on hiatus ; read pinned

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ANNOUNCEMENT: THE FATE OF THIS BLOG

I have been thinking, since leaving the blog, if I'd ever come back.

The answer is no.

Honestly, I felt like I was just alienating myself with my huge muse list and feeling like no one really wanted to interact/cared about my blog. Like there was really no interest beyond the people that I consistently interacted with on discord. That my muse list was heavily intimidating for most.

I'm not good at reaching out. I've tried before on a different blog a while back but I would consistently get ignored or avoided. And I guess that made it hard for me to reach out, because of the fact I felt like I was getting ignored. And I know I've probably made a lot of people feel that way about me, too.

I will be archiving this blog. Some of the muses here already have their own blogs now, and I've started a story-driven blog that I don't mind rping with people on because it'd be fun.

So. That's the gist of it. This blog is inactive.

You can find me on the following blogs:

@kokuycku (Dark RP blog - Post-canon) @emanatorofbalance (OC RP Blog - Single Timeline & Singleship) @sunlightmarquee (Boktai Multimuse - Story Driven Post-True Ending Boktai 3) @brcveshiine (Dual-Muse Fate OC RP Blog)

I won't be returning to this blog. I'm sorry. Thank you for rping with me on this blog. I hope to see you on the others!

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AFTER MUCH DELIBERATION WITH SOME FRIENDS OF MINE, I AM PUTTING THIS BLOG ON HIATUS.

I don't feel like this blog is working much for me. I've been having hellish self-doubt about it as of recent (which got really bad yesterday), and @doloniaxdiegesis suggested that I put this blog on hiatus and just rp a couple of muses on their own blogs instead of just outright deleting it.

IF I DO NOT FEEL LIKE I CAN CONTINUE WITH THIS BLOG IN THE FUTURE, I MAY DELETE IT. I almost did yesterday, but I just want to try taking a break from it for a while.

If you want to continue rping with me, I have @kokuycku (Dark) and @emanatorofbalance (Melanie) as the two blogs I've decided to spend my time on.

I'm sorry for all of this. I just need to take a break and re-evaluate while still having fun in my own way.

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AFTER MUCH DELIBERATION WITH SOME FRIENDS OF MINE, I AM PUTTING THIS BLOG ON HIATUS.

I don't feel like this blog is working much for me. I've been having hellish self-doubt about it as of recent (which got really bad yesterday), and @doloniaxdiegesis suggested that I put this blog on hiatus and just rp a couple of muses on their own blogs instead of just outright deleting it.

IF I DO NOT FEEL LIKE I CAN CONTINUE WITH THIS BLOG IN THE FUTURE, I MAY DELETE IT. I almost did yesterday, but I just want to try taking a break from it for a while.

If you want to continue rping with me, I have @kokuycku (Dark) and @emanatorofbalance (Melanie) as the two blogs I've decided to spend my time on.

I'm sorry for all of this. I just need to take a break and re-evaluate while still having fun in my own way.

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AFTER MUCH DELIBERATION WITH SOME FRIENDS OF MINE, I AM PUTTING THIS BLOG ON HIATUS.

I don't feel like this blog is working much for me. I've been having hellish self-doubt about it as of recent (which got really bad yesterday), and @doloniaxdiegesis suggested that I put this blog on hiatus and just rp a couple of muses on their own blogs instead of just outright deleting it.

IF I DO NOT FEEL LIKE I CAN CONTINUE WITH THIS BLOG IN THE FUTURE, I MAY DELETE IT. I almost did yesterday, but I just want to try taking a break from it for a while.

If you want to continue rping with me, I have @kokuycku (Dark) and @emanatorofbalance (Melanie) as the two blogs I've decided to spend my time on.

I'm sorry for all of this. I just need to take a break and re-evaluate while still having fun in my own way.

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AFTER MUCH DELIBERATION WITH SOME FRIENDS OF MINE, I AM PUTTING THIS BLOG ON HIATUS.

I don't feel like this blog is working much for me. I've been having hellish self-doubt about it as of recent (which got really bad yesterday), and @doloniaxdiegesis suggested that I put this blog on hiatus and just rp a couple of muses on their own blogs instead of just outright deleting it.

IF I DO NOT FEEL LIKE I CAN CONTINUE WITH THIS BLOG IN THE FUTURE, I MAY DELETE IT. I almost did yesterday, but I just want to try taking a break from it for a while.

If you want to continue rping with me, I have @kokuycku (Dark) and @emanatorofbalance (Melanie) as the two blogs I've decided to spend my time on.

I'm sorry for all of this. I just need to take a break and re-evaluate while still having fun in my own way.

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AFTER MUCH DELIBERATION WITH SOME FRIENDS OF MINE, I AM PUTTING THIS BLOG ON HIATUS.

I don't feel like this blog is working much for me. I've been having hellish self-doubt about it as of recent (which got really bad yesterday), and @doloniaxdiegesis suggested that I put this blog on hiatus and just rp a couple of muses on their own blogs instead of just outright deleting it.

IF I DO NOT FEEL LIKE I CAN CONTINUE WITH THIS BLOG IN THE FUTURE, I MAY DELETE IT. I almost did yesterday, but I just want to try taking a break from it for a while.

If you want to continue rping with me, I have @kokuycku (Dark) and @emanatorofbalance (Melanie) as the two blogs I've decided to spend my time on.

I'm sorry for all of this. I just need to take a break and re-evaluate while still having fun in my own way.

[asinfinitum]

AFTER MUCH DELIBERATION WITH SOME FRIENDS OF MINE, I AM PUTTING THIS BLOG ON HIATUS.

I don't feel like this blog is working much for me. I've been having hellish self-doubt about it as of recent (which got really bad yesterday), and @doloniaxdiegesis suggested that I put this blog on hiatus and just rp a couple of muses on their own blogs instead of just outright deleting it.

IF I DO NOT FEEL LIKE I CAN CONTINUE WITH THIS BLOG IN THE FUTURE, I MAY DELETE IT. I almost did yesterday, but I just want to try taking a break from it for a while.

If you want to continue rping with me, I have @kokuycku (Dark) and @emanatorofbalance (Melanie) as the two blogs I've decided to spend my time on.

I'm sorry for all of this. I just need to take a break and re-evaluate while still having fun in my own way.

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TUMBLR SEND THE DAMN VERIFICATION EMAIL ALREADY-

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑻.

send 🚢 or ( 'SHIP' ) if you ever considered shipping our characters romantically and want me to fill out the following form for our muses. bold all that definitely applies, italicize what could potentially apply. feel free to add more if you think certain options are missing or you just want to add more.

do i ship our characters together?: yes | no | not yet but maybe soon

would i like to ship with you?: yes | maybe, i'm willing to try | no

type of relationship i could see: childhood or high school sweethearts | exes | engaged | married | long-term relationship | crushes | unrequited love | fling | long distance | online relationship | just dating | new relationship | toxic lovers | friends with benefits

tropes i'd enjoy writing for them: friends to lovers | enemies to lovers | exes to lovers | fake relationship / dating | forbidden love | grumpy and sunshine | star-crossed lovers | surprise pregnancy | second chance | soulmates | amnesia / mistaken identity | forced proximity | secret relationship | slow burn relationship

would i rather plot first or jump right in and see where it goes?: develop their relationship first | jump right in | something in between ( what specifically? )

what now?: let's plot something | send me shippy memes | i'll send you shippy memes | write me a random starter | i'll write you a random starter

anything else i want you to know about me / my character / my shipping habits: ( put whatever you want here )

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So I.

Don't do those types of memes where it's 'send me this if you like this about my blog/portrayal/ect' anymore.

Because I suck at it all and I've just been pretending I'm good at it. Everything about my writing sucks in comparison to everyone else. I try to make it interesting and viable, but yet it isn't. I feel like I should delete like 99.9% of the time and go back to just writing fanfictions since that's the only place I feel like I do well.

But even then, I don't feel like I do well at all in that either.

I guess what I mean to say is- I don't do it because I don't deserve it. My writing and portrayals are so horrible that it doesn't matter.

I just do this for fun. But even then, I just feel like I ruin everything I touch.

So yeah.

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Sorry for not posting here ICly often. Dealing with health issues + I'm tired all the damn time and I don't know how to stop it.

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Cracking her knuckles. "I wonder if he'd be so high and mighty if a "woman" kicked his ass to hell and back. Misogynist ass."

[kokuycku]

I'M BAD LUCK, BABY, SO WATCH YOUR BACK

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"Oh hey, it's a guy like this boomer I met when I was doing some taekwondo training. 'You should be at home cooking dinner for your husband'. MY HUSBAND IS TRAINING RIGHT BESIDE ME, MORON!"

[kokuycku]

I'M BAD LUCK, BABY, SO WATCH YOUR BACK

[kokuycku]

I'M BAD LUCK, BABY, SO WATCH YOUR BACK

[kokuycku]

I'M BAD LUCK, BABY, SO WATCH YOUR BACK