Lil Lost Boy

Eden. 30s. I block empty blogs

[asirenbyanyothername]

LAUNDRY FUCKIN SAGA #3!!

[asirenbyanyothername]

Im so fuckin tired of being fuckin tired.

[asirenbyanyothername]

I fuckin hate people who act dumb.

Tf you mean you didnt know I needed help cutting the dog's nail, the dog in question that was in your arms, that kept pulling back and away from me everytime I cut a nail. . .

But you had no idea, even when she was pressed closer to you to get away. .

Makes complete fuckin sense

[molags-balls]

[thepersonalquotes]

[stargazers-satellite]

my partner said something that kinda rocked my world

[jenny-ratmeal]

Babe are you OK? You reblogged "even if you get worse".

[ursupornar]

[asirenbyanyothername]

On the plus side..

Bought my pup a blanket and Lil pillow for her lil bed.

And some blueberries to put in her water for enrichment, or whatever the shit.

[asirenbyanyothername]

Today has been hell.

This morning, I literally dropped my hot ass 7/11 coffee in my lap. Had to go home and change. Went to get hair stuff, my perfume stick is fuckin nasty. Like someone used it.

Finally went home. Over excited pup scratched me up and peed everywhere after getting out the cage. In her defense, she's a baby and we were gone a while.

Left again. Bought a bunch. Rushed home because I had to pee. Took out over excited pup again, was tripped down the stairs by said pup and landed so damn hard my body aches like I spent the entire day exercising. Bruised my shin, messed up my ankle more.

Not even 20 minutes later, i went to car to get stuff out the trunk, and my slipper got caught and was ripped by the janky ass screen door coming back inside...

I give up. Im tired.

[asirenbyanyothername]

Washing saga #2

[ruinedchildhood]

[asirenbyanyothername]

I'm tired.

I need tf outta this fuckin house.

I'm fuckin done.

Id rather rot in fuckin Korea or in some foreign fuckin country than constantly feel like shit in this fuckin house.

[asirenbyanyothername]

I feel so bad.

I usually make my puppy carrots in dog broth for treats bc she's teething and she likes them. But since the parasite outbreak ive been looking for an alternative... so i looked on IG and saw frozen Greek yogurt and pumpkin treats and perfect. Its fuckin hot and so i made some.. .

she loved them. . .

She now has terrible gas and diarrhea. . . .

Im 90% sure she's lactose intolerant. . .

[asirenbyanyothername]

I feel so fuckin bad bc my mum helped me get my clothes I left in the dryer and put my other clothes in...

And I'm on the verge of a fuckin panic attack bc now they're dirty. She touched them and now they're dirty and logically I know they're probably fine. But I can't stop my brain from spiraling out of control. Bc she touches everything. The door handles. The dogs. Everything and doesn't think twice about it (normal every day things, that's not to say she doesnt wash her handsbc she does.. shes just not obsessively washing them every 5 seconds like i do)... meanwhile anytime I leave my room or touch anything outside of my room (my bed) i wear gloves. Pet the dog? Gloves. Go to the kitchen to make food? Gloves. Going outside and touching the doorknob. Fuckin gloves!?

Or I immediately wash my hands afterwards. Like if its not sanitized, its a problem..

Like Iiterally wipe my phone down multiple times a day if it leaves my bed for any reason. Even if it falls in tbe floor. Immediate sanitation! Someone touches it? Immediate sanitation...

Anyways back to what I was saying...

I feel so bad bc all she was doing was helping me. And all my brain is currently screaming is 'Wash them again, you cant use these. Wash them again, you cant use these. Wash them again, you cant use these.' And its not her fault and I know telling her is just going to make her feel bad like I'm calling her unclean..

But that's not it.

Im just a fuckin mess...

So now.. I'min tears stressing how I'm going to sneak and rewash these clothes tomorrow without telling her why. . .

[ruinedchildhood]

[asirenbyanyothername]

Today feels off ...

Im not sad.. I just don't quite feel right

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