Praying to a God that I don't believe in

Finn Hudson Lima, Ohio Nineteen ● Taken ● Ex-Army

[ask-marrose]

I like that answer, and we have the whole summer to practice playing house.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

Groovy.

[ask-marrose]

Nope.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

Then definitely the second one.

[ask-marrose]

Oh yeah? Does that relate to the fact that you’ll have frequent homecooked meals or the whole ‘hands on’ business?

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

Uhhhhhhh..... your dad doesn't know about your Tumblr, right?

[ask-marrose]

Yeah? You want to get a place with me? Mom’s a big fan of the idea, mainly for security reasons and stuff, but she’s supportive of it. Dad said you better keep your hands to yourself.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

You're the only person I wanna get a place with. Right, yeah, okay. Hands off. Totally.

[ask-marrose]

Eventually. So, I have a meeting with the choir director at Ohio State in a couple of weeks, and there’s a good chance a fellowship might be in the works there, which means I basically get paid monthly to be in choir. If that works out, I was thinking that maybe instead of moving into the dorms in the fall, we might try to find a place close to campus… I mean, if you want to, of course.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

You're right. That is an awesome idea.

[ask-marrose]

Fine. I’m not going to share my awesome idea with you then.

Mmhm. Sure.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

You have an awesome idea? Does it involve food?

[ask-marrose]

Because Ryder talked me into it. And thank you! How does it feel having a girlfriend who’s finally stepped into adulthood with you?

Boooooooooo. Lame.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

Adulthood? What's that? Sounds lame. Go home woman, you're drunk.

Am not.

[ask-marrose]

I managed to finish the first two seasons of Game of Thrones during finals week…and still managed to maintain my GPA, which means I’m graduating with honors tonight. What was thought to be my downfall has turned out to be my success. Congrats, class of 2014! We did it! 

Side note: I really want a dragon now. Graduation present, anyone? I’d also like to become fluent in Dothraki. Nerd rant over…for now.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

Wait, why were you watching Game of Thrones during finals week? But yeah, congrats, babe. Guess it just goes to show you're an awesome multi-tasker.

Also totally not buying you a dragon. Those are dangerous.

[ask-marrose]

I’m fine, Finn.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

You don't sound fine.

[ask-marrose]

Babe, no. I don’t want to cause anymore controversy. I’m just…going with it, okay? Monday will be the start of a new week. It’s not a big deal. None of it is. Bree is just like how Kitty used to be, and now Kitty’s one of my best friends. It always blows over…

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

Mar, there's no way this can slide. That's... sexist, or whatever. Plus they know you've had problems with your body, they shouldn't be punishing you for being yourself or feeling uncomfortable with something that probably shouldn't even be allowed at school. Does Kitty know this Bree girl? Like, they're both on the Cheerios, right? If you won't let me talk to her, let Kitty do it.

[ask-marrose]

Well, I apparently used my own personal agenda against the glee club. I was assigned to do Applause by Lady Gaga with Sam, Ryder, Blaine, and Artie, but I didn’t feel comfortable in the seashell bikini they wanted me to wear, so I dressed like who I related to more…Katy Perry. I made my dress and everything, and I felt good in it. You know, until everything blew up.

I tried on the bikini, but I felt sleazy. I felt like a tramp, and I saw everything I hate about my body amplified by a million. The dress made me feel like myself, which made me feel sexier than that bikini ever would…

And it’s just this girl. Bree. She’s a Cheerio, so she’s just giving me a hard time. It’s not a big deal.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

Are you serious? He suspended you for that? I'm going to talk to him when I come home this weekend. And I'm going to find out what the problem is with this Bree girl too.

[ask-marrose]

I’m fine. I…got suspended from glee club on Tuesday for the week. I guess I kind of screwed over my group for our assignment. And this girl’s been on my case lately, but she’s not important. None of it is.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

Wait, what? I thought Mr. Schue learned his lesson about suspending people from Glee club. What happened? And who's this girl? What's she doing?

[ask-marrose]

It’s just been a rough week.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

Why? Are you okay?

[ask-marrose]

Happy Birthday

TAGGED: Finn Hudson and Marley Rose

TIME FRAME: October 4th, Marley’s birthday

LOCATION: Marley’s house and Lima City Park

NOTES: Uh, yeah. I’m finally posting this. Shh. ;)

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[ask-marrose]

God, I’m ready for this week to be over.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

What's wrong with this week?

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

Damn son you blew it. Marley was fine as hell.

"Yeah, I know. But I fixed it, so that's cool, right?"

[ask-marrose]

That’s just it, Finn. When did I ever say it was hard staying together? I didn’t. I get that you were busy with studying and stuff, but I wanted to help. I wanted to be here, even if it was just a phone call a couple times a week. So, when you came home, I definitely didn’t expect some big break up speech. I can’t tell you what’s going to happen after I graduate. I could end up going somewhere else, or hell, I could end up working at McDonald’s, but whatever I do, you know that it’s going to be my own decision and nothing else is going to influence that. None of that would ever make me think that letting you go would be a good idea though. I always thought that we could survive anything after what we’ve already been through together. I guess I was just being stupid.

Just don’t make it sound like you were doing me some holy favor by breaking up with me. Because that’s bull.

[ask---frankenteen-blog]

I never said it was some holy thing. It wasn't. It was probably the stupidest thing I've ever done. But it happened. How am I supposed to know if you really want to be with me forever? I've been told that before and broken up with them later on and they cried just like you... and then they found someone else. So maybe I'm being selfish, I dunno.