wwelcome to my hivve

i may havve twwo hs but wwithout my o i cannot breathe

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wwell then

guess i kinda screwwed keepin this ask blog updated

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better late than nevver

i dont havve a good explanation as to wwhy i stopped postin here for a long time maybe lost a time but thats it *shakes head* nothin much else

howw has evveryone been doin

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just lettin you guys knoww

still around i just need to sort things out first

ill get to evveryones questions soon

ish

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Yeah i've been hurt but at the same time its also me, my mental health isn't exactly the best right now

*cracks knuckles*though in all seriousness *clears throat* fraid im not too good wwith givvin advvice on mental health probs  since im kinda in the same boat  ill try my best though

the thing that tends ease some a the stress is wwatchin meoww beasts vvideosim sorry if that sounds incredibly unuseful but *heavy sigh* drawwin a huge blank today for some reason

just wworried dear

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Actually... sadly to say, not really. You?

*grimaced* anyone hurt you  wwant me to blast em

*slight shrug* lifes right noww split betwween vvery boring and dramaticit could be better

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yo

hey swweetie

i hope youvve been doing wwell *smirk*

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Glad you're still alive, Eri. :3

*lighthearted chuckle* same here  ivve missed evveryone greatlyi apologize for being gone so longshit kinda hit the fan in a major wway

my computer exploded a bit

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wwhoops

ivve become extremely antisocial *blush*

more to come later swweeties i just wwanted to let evveryone knoww that im still here

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honestly

not really sure wwhat to do

been slightly reluctant to use this ask account since the original spark has died almost a wwhole swweep ago

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happy neww swweep

first evver scheduled post  both freaky and excitin all at the same time  pardon me  ivve been VVERY busy

hope and wwish evveryone has a happy one neww swweep goal  be more activve on tumblr  lets see howw wwell that turns out  heh

ill see all you swweeties in the neww swweep

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so theres this kinda awwesome thing happenin in my life suddenly [real talk here]

i dont knoww if suddenly is actually the correct wword for wwhats up it just feels sudden

a long time ago  i wwas obsessed wwith doing this one cosplay evver since this certain nintendo powwer came out had my name changed for a wwhile to that said character and evven started usin their likeness evverywwhere i wwent in both online and in real life wwise dowwn the line  i just  stopped  mostly from the fact that it wwas next to impossible to get done

until i met someone  someone special wwhen i first met them  i had no idea id be this close as i am nowwadays mostly since im a dork and dont really feel like i belong anywwhere  and the fact that theyre a bit cosplay famous not only wwere and are a flame bout this fandom but theyre eager to help me im not sure howw many a you guys knoww this but i RARELY havve nice things happen in my life for instance  the last time i wwas vvisitin their hivve  wwhile playin my 3ds and thinkin about the fact that my childhood old goal wwas about to become a reality in the near future  i think i ended up cryin *shrugs* not to proud a mentionin that but *quiet for a spell* though a mere childhood goal  its also the fact that all this time i greww up wwith this character in the back a my thinkin pan could say  due to this  im able to embrace wwhom im most like AND being excepted

so  coughcough  im sure most a you are wwonderin wwhy im mentionin this on my ask blog  wwell  thats easy im curious if i should make a blog for this said character and howw many a you are part a this fandom wwhod be interested second thoughts are alwways necessary wwith me wwhen it comes to neww ideas  plus  i highly vvalue evveryones opinion here

so  tell me howw many a you are part a the legend of zelda fandom

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ah  thank you swweetie  and sorry for the lateness vvery awwesome

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Its not you. Its someone else.

*breaths a sigh of relief* noww on the serious notewwhenevver someone breaks ones heart theyre not wworth the time or fuss ovverafter all they didnt givve you vvery much consideration wwith their actions *itches the side of his head* im a bit out of it today  hope that sentence makes as much sense as it does in my thinkin pan

wwelp  heres to us gettin better luck in the quadrant department eh *raises glass*

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hrrrrn

ivve noticed this about myself i tend to post around once evvery month did a little wworse this month though  the end of it  really me *headdesks*

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unfortunately

im going to have to end this gig here instead of at midnight the energy drinks stopped wworkin after a wwhile plus its not really the brightest movve to chug one right after the other wwhen youre sick hope evveryone thought this wwas fun and or interestin not sure if there should be another one a these again but  if so  itll be at the end of this month  since ill be gone for most of it at a friends hivve for my wwrigglin day

take it easy swweeties

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wwhat im doing update number eight

*sighs* im wwonderin if i should do another one a these all-day marathon gigs again howwevver make it be from midnight to noon instead

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I really do hope you feel better, Eri. I have a couple friends that I help get out of slumps (not mentioning any names), and I've come to consider you as one of those friends. I really, truly try to help people whenever I can. (BTW I'm eridanshipsterglasses. Changed my username again for the heck of it)

i REALLY be on top a things better  so sorry for the wwait

*nods* i hear you  therere alwways going to be those awwesome peeps wwhom heal their friends feelz *gives you a wink*and  hrrrrnthat punches me right in my owwn feelsthank you

im completely groovvy wwhen people change their usernames  so  its all good