"Howdy folks! Welcome ta the studio! Hope you enjoy your stay!" An ask and RP blog for the Modern version of Bendy from BATIM. Profile made by sappysugarbee.
// Hey y'all! I finally got around to creating the personal blog so you can catch me over at @soulful-yen It's still kind of a work in progress and kind of looks like ass but...hey! I'll still be polishing it up here and there!
// Anyways, hope you guys have a great day and I hope to see y'all over there!
// Yo! So just gonna put this here in advance but I'm thinking about making a personal blog soon (Which is far overdue at this point if I'm being honest) so hopefully that will be fun!
// That's basically it! Hope y'all have been doing swell and I'll see ya over at my personal when I post the link over here. Hope to see y'all there till then.
// Yo, so...long time no see huh? As you can tell by the format of this post, this is going to be another vent post type of deal. I feel bad that it's not something like "Yo! Guess who's back to rping with my inky modern boi again?!" but my spark to rp Modern has kind of just been...as dead and dormant as it's ever been, I apologize about that. I'm kind of just making this post for the sake of the fact that I kind of just want to write out these feelings I've had for quite awhile (a few months actually) that I've just never wrote out till now.
I was going to write out how I've been feeling since the last vent post I've made but decided against it as I was just like 'there's probably no point in speaking on it and yada yada yada" So I'm just gonna write it all out here so it can...maybe lift a lot of it off my shoulders? I don't know.
So, I've been on Tumblr for quite a long time, since 2014 to be exact. My first blog was kind of just a blog where a young me just liked and reblogged a bunch of random shit, nothing too spectacular. I then started getting into rping a bit after though, I was pretty shit at it at first but that was what helped me grow to be as good at writing as I am now (If I can even consider my rps up to this point 'good writing' lol)
After my first blog, I soon went on to create two more blogs, @ask-funfred-and-bon-blog/@ask-funtimefred-and-bon-blog and this blog that became the origins of my modern inky boi. I made a few more rp blogs after these but I feel like these two were the ones I enjoyed writing for the most and probably had the biggest impact on me.
Through these blogs, I had made a good amount of friends on here, I was never the real friend magnet irl so to have friends who enjoyed to have me around just as much as I enjoyed their own presence (even though we all lived miles away from each other) really made me happy. I had even made a whole Discord server just for me and a ton of my other Tumblr buds to just hang out.
However, irl shit started to catch up with me and it flipped my mental health into a loop. I never spoke about these specific things with them as I kind of had this mindset of: "Oh! They probably have a ton of shit they're going through too! Shouldn't burden them with my troubles! I'll just wait things out and things should work through!"
However, that was quite the opposite and it didn't really get no better, and due to these troubles my own spark for rping began to dwindle little by little, I even got this weird ass idea where I was like "I'm gonna make this really awesome storyline that brings every character from my blogs together and I'll end it off with a really awesome ending and then quit rping for good!" Which, news flash, it was shit, don't even try to look for it, I think I even deleted it due to how bad and cringe it was. Think that's just one of those moments where you look back at something you made and think...Damn, what was I thinking when I made this?
Eventually, things became too much and I kind of just...vanished from Tumblr. I deleted my old Discord that I had created so any contact I had with my old Tumblr friends had vanished and I just overall stopped posting. At that point I was like, this is it, I'll never touch this site again, I'm done rping for good.
After that, I kind of just went on with my life until a few years down the line I had felt that spark for rping chime back in me once again. I had made maybe like...one or two new blogs for characters I was interested in rping with and even came back here to write for Modern again. However, the spark soon faded out once more, and it was just a constant cycle of write and don't write and write and don't write.
There then became a point where I'd find myself looking back at old threads I'd wrote with some of my old Tumblr buds, people who I had long stopped talking to at that point since by the time I returned they had either deactivated by then or just left their blog to rot and moved on to another, some were even still active but it had been so long that I'm not even sure they would want to speak to me after so long.
I started to just be like...damn, if I had just talked about my issues back then, I would still have those people in my friend group, I wouldn't feel as alone as I've been feeling, I missed the way things used to be way back then, sometimes I wonder if that's a stupid thing to think.
A good chunk of these friends I had managed to get back in touch with due to me making another Discord, but not only was I too scared to just...send a message when I had them friended, but the friends I managed to have a convo with...didn't really seem too interested in talking to me (Which isn't their fault at all, they aren't obligated to talk to me as that would just make me feel bad ^^'')
And now I'm here...writing this whole thing out because I'm kind of just tired of thinking and feeling these things when I come back here so I just want to write them all out and be done with it.
If you read all the way to the end, you really didn't have to ^^'' but I appreciate it nonetheless. I hope you have a wonderful and blessed day and yeah...Yen signing out!
The demon's laughter soon dies down and he hops back over to the other side of the counter, firmly sitting in one of the seats available. A gentle smile soon graces the demon's face.
"I've been mighty swell toots! Just been doin the same ol y'know? Showbiz and the like. Ol Drew's daughter has been putting me through the wringer lately. Guess that's uh given for bein the face of uh studio an all."
The demon digs behind his red bowtie before pulling out a hundred dollar bill, softly sliding it her way.
"I'll get uh coffee please! If ya don't mind of course! I don't want to be botherin ya if you've closed up for the day."
Of course, he knew that just one coffee cost way less then a hundred dollars, but he didn't really care. Despite having not spoken to her in so long, he still considered her a friend, and what kind of friend would he be if he didn't show support in some way?
He soon rests his arms on the counter, his face beginning to rest on one of his gloved hands.
"But enough bout me, how ya been lately doll? It's been uh mighty long while since last we spoke. Hope all's been well!"
Vendy smiles at him while she pours him a mug of coffee from the pot. She turns to him and places the mug with hot coffee on the counter in front of him.
“It’s no bother, hon! I’ve always have time for my friends! It certainly been a long time since we last talked. I’ve been well, the bar is still up and running, just trying to catch up with some good ole friends. What about you tho?
She rests her elbow on the counter, placing her cheek on her hand, giving him a soft smile while her tail swings around.
"Catchin up with good ol friends eh? I think you and I got somethin in common there."
He gives a cheeky grin before chuckling lightly, his grin forming back into a soft gentle smile once more. He then picks up the mug and takes a sip of the coffee, stars beginning to form within his pie-cut eyes.
"Golly gee toots, this is some good stuff! Not even my own studios coffee is this good."
He takes a few more sips of the coffee before placing it back down. His face goes to rest on one of his gloves hands again as he began thinking.
"Well, my old creator got booted out the studio and his daughter took over...She's real nice! My other creator, Henry, also came back. With them in control my ol studio has never looked better! Way better then what Drew was doin."
He takes another sip of his coffee before continuing.
"They've also been modernizing the place. I tell ya, my name maybe Modern but I've never been able ta wrap my head round the new tech they got now days! Makes me feel old."
He chuckles to himself once again before taking another sip of his coffee. He then flashes a gentle big toothed smile her way.
The demon's laughter soon dies down and he hops back over to the other side of the counter, firmly sitting in one of the seats available. A gentle smile soon graces the demon's face.
"I've been mighty swell toots! Just been doin the same ol y'know? Showbiz and the like. Ol Drew's daughter has been putting me through the wringer lately. Guess that's uh given for bein the face of uh studio an all."
The demon digs behind his red bowtie before pulling out a hundred dollar bill, softly sliding it her way.
"I'll get uh coffee please! If ya don't mind of course! I don't want to be botherin ya if you've closed up for the day."
Of course, he knew that just one coffee cost way less then a hundred dollars, but he didn't really care. Despite having not spoken to her in so long, he still considered her a friend, and what kind of friend would he be if he didn't show support in some way?
He soon rests his arms on the counter, his face beginning to rest on one of his gloved hands.
"But enough bout me, how ya been lately doll? It's been uh mighty long while since last we spoke. Hope all's been well!"
A loud and heavy sigh escapes the ink devil, his form seated at a random wooden desk and chair in the studio as he sat in boredom, gloved hands placed upon his cheeks. It was one of many uninteresting days at the studio, and Joey had already worked this demon's behind to the core.
Pie-cut eyes quickly settle on his ink pen placed on the side of the table, quickly grabbing it and fidgeting with it for a time before planting his face down upon the wooden surface of the desk.
An idea soon pops into his inky head, causing him to quickly jolt up and get down off the chair, his ink pen gripped firmly in his gloved hand.
A sinister and mischievous smirk begins to appear on his face, solidifying the fact that this idea in mind was anything but lawful.
He presses one of the many grey buttons on the pen, causing a black, void like portal to appear before him.
"Time for the fun ta begin~"
With that, the toon makes his way into the portal, eagerly waiting on where it would take him, as well as who he would run into.
{Got bored so here's a little something! Like this for my inky boi to come into your inbox and prank your muse. Please specify which muse if you're multimuse.}
"Why, I love Boris! He's uh good pal ta hang round y'know? He's almost like uh brother ta me in uh sense."
"As for Al, I mean...we get along, I guess. Hm..."
His face rested on one of his gloves hands for a moment as he gets lost in thought.
During the very early days of the studio him, Boris, and Alice were really good friends, there was hardly ever a time where they never hung out together. However, as work loads increased and the whole voice actress issue with Alice broke out, they haven't really had time to hang out anymore. Not to mention, the last interaction they had turned into a quarrel and they haven't had the chance to make up since.
There were a lot of times where he would be thinking to himself and the thought would cross his mind, causing him to beat himself up over it. Boris would always be there to lighten him up though.
The toon let's out another sign before giving a gentle smile.
"I'm sure we'll eventually work out our differences one uh these days."
A loud and heavy sigh escapes the ink devil, his form seated at a random wooden desk and chair in the studio as he sat in boredom, gloved hands placed upon his cheeks. It was one of many uninteresting days at the studio, and Joey had already worked this demon's behind to the core.
Pie-cut eyes quickly settle on his ink pen placed on the side of the table, quickly grabbing it and fidgeting with it for a time before planting his face down upon the wooden surface of the desk.
An idea soon pops into his inky head, causing him to quickly jolt up and get down off the chair, his ink pen gripped firmly in his gloved hand.
A sinister and mischievous smirk begins to appear on his face, solidifying the fact that this idea in mind was anything but lawful.
He presses one of the many grey buttons on the pen, causing a black, void like portal to appear before him.
"Time for the fun ta begin~"
With that, the toon makes his way into the portal, eagerly waiting on where it would take him, as well as who he would run into.
{Got bored so here's a little something! Like this for my inky boi to come into your inbox and prank your muse. Please specify which muse if you're multimuse.}
Uh. I know I haven’t talked much about my personal life outside of here so to speak, and I am sincerely sorry for the inactivity of all of my accounts on here but uh. Welp… me and my dad?
We received some pretty conflicting news about the surgery that he’s been trying to do for my jaw for three years. Basically if we go through with it. There’s a good chance that one, I’ll be completely numb on my lower jaw, or my bone structure will fucking break. Or even worst. Possibly cut In half with a joint/nerve. and the fact that they’ll be apparently doing both jaws and I’d basically be in recovery for two months. And since my dad can’t handle that- and I definitely can’t handle that- and we have no one to basically help us. We are most likely going to cancel the surgery. And this is the risky part. Despite everything I have to do everyday to take care of him. And with going to my volunteer site- I am genuinely Considering to start doing streaming to raise up enough money to TRY and pay for the huge amount of bills we are most likely getting. So- uhm if any of y’all (either mutatals or followers) are streamers- what do you all think is a good platform and setup? If not Then that’s fine. But at the very least i would genuinely appreciate it if you can all spread this around to anyone that you know of that’s been streaming for a while. Sorry for the sudden announcement YALL. It’s just. A lot to take in right now. Even if it’s just in case we ever do cancel the whole thing… which is very likely.
{And once again I'm having that shit where my spark for rping burns out. That's mostly why I haven't been active here. Well, part of it was because of my multimuse blog but the spark kind of faded awhile after so I will probably answer a few birthday asks (If I get any) and then disappear once again till that spark reappears (If it ever does), So I won't be responding to rps. I apologize in advance and apologize for not being very consistent}
The demon toon wobbles out from his dressing room, looking to be in a rather weak state. dark ink ran down and stained his grim face, a slight frown displayed up his features.
"Golly good gracious, this is uh mighty awful cold. It's been days and I still feel sicker then uh dog."
The toon placed a gloved hand to his head, pain beginning to shoot through it like no tomorrow. Maybe it was best to go back to bed for now.
{I apologize for my absence for the last couple of days. My physical health hasn't necessarily been the best but I'm trying to get back to top shape as soon as I can! I thank you all for your patience!}
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