welcome to my twisted world

[ ask / roleplay blog of Emo!Raiden from Metal Gear ]

[ask-emo-raiden]

hey tumblr (o_o)/

my name is jack brannigan but you can call me Raiden, it means thunder and lightning in japanese (>_<)

i like music, horror movies, rainstorms, and the color black (like my soul)

umm also i'm a junior in high school and i live with my stepdad, he's a hardass and is making me get a job this summer cause the school counselor ms. clark said it would be good for my social development or something...

i figured i would start documenting my spiral into madness before then so people would have something to remember me by when i'm locked up in a ward somewhere (o_e)

so this blog is where i'll be talking about my life and whatever, and you can ask me questions n stuffs if you want i guess, i don't bite

...hard \(òwó)/

also warning that my life sux so i'm gonna be talking about some dark stuff sometimes sooo if you don't wanna see that then maybe my blog isn't for you...

anyway yah you'll see me around, or not i guess, i don't really care

oh and NO POSERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Raiden out (o_<)~*

[ask-emo-raiden]

are you still around

[ hello, anon! wow, it's certainly been a hot minute since anybody posted on this blog, huh? to keep things short, we ran out of steam for this AU around a year or more back, but we desperately want to revive it somehow! perhaps a timeline retcon or some sort of do-over event? rest assured, this won't be the last you'll hear of Jack "Raiden" Brannigan, but it might take a second before he's back on his feet again. we appreciate everybody who has stuck around regardless of the hiatus! keep an eye out sometime in the future should we think of something ⚡︎ ]

[ask-emo-raiden]

last time you were doing a bit…. What’s your ACTUAL fav mcr song

i killed a man last night

it was mostly an accident, i just meant to steal his wallet

but he started making a fuss so i got out my pocketknife and stabbed him and just left him there

but yeah, to answer your question it's This Is How I Disappear

[ask-emo-raiden]

hi raiden!!

i hope you are staying safe out there!!

oh, also... is sunny okay?

who is sunny

and i'm fine i guess, sam is making sure i'm fed and stuff like that

[ask-emo-raiden]

Hey Raiden!

It's been a while, how've you been?

Are things ok on your side?

things are... rough right now

apparently my stepdad isn't even looking for me, but what do i care

i've got Desperado now, and they actually understand me

[ask-emo-raiden]

Rare Raiden post-

OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY-???

i'm staying with sam for the time being

i ran away cause my stepdad beat me up and i couldn't take it anymore

sam is letting me use his computer

he's part of Desperado which is a local gang, they're pretty cool

[ask-emo-raiden]

i tried drawing you

thank you i needed this

[ask-emo-raiden]

hi raiden!!!!!

what’s your favorite movie??? do you have any recommendations????

i ran away from home

go watch repo the genetic opera

my favorite movie is underworld

[ask-emo-raiden]

Do you know a pliskin or a snake by any chance?

snake pliskin is that guy from that movie right? (o_O)

i prefer horror flicks over action anyway

[ask-emo-raiden]

So i'm hearing your dad is single 🤨

DO NOT ASK MY DAD OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! \(O^O)/

[ask-emo-raiden]

if its not to personal can i ask why did he have to adopt you? Did your mom marry him if shes in the picture orr?

nah, i don't have a mom

i just call him my step-dad cause he's not my "real" dad, yknow? (o3o)

i was at the boys' home until i was like 9 or something, i've always been an orphan far as i can tell

tbh i think he just adopted me for sympathy points in his political campaign...

but yeah (o.o) he doesn't seem too interested in marrying or dating anybody so it looks like i'll be mom-less for awhile longer

[ask-emo-raiden]

What do you think of your stepdad?

he's a huge piece of shit tbh (-_-)

always grounding me for the littlest things, yelling at me all the time

i wish he never adopted me

at least he's kinda rich so i always get nice stuff on my birthday and christmas, and we live in a big house in a good neighborhood

doesn't stop me from hating him tho

[ask-emo-raiden]

soooooo ur single now?????? (o´∀`o) i mean, with rose gone.....

yeah i am but i'm not really looking to date anyone else atm if that's what you're getting at......... (o.O)

[ask-emo-raiden]

Hello Raiden!! I hope you're doing somewhat well in this shitty life :(((((

I think you should buy a multi-colored propeller hat and a comically large lollipop.

Why?? It's cool.

And silly ;P

didn't want to go out and buy the stuff so i just edited a picture of myself with it, here you go

makes me forget i'm legally an adult now... almost...

[ask-emo-raiden]

Oh no..... I'm so sorry that your life is falling apart :(

I hope things get better soon.... Have you tried talking to Rose? Maybe you two could try to patch things up?

she doesn't want to talk to me

she avoids me during school too

plus her parents don't like me either so it's basically a moot point

they practically forced her to break up with me when she told them about my "vices"...

whatever it's whatever, so what

[ask-emo-raiden]

question from an elder goth: do you indulge in our music at all, little cousin?

not really, no (o_O) i mostly stick to my alt rock and metalcore stuffs

but i'd try some out of anyone sent me recommendations!

[ask-emo-raiden]

*places an envelope with a $50 hot topic gift card at your desk*

*runs away*

thank you (T_T) i could use this, i appreciate it

wanna see the haul when i get back, maybe...?