okay guys, one final thing before I leave for a while, IDK when I will be back, could be a few days, or a few weeks, maybe a month, I don’t know.
But I am tired of waiting for asks / interactions. When I made this blog, I was thinking it would bring something new to the table of bendy blogs. A new bendy that is not from earth and has no idea of earths customs / people / things ect. A new experience for people to enjoy, and ask about the culture of his planet, and get to know him, I was even hoping for myself to make new friends, and i have, i may not know them all that much, but the people I have interacted with are the coolest people ever, and I would love to get to know the person behind the blog.
But, with interactions, I get next to none. I go days without a single ask. I beg people to ask stuff when I reblog the interaction posts. I still don’t get anything.
I planed that with every few interactions, Spore Bendy and his kind get closer to achieving space travel, and with every new rp I have, can help boost said space travel achievement by Spore Bendy learning more about earth and wanting to get there faster. But, I have only had a total of 3 rps. One with @your-circus-baby which was really really fun and was Spore Bendy’s first meeting something from earth. My second with @askbendygizmo in which spore bendy learned more about earth and how cool it was, and made a new friend along the way, and finally the one I am doing right now with @ask-sophie-animator-batim (which I will get back to after my hiatus) where he learned even more about earth and the want to go there increasing more for him. And all the asks by anons and non anons alike helped with the goal.
But I am not getting as much as I thought I was going to get. I thought people would like to see something different. But I guess I thought wrong.
I ask myself these questions from time to time when I go days without asks. Am I doing something wrong? Is the art being drawn in ms paint (something people see as a inferior art program) driving people away? Is my art style the one driving people away?
With my art being done in ms paint, is because my family says that “I should not buy an art program that I will never use again in my life”. They say this because I want to be a vet, and that would take up a lot of time, and schooling would be long and I would basically have “no time” to use an art program. I really want Sai, it looks fun to use, but I will never be able to use it. MS paint and GIMP will be the only drawing tools I use. I also use a mouse to draw. I can’t use a tablet and pen because it’s too expensive, and + when I did use one, my drawing looked like it crawled out of hell. Not to say that tablets are bad, no, I have seen wonderful art using tablets. But, a mouse is what I have drawn with my whole life for the computer.
But enough with my art, lets talk about what gets likes and reblogs on my blog, and I can tell you one thing, it’s not my art. The only things that get rebloged and liked alot are the interaction posts and rp starters. None of my art (besides the one I drew for my bff @the-panda-mom ) gets likes or reblogs. NONE OF IT. I only get one like on SOME of my replies to asks. I feel like I am being ignored, that me and my art is not even worth a like or reblog. That only the stuff I reblog deserves attention. I just feel left out from the fandom. I may not reach out to others because I am very shy, and I am scared of rejection, but I won’t reject you. I am very open to anything. RP’s, art, even just getting to know ME as a person. I want to get to know people and talk with them. I would love to talk with you, I won’t bite. Hell, message me with generic questions like: Favorite movie, tv show, cartoon, video game, ect. and I will respond and we can go from there. Once you start a conversation and we can keep it going, we could become friends, it’s one of the things I really wanted to do, besides develop Spore Bendy as a character, is make new friends. I hardly have any, the only friends I have are @the-panda-mom (my BFF from Finland), my Boyfriend ( @alistairv ), My boyfriend’s small discord friend group, Sparrowwrightheart on deviantart, and my friend izzy. I want to make more friends. Don’t hesitate to actually talk with me. I would love to get to know you more, maybe play a game together on steam, and maybe talk to you on Discord.
all n all, I just mostly feel left out when it comes to interactions and asks. This post is getting long, but I just feel I had to get this off my chest.
And now, since I will be leaving this blog for who knows how long, I will tag a few people who inspired me greatly to make my blog *takes in a deep breath*
@ask-fucking-bendy (a very big inspiration, the very first bendy blog i found and followed)
@bendy-demon-rp (A huge inspiration, one of the first blogs i followed)
@bendyontheset-rp (another huge inspiration)
@plague-demon & @cant-pun-on-this-demon
and many more that I can’t think of
Now, I am going to be working on another ask blog, it will have my version of Bendy, but it will have my silly ship be it’s focus. The PEN ship (Paige + Bendy = PEN. It was made up by my friends). Now, this ship is my cartoon SONA and bendy. This ship is not cannon to my sona at all, it is just a silly ship that my friends made. The Ship Kids of PEN will be in the ask blog, as well as my sona’s friends from her canon story, which will be explained in the blog.
Once it is made, I will post a link here on this blog.
But, now, that this is all said. If you do want to talk with me, here are a few things:
Main Blog: @herobrinesfangirl