"come on bens! it's the anniversary!"
"seriously prowler? after everything. i doubt an anniversary is not what we should be doing right now, i know you wanna cheer me up but- we should focus on finding lanky, not this attempt to make me forget abou-"
"dude, come onnnn! just one day, one day is all i ask, haven't we pushed ourselves enough?"
"....fine. but next year, bother someone else."
"hah! i make no promises lil bro."
"...heh, yeah. i know..."
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like last year, decided to celebrate 9 years of bendy with drawing my main bendy au, but this time instead of just prowler, we get the boys (and brothers) themselves, Prowler and Alpha, despite everything, this au still holds a special place in my heart, i dunno if any of ya'll are even still checking in on this blog still despite everything that happened but if ya'll are then, thank you. genuinely. for all of the support, love, interactions, everything. i wasn't in a good headspace last year, in fact. it was one of the worse years ever for me save for a select few weeks and days, but after november... yeah.
but, i've recovered enough to actually feel a lot more better, i think it's because i just... still had so many that were worried about me, and cared, and. i think that helped, i've been improving slightly over the recent months, there have been some bad days but that's to be expected but, recently, i feel like things are actually going better for once...! so, hopefully in the future, i'll be able to work more on the story here, and to show ya'll the finalized version of what went on before the lanky arc, but until then. maybe someday i can come back with a much more better mindset to continue working on such a personal project of mine, but until then...! happy 9 years to bendy!!!
(also off-topic but, i'll be going to see iron lung later today or tonight! IM SO EXCITED HEHEHEHEHE!!!)
-Mun Toon