Ask Devil Osomatsu

"I would give up anything to bring him back again... But is it worth it if he no longer remembers who I was to him...?"

[ask-devimega-osomatsu]

[ Sorry for the long wait!!! I'm finally back and is working on answering the other ask. Sorry for delaying it for like 1 year >_> ]

"Well yeah- "

* "This is Gospel" plays at the background *

"........."

*Sighs*

"Maybe or maybe not..."

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[ A route where Devil Osomatsu persisted in trying to make Devil Karamatsu remember that they were once lover or make him remember him but it only results to Karamatsu being more cold as he no longer have the memories they once cherished and had. Thus telling Devil Osomatsu off....

"If you love 'ME' then let 'ME' go..."

On a side note: sorry for the bad quality. I don't know what happen to it. ]

[ask-devimega-osomatsu]

[ Sorry for the long wait!!! I'm finally back and is working on answering the other ask. Sorry for delaying it for like 1 year >_> ]

"Well yeah- "

* "This is Gospel" plays at the background *

"........."

*Sighs*

"Maybe or maybe not..."

A route where Devil Osomatsu persisted in trying to make Devil Karamatsu remember that they were once lover or make him remember him but it only results to Karamatsu being more cold as he no longer have the memories they once cherished and had. Thus telling Devil Osomatsu off....

"If you love 'ME' then let 'ME' go..." 

[ On a side note: sorry for the bad quality. I don't know what happen to it. ]

[ask-devimega-osomatsu]

Goodbye, my love...

Please Come Back ...

/Few Years later after Karamatsu's death/

How long has it been? Two years, three? I am not sure anymore...The more I think about it, the more I long for you. I miss you, Karamatsu..I miss the time we spend together...I miss your smile, your voice, your music and even your painful pick up lines...

I miss everything about you...

I tried my best to move on but..it's useless. Everything around me just reminds me of you. I didn't thought that you would come to see me that day, that you were planning a surprise for me, that's why you ignored me so much so I won't be suspicious of what you're doing. How selfish of me...I should have understand you and the fight would not have happen. I should have charged my phone and waited for your call, forgiving you. And then after that I could have gone down and watch your concert instead of waiting back at my office for you to come over and propose to me. That way at least if the explosion did happen, I would still be with you now...

"What am I thinking..." smiles slightly as tears stream down my face. If you were here right now, you would probably give me a knock on my head, telling me death is not the way to solve things...

I decided to take some time off today or more like, my colleague told me that I should take some time off. They know that I have yet to move on from your death and is always burying myself with work to keep myself occupied. "If you keep doing this, you will work yourself to death!" was what one of my colleague said to me, convincing me to take off from my work. But you know..

....

I am starting to think that death might be a way to solve things. I really miss you ..I want to see you so badly...

So...Please...Come back...

..Karamatsu..

..I would do anything just to have you back...

I let out a loud cry and started breaking down again.

Goodbye, my Love..

"You plead as if someone may hear you."

"Who's there?" I turn and look towards the direction where the voice come from. However there is no one in the room but me. It's been so long, I'm in so much self pain and loathing that I'm hearing things now. I must be going crazy..

"Oh no,my child, you are not going crazy. There is definitely someone here"

The voice replied me and I was shocked. That is impossible. I don't see anyone in this room and yet I hear voices.

"(snickering) You can't see me but I am here. And I see you are in need of saving"

I felt someone holding me close, like a comforting hug. Why would anyone want to comfort someone like me? I mean my colleague did try to comfort me but all I did was push them away. And soon they gave up on comforting me. Nothing can comfort me anymore unless Karamatsu comes back..There's nothing in this world for me without him..

"Nothing? Are you not determined to see your love smiles once more? To walk on earth again?"

More than anything. I would do anything for him..Anything that can allow him to walk on earth again. He deserve a better life than me.

"That's a very Devil-may-care attitude, Osomatsu Matsuno."

Heh..Why would a devil care for me?

"He may just care. You never know what you may be able to do."

What can I do? I am just an ordinary human being..

"(Snickers) That's where I come in,my child. Tell me, how much would you give in for him?"

If it can allow Karamatsu to walk on earth again, I won't mind giving up my life and my entirety for him...

"Ah~ With such thoughts, I can ease your troubled heart"

My eyes widen in horror. Is someone really here? I was surprised myself that I was talking to this voice who I cannot see. The embrace was warm at first but everything suddenly became so cold.

There nothing you can do to bring him back. Not even all the money in the world could bring him back..I have already tried..And I couldn't save him..I failed

"My dear Osomatsu, it's not the money but something more precious."

Something presses at against the middle of my chest. Are you perhaps an Angel to hear my plead or maybe a devil from hell..?

The voice laughs." I prefer the term King, or even for you..father. Let me ease your pain and worries. All I need is your service. Get me what I crave and what you crave will walk on earth again. Isn't that what you wished for? For him to walk on earth again and live his life to the fullest, fulfilling his dream.

Yes..Yes..Just bring him back. I would give anything to you. For him to be alive and walk on earth again..

"Very well,I will bring your beloved back again but in return, you have to become one of my children and serve me in hell, doing my bid, and fetching me my desired nutrition- human souls. "

Karamatsu..yes please bring him back..

A dark figure appears in front of me. My eyes widen in horror to what I just saw. It's not just any ordinary human that I have been talking to. But it was a devil.I should have known..His cold eyes gaze upon me. I wanted to back away but my leg were too tired to move.

"Look at you- you're in a very horrible state" The devil smirks. "But you will soon be one of us"

One of them? Right..I remembered that I sort of agree to serving the king to allow Karamatsu to walk on earth again. Will Karamatsu be happy if he know that I got myself involved with the devils just to bring him back to life..Probably not...But it's too late to turn back now,isn't it?

A red magic circle appears beneath me and glows brightly as my body burns up. My whole body starts to hurt a lot as a pair of horn grew out on my head, followed by a pair of maroon long wings growing on my back and lastly a devil tail. My pupils change from brown to crimson red as I scream in pain and fell to the ground.

"...."

I looked up to the devil standing in front of me as my vision gets blurry due to the pain. Huh? Why is the devil smirking?Ah not like I care...

I am now a devil..who will be serving the one who calls himself 'king of hell'. As long as I serve him and brings him what 'he' wants, Karamatsu will walk on earth again. Please don't look for me Karamatsu...I am sure you will be angry at me for doing this but you deserve a better life than me. So live on...live for us.

My conscious slowly drift off due to the pain in my body. I felt someone carrying me. Probably the devil. Taking me to hell.

Karamatsu, I love you..And I am sorry...

"You're mine now."

[ask-devimega-osomatsu]

The Accident

The Accident

/Few years later/

"....Please leave a message after the tone..(Beep).."

Again.

I have have been trying to call him for the past few hours and not a single call have been answered. And not to forget few days ago my lover and I had a fight. Oh you must be wondering who my lover is? It's Karamatsu Matsuno. You know, the boy I met few years back in college at the music room. Surprising isn't it? I didn't expect myself to have fallen in love with him nor do I expect him to be the one confessing to me. We weren't exactly married yet but basically engaged.

Alright back to the main thing. I have to admit I got a bit jealous and angry because we can't spend time together.But I can't blame him for not able to spend time with me. I am a doctor while my lover work as a famous guitarist now. Yes, both of our dream came true but we became so busy that we rarely get to see each other.

I thought he could at least spend time with me once in a while, especially during our 3rd year anniversary. It's Christmas, and that is the only day where we can celebrate our precious day...

Apparently my handphone died after so many attempts in contacting my lover but to no further avail. Sighs. I then decided to open up my laptop and resume doing my report, checking emails. However my emails were empty..

"(Rings!)"

My office phone rang and I picked up immediately. "Doctor Matsuno! We need your assistance!" During this time of the year, the hospital is always busy due to firework accident and all. But strangely this year, it was way more busy than the past few years.

I quickly head down to the hospital to assist my colleague.

"An explosion just happen during a live concert located at ..."

What?!When I heard that, I raised my head up to look at the TV that was announcing about an accident. If I recalled correctly that was the place that Karamatsu holds his concert at. It's a no wonder the hospital is so crowded... I just hope he's alright. Or so at least...

Another ambulance came in, and a man was brought in...Laying on the wheeled bed and covered with blood….. I know the man’s feature all too well…

I didn't want to believe my own eyes..

But it was my Karamatsu...

Few months later after the accident

It has been a few months since that accident. I lost my beloved, Karamatsu. And I still couldn't move on from that. I really can't believe I just lost him like this. Maybe if we didn't had a fight, would he still be alive? Maybe if I went to see his concert, I would have died with him and at least we are still together and not like this.

Tears starts streaming down my face. I miss you Karamatsu. I really miss you. A world without you is just too painful for me. Way more painful than your jokes and words. After some time, I manage to calm myself down and resume doing my work. As usual I open up my laptop to do my work. But before that I checked my email...

To my surprised, my inbox was flooded with messages.

"A spam?" I thought

I clicked and wait for the content to load up.

"....."

The recipient's name made me speechless..."Karamatsu Matsuno"

"Messages came in late due to busy network during Christmas, we apologize for the inconvenience"

Of course!Why didn't I notice that back then. Mails will be delayed due to busy network. But that's not what matter... Right below lies Karamatsu's message...

"Osomatsu! I am so sorry for not picking up your phone! There was something on that I couldn't pick up my phone. But can you please pick up your phone now..please..I have something to tell you before my concerts start..and you won't believe what I am going to tell you"

"Osomatsu!! Please pick up your phone!! My concert is starting in 1 hour time!"

"Ok you know what. I have decided. I will tell you this before my concert start.

For the past 3 years..You made me happy more than I ever imagined. You made me feel complete. I have always thought I was a useless person but no. You make me smile during the days when I feel down. And most importantly, you made me who I am. I can be me whenever I'm around you. Yes we fought a lot but you know what...even though we fought, it really hurts to see you cry. I don't want you to cry, Osomatsu...You're precious to me...A smile suits you more than a crying face...

I am sorry if I ever made you jealous because I give more attention to my Karamatsu girls than you. But hey you will forever be my one and only favorite. My heart only belongs to you.

I am sorry if I ever made you angry because I didn't get to spend time with you like we used to. But hey I got good news for you,my precious Osomatsu.

I got a raise in my salary and now I'm perfectly settled and ready..I think, it's time...

Osomatsu..I bought a ring and once I am done with today's concert, I am going to your workplace...And I will propose right in front of everyone- the doctors, nurses, patients even the bystanders. I'll show them that you...you gave me life..And I can't live..Without you...I love you,Osomatsu.

My concert is starting soon. Wish me luck! And hope you look forward to my proposal. Be sure to kiss me when I get there after my concert... "

The rest of the e-mail contain that long message… He must have spam a lot before his concert start...

I read it a thousand times, his voice spoke every line here inside my head and my tears- It just keep on flowing…

"Karamatsu, you idiot...Why didn't you say so earlier..And now you're gone forever...I can't live without you too...I really miss you..."

[ask-devimega-osomatsu]

The Past. The Meeting. Before the incident

It's almost close to one month since I came to this school.And I still didn't expect myself to be in such situation.....

/flashback/

"Class, I would like to introduce you to our new student. Starting from today, Osomatsu Matsuno will be joining our class." The teacher introduced me to the class when I first got transfer to this school. My parents are doctors and they would sometimes travel around a lot to save people who are in need. They are wanted by a lot of hospitals. So basically I don't stay in one place a lot and move house frequently just so it will make things easier for my parents.

Whispering were heard in class the moment I step into the classroom.

"Isn't he from the famous doctor family?"

"What is he doing here?"

"I heard that he don't stay in one school for very long"

As usual, all these questions can be heard among the whispering. I have heard it so many time and gotten used to it. Not like I am affected by it and I can't help it. I didn't asked to be born into such family. And just because your family is famous, it doesn't mean you can't go to commoner school. I was the one who begs them to allow me to go to a commoner school. I wanted to feel how is it to be with among the commoner, just a normal student and all. Well..and because of that and all the moving and me not able to stay in one school for a very long time, I didn't get to make much friend.

But this is not going to affect me at all. I let out a long sigh and gave a big bright smile. "Hello everyone! My name is Osomatsu Matsuno! From today onward, I will be your classmate. Please take good care of me" I rubs my index finger under my nose and grinned as I finish my sentence.

Silence...

I expected this..I mean who will want to become friend with someone like me after all those rumors. I am amazed that news travels fast. The teacher pointed out a seat where I can sit at. I quickly settle down and get ready for the class.

/present/

But... Why is this happening to me? I didn't expect this to happen at all. All I did was save someone who happens to fainted in the hallway with the the skills I learned from my parent. It was nothing big, and my classmates started admiring me and becomes friend with me. What worst is..I became famous among the girls?! What is this? I do not get it at all. I appreciate all the attention but this is too much-

"Just give me a break already!!! I NEED SOME TIME ALONE!" I shouted as I ran away as fast as I could.

I ran to somewhere where I don't go often which actually did help me escape my current situation. "Where am I.."

I can't believe I ran to somewhere unfamiliar to me when I am just a new student in this school. But then again it helped me in getting a break from all those girls..

"♪...♩...♫.."

"Music?" I thought as I looked up to the class signboard.

"Music room"

I didn't expect myself to ran so far away from my dorm. Music room is at the other side of the school. No wonder the girls won't know where I went. But the music really caught my attention. The music was so beautiful that I decided to peeks into the room to see who was playing the music.

And there it was. A boy who look exactly like me, sitting alone near the window while playing his guitar slowly as he sing a song. I was drawn so deeply into the view and the music that I didn't notice that I have fallen in love. It was love at first sight.

I couldn't help but I decided that I should make my first step.. "uhm..Hey, nice song"

The boy who was playing the guitar got surprised by my sudden appearance that he almost dropped his guitar on the floor. Lucky I caught it on time. " Thank..How long have you been listening to it" The boy asked shyly. His face was blushing. Out of embarrassment perhaps. "Well not too long.." I replied as I scratch the side of my head. "But you know I really like it. Has anyone hear you playing the guitar before?" I asked curiously.

The boy looked away. "About that...I never really dared to play the guitar or sing to anyone..." He replied with a slight smile. "But I have a dream! A dream to become a famous guitarist someday! I want my music to reach out to the others!" The boy's eyes was sparkling with excitement when he talk about his dream. I really admire him. My dream was to become a famous doctor like my family but I was so afraid that I won't meet up to my parents' expectation that I drop the idea. Or perhaps I was just running away. I was too afraid. Maybe meeting this boy was fate. He made me realize that I shouldn't run away from my dreams, no matter how hard it may seem.

"That's a nice dream you got there~ Since you shared your dream with me. I will tell you mine. My dream is to become a doctor!" I told the boy with a bright smile on my face. Once again the boy blushes madly. He blushes too much. "Shees you sure get embarrassed easily don't you?" I laughed. "Hey! I haven't tell you my name yet. My name is Osomatsu Matsuno! Nice to meet ya! What's your?" I reach out my hand to the boy to have a friendly handshake with him.

"Nice to meet you. I am Karamatsu Matsuno! Isn't it amazing that we had the same surname." The boy laughed. "It's like we are long lost brothers~" He grabs my hand and shook it. "I hope we can get along~"

I laughed along when I heard that from the boy. "Oh you never know. Maybe we could have been brothers! And yea! I hope we can get along" We chat a lot that day but sadly the meeting didn't last long because break time is over and we have to go back to class. But we did promise each other that we will always meet here to see each other to chat.

I wonder how will this turn out. It was really nice to meet karamatsu . And I hope our friendship will last for as long as it could.

But who would have thought it will turn out to be something bigger....

[ask-devimega-osomatsu]

[ Yay for the first asked \ ( O w O ) / I have answered the first part only though ]

“Why did you choose to become a demon / devil ?”

“......”

Sigh

"It was to exchange for someone's life to walk on earth again but /he/ didn't kept his promise with me. Now he's a devil like me. And what's worst, he doesn't even remember who I was to him. Must be karma for trying to bring someone back to life"

[ask-devimega-osomatsu]

“ oh? What do we have here ? A human? An animal ? Whatever it is ask away. Being a prince of hell can be really busy, ya know? Not that the king cares if I skipped anything he has for me but just ask away. ”