phone.
She feigned a start and watched as her enemy vanished. That strange distortion happening again as Widow’s opponent disappeared.
She, whoever she was, reappeared almost in the same spot when she realized what happened and Natasha attacked. She whipped a taser-disc at her enemy, watching as the small projectile struck her in the chest whilst delivering a powerful, painful shock.
There wasn’t even a glance spared for the enemy as Romanoff snatched the phone, watching as the lights to her room flickered. Was the woman doing that? Her gaze shot to the disabled opponent on the floor, seeing that she was still very much down and out.
If it was her, it couldn’t have been intentional.
There was a key choice on who to call. She was an Avenger, her first instinct should be to report it to Tony, Ross, or really somebody officially in-charge. Yet that wasn’t the case, she instead dialed for Steve. He had always been their leader, and if hadn’t been him, it would’ve been Clint.
Old habits die hard, apparently.
Though she was quick to rationalize her error on Steve’s proximity, logically he was the first choice due to being in the area.
“I’m under attack,” She glared at the interloper on the floor. “Unknown assailant, wear’s a mask like Stark’s. She can teleport-”
The electricity in the building sputtered out, hardly noticeable with the morning sun, but everything in the room had died.
One massive bright blue arc of energy roared out of the socket on the far wall. Romanoff grimaced, shielding herself and looking away as it struck just next to her and seared it black. Smoke rose from the epicenter, a newly formed crater in the wall, its center white-hot.
Even Widow’s arm was hot; she shook it as she began to back away.
“I need back up-“ Her phone beeped and fizzled out. The screen flashing the battery symbol before it cracked.
Romanoff confused was matched only by the growing anxiety in her stomach, she glanced at the person on her floor. They were beginning to wake up.
This was about to get out of hand.
I have her. Find him.
Deceiver || Closed
burdenoforder:
Steve had been brooding over his assignment since he’d returned, hovering against the counter as he considered just what he was having to do. It had been an unexpected assignment when it had come, but no surprise to him in the end. They were going to question his loyalty eventually, and what better way to do it than this?
He only hoped this would be the extent of it. Steve had hurt enough people already doing what had to be done, and he knew there could be another way here. He prayed there could be another way here, because it could be the best for all of them. He just hoped his superiors could get their heads out of their asses about undoing him long enough to see it as clearly as he could.
In the meantime, his assignment was clear. And moving around, if he was hearing correctly. Steve looked up as Natasha made her way into the kitchen and found himself scowling lightly. He would never have been ready for this moment, but now that it was upon him he really wasn’t ready for it.
Steve hummed dismissively over her question and gave a small wave with the fingers wrapped around the cup of coffee he’d prepared for himself. “I did have a mission,” he confirmed. “Went in for the assignment and found out it had been changed. Haven’t been back for very long.” He took his time looking her over then, knowing this was the last time this would feel like this. Or look like this, even if it already felt wrong.
“Hey, Nat? We’re friends, right? I mean… We trust each other. Through thick and thin. Right?”
It was her in nature to read people, pick up on the slight tells their stances and body language gave off. It hadn’t been the first time she had seen Steve look uncomfortable, though it was odd that it was here. She attributed it to whatever assignment he had been on, or some sort of change due to it.
She had begun to make her own cup when she caught that strange once-over he’d given her. Admittedly, Romanoff thought little of it, shrugging it off.
Then his question came, and she had to give pause.
That was entirely bizarre line of thought, one that had her giving him a cautious smirk. Playful, as it always was, but it was nonetheless suspicious of whatever mindset her friend was currently in. It was far to say they were friends, close too, and yes, they had been through a lot together.
So what was making him ask about it?
It was perhaps, her own nature to think she had done something wrong. Perhaps said or done the wrong thing despite her efforts of taking the moral high ground. Romanoff had thought she’d been improving, changing so that she (and to an extent, the rest of the world) may see her in a slightly more gracious light.
“We are,” she confirmed, finished making her coffee and moving on to drink it. She softly blew on it despite knowing it would do little, a habit. The woman turned, leaning back against the counter as she held her mug with both hands. “We do, I think.” Nat’s words were playful, hoping to put the Captain at ease. Her smirk grew, “Not like you to question that, Steve.”
She took a sip, and lowered the cup again.
“What’s on your mind?”
Deceiver || Closed
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It was troubling exactly how easy it seemed for Hydra to avoid the Avengers and what was left of SHIELD. While a few cells here and there were found and raided, they were collectively worth near nothing. The information they contained, nearly all destroyed, the people they provided – useless. Romanoff’s patience was still there, it wasn’t as if she was stomping around the halls of the Avengers Facility, sulking and throwing a tantrum, but it wasn’t as if she was taking this lightly.
There had to be a leak, otherwise there was no way to explain Hydra’s continuous advantage. She hadn’t actually left her dorm in hours, instead she sat in a chair, scanning her laptop’s display. She hadn’t uttered a word of what she suspected, it wasn’t in her nature to be so open about it.
Maybe before she wouldn’t had suspected anything, but since the fall of the Triskelion and the revelation at just how insidious Hydra could be, her trust in people was shot. In a select few it was strengthened, Fury, Hill, and Rogers for example – but others, ordinary people, she didn’t know what to think of them anymore.
Her search had thus far turned up little, a few oddities she’s investigate. A defeated sigh escaped her lips as she leaned back in the chair, frowning at her computer. She wasn’t quite sure what she had been expecting, it wasn’t as if Hydra was going to make it easy, especially if there was some sort of mole.
Not giving up entirely, Natasha did opt to take a break. Shutting the laptop and making her way to the kitchen instead. Food might help, not that she ate much but a snack would tide her over. As she came around the corner though, she faltered only for a second to see Steve there.
She smiled faintly, eyes narrowing in the slightest at his presence, a joking tone in her voice as she spoke.
“I thought you had a mission,” she began, approaching the coffee maker as she could smell the freshly brewed pot. “When you’d get back?”
Steve shook his head. “Don’t be a scapegoat, Natasha. Not for anyone. Do what you need to do, but I don’t want you falling on your sword for me or anyone else.“
He looked out over the river. “Do they really not know? There’re a lot of reasons, but you don’t have to know the Avengers at all to know the most obvious reason. It’s discouraging that it’s not obvious to everyone.”
Steve looked at Natasha. “It’s unconstitutional as hell. They can get everyone to sign it and present it at the UN as a done deal, but it can’t get through the senate without it being done illegally. I won’t be party it it.”
His mouth tightened as his gaze returned to the path ahead. “They want to come after me for it, let them.”
“I doubt they’ll come for you.” She replied, smirking at the thought. S.H.I.E.L.D had tried to come for Rogers, and all that had done was ousted Hydra and destroyed their specialized helicarriers. No, undoubtedly someone was sitting there, analyzing the fact that it’d be too costly to come after Captain America. The risk wasn’t worth the reward, not yet. “Just be careful, this is the UN. It won’t be just Strike teams and a ballistic missile coming your way if they do.”
Romanoff didn’t particularly enjoy remembering the missile encounter, there had been a few very real seconds where she had thought she was going to die. She still dreamt of it sometimes, the outcome in her nightmares left much to be desired.
Reality, thankfully, had played out considerably different.
“It might all blow over,” Natasha offered, Stark potentially having a point with saying most of this was all a formality and reform would happen quietly, behind the scenes. It could be the Accords existed just as a layer of comfort: something to appease the leaders of the world. That had been the cold comfort the billionaire had provided Romanoff, though she hadn’t bought into it. “But I’ve never known anyone to give up that kind of power.”
Power had a way of corrupting people, and once the UN Council had the authority over the Avengers – come hell or high water, they weren’t going to let that go.
“It’s a bit odd that we were presented with a done deal, isn’t it? No heads up, no meetings on Capitol Hill.” He glanced at Natasha, then back to the path ahead of them. “I understand that people are afraid, but I can’t help but think that there’s been some fanning of the flames. Most of the news stories leave out what we were doing and why.”
Steve grimaced. “Not that we can say much about Ultron.”
He looked at Natasha again. “I also understand that your position is more complicated than mine, Nat. They’re already not thrilled that you released the Shield files and they don’t deem to be able to get it through their heads that it was on my order. That, combined with your background….”
Steve walked in silence for a moment. “Or maybe they have got it through their heads. Maybe they just don’t want to be the person who bitched out Captain America in a senate hearing, and maybe that’s part of this.”
She kept quiet as she listened to him, though she didn’t blame anyone in particular for Ultron. He had been an accident, really. At the beginning she remembered thinking both Stark and Banner responsible, but that hadn’t stayed her opinion for long. Ultron had been a noble idea, an ideal that many would think worth pursuing, but she imagined (with her limited knowledge on understanding advanced robotics and AI core systems), that maybe he had been overloaded.
If you put too much pressure on a child, they tend to act out, they can even break. Now give that child near infinite power and access to the internet, all while telling him to fix the world. Ultron was a disaster, but it hadn’t expressly been Tony or Banner’s, not even the Avengers’ disaster. He had simply been a catastrophe. Something that went bad and it spiraled out of control.
She smiled hesitatingly as he brought up her situation, yes. She felt backed into a corner, pressed up against the wall as the dogs of war snarled and snapped at her heels. That smile turned to a smirk as he continued and she followed.
“They’re all nervous,” she informed him, somewhat amused by the notion. “No one knows why Captain America isn’t signing the Accords.”
It was amazing to see really, everyone almost trampling each other to try and figure out why. So many people had come to her for insight, yet she had given none. Not because she didn’t have any, on the contrary, but Steve was her friend.
She didn’t betray her friends.
At least, not anymore.
“I don’t mind being the scapegoat Steve,” she offered him, stopping to window shop. Admiring the little trinkets that were so neatly placed in the display, the store had long since closed for the night – but it was a convenient distraction. “Someone’s got to be.” She glanced at him, her smirk growing slightly devilish. “And we both know you’re a terrible liar.”
So Natasha was resigned to her fate to play along, because the Avengers needed to stay together, and those that couldn’t sign - would still need to know where to go.
Steve looked at her, a smile curving his lips, one of understanding rather than humor. “I’d rather fight an entire base of Hydra agents than revisit ten minutes of today.”
Looking back at the walk along the river that lay before them, Steve said, “You know I can’t sign, right?” He looked at Natasha. “But I understand why you might feel like you have to.”
Facing ahead again, and skirting a puddle, Steve paused for a moment before saying, “We’ve been ignoring the elephant, but we should probably talk about it now. It’s okay. It was a horrible day, but it’s not all about me, is it? How are you, Nat?”
Romanoff’s gaze fell as he brought up the Accords, for the most part she had wanted to avoid them because it seemed almost unnecessary on a day like today. She didn’t admit to him how it felt more and more like a betrayal the longer she thought about it, though there was no way to hide her complete displeasure at what was happening. In her mind though, there was no high ground in this debate, both sides had valid arguments, though she didn’t favour oversight.
Who’s lies will I be telling now?
“We need to stick together,” she offered a smile with her response, though it was slightly anxious and dismayed. Is this what selling one’s soul to the devil felt like? “But I know, and…”
And she didn’t want him to, because if Captain America compromised his morals, what would be left?
She never finished her thought, skimming the edge of the pool of water as they continued.
“I’m fine,” she nodded, looking at him. “I’m flexible,” her statement lacked her usual confidence. “This just feels wrong.”
There, she had said it. She had admitted it, that this entire thing felt so damn wrong that it was eating at her. Everything seemed to be happening too fast, like Ross and the rest of the world had just been waiting for the Avengers to make a mistake. Anything to wrest control from the group and give it over to a group of politicians.
“Think it’s too late to scratch my name off the list?” She joked, tucking her hands into her pockets.
Steve smiled. “Sam met a British Major at the hotel last that he seemed to like, so when I saw her come into the pub and make a beeline toward him, I made my excuses and left.”
The fact was, he’s had enough of the pub. Surrounded by the boisterous crowd, a mixture of British accents and American ones, it reminded Steve all too much of the night he’d recruited the Howling Commandos at Bucky’s suggestion, and Bucky had agreed to join them, too. The night he’d first seen Peggy in that red dress….
No, he needed to get out of there. He didn’t need his losses rubbed in tonight.
Pointing at her phone, he said, “You finished there, or am I interrupting? I was thinking of taking a walk along the river.”
She smirked, slipping the phone into her pocket with ease. It was easier, in a way, to just forget about how the world was changing so quickly around them. For someone who was so fluid in her life, it was unsettling how quickly the tide was coming in and threatening to sweep them all away.
Romanoff let him lead the way, eyes to the sidewalk as the noise from the bar and street began to fade. A dwindling backdrop as they moved towards the water, river glistening in the glow of the streetlamps. Evening had nearly turned to night, the sun gone.
“So,” she let out a breath, turning her attention to the glistening water as they reached the middle of a small bridge. “Rough day.” She glanced at him, smiling in the slightest before she went back to staring out at the river.
What could she even say?
“You know,” she offered, her smile sad but still clinging to her lips. “Sometimes it’s easier when people are shooting at you,” Natasha looked at him. “Don’t have time to dwell on things, there’s just a reaction. Knee-jerk.”
No, this pain lingered. It was the sort that hurt to think about, it stung and latched onto the heart.
She’d rather be shot at.
“I’m okay.”
The words came out without thought, and Steve shook his head immediately after. “No. I’m not. I knew this was coming, but…”
He shook his head again. “Five years ago, Peggy and I….”
Steve looked away, his eyes going over the crowd, but not really seeing them. “It’s taken me this long to get used to…what was never going to be. I’m not even close to ready for this.”
His gaze returned to Natasha. “Let’s get Sam and go somewhere, okay? I don’t want to be here anymore.”
That was quite possibly the least convincing lie Romanoff had ever heard, and had it been any other situation or any other person – maybe she would’ve laughed. As it stood, she didn’t. She watched him with sympathy in her eyes, shaking her head in the faintest as he admitted the truth.
He was anything but okay.
She touched his arm again as he spoke of Peggy, meeting his gaze.
“There was no way to be ready for this.” She offered the truth. He had loved Peggy, before and after his slumber in the ice. It doesn’t matter if he had managed to come to terms with what he couldn’t have, that didn’t compare to time taking what little he had left. Sometimes Natasha wondered just how much Steve had lost to time, how maybe out of place he felt in the modern world. “And don’t think you should’ve been.”
Stealing Sam away from those he was speaking to was relatively easy. As they approached, the man saw Steve’s despondent expression and immediately joined the duo.
It didn’t take them long to find somewhere, a nice pub with warm, quieter atmosphere. They sat a table, their drinks ordered and conversation trying to keep light. She knew this play, like so many others. Try and avoid the terrible topic, dance around it with jokes and fond memories that blocked out the bad.
Hours ticked by, and evening fell upon them.
“Forty-fourth floor,” Sam gave Romanoff a look at he shook his head, a smile taking over his lips. “Listen I’m not like Cap, I don’t tend to jump out high buildings without a parachute.”
She smirked, taking a delicate sip of her drink. “You were fine.”
“Fine, yeah, that’s the word for it.” He sat back, chuckling as he grabbed his beer. “Ain’t like I got close to a helicopter’s blades, almost chopped to pieces.”
She shrugged, taking a larger drink. “Well-“
Her phone buzzed, she frowned, glancing at it as she pulled it from her pocket. Someone from the Accords, undoubtedly wanted to discuss them. She shook her head, glancing at the two as she began to stand.
“I’ll be back in a minute.” She smiled, heading for the door.
It wasn’t anything too important, no one had known she was coming here. One-hundred and seventeen countries all wanting to somehow control the Avengers. She didn’t like the idea, she hadn’t like agreeing with Stark about it either, but there was merit to it. Still, she felt like she was compromising her soul, and while she hadn’t signed yet…
She hung her head as she disconnected the call. Crimson hair framing her face as she stared at the sidewalk, a flutter of anxiety dancing in her chest.
Was it the right decision?
Has any decision I’ve ever made been the right one?
How poetic a question - ever the survivor. Of course the easiest course guaranteed survival. And while it may not have been wrong, it felt wrong.
The door opened, and she looked up. Steve was there, hands in his pockets. She frowned at him, confused at his sudden appearance.
“Needed some fresh air?” She queried, glancing behind him curiously. “Where’s Sam?”