Salvation Comes At A Price

Marcus Kane. Seeking inter-clan peace... if there's peace to be found.

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how is it to be everyone's dad?

I have no children.

And if you refer to the delinquents, I highly doubt any of them would want to call me father.

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So now you and Bellamy are even. You nearly got killed because of him and he nearly got killed because of you. Equal.

It was never about making things equal. I just didn’t want to see Bellamy make the same horrible mistakes I made on the Ark.

I never wanted to hurt him.

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Your hair reflects your despair sir.

My hair and my emotional well being have nothing to do with each other.

Really, they don’t.

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So one child was almost killed by you and the other child is a little ball of anger that murders. I mean.... dad of the year? Idk...

They’re not my children...

But it is my job to watch over them.  And you’re right, I failed them.  

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City of Light

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Your mom would not be proud of you sir. Have you even gone to visit the Eden Tree after you planted it?

I agree that there are many reasons for my mother to be disappointed in me... and my lack of visits to the Eden Tree are the least of them.

I hope to never hear the words City of Light again.

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So ya'll are dying in six months.... Jesus you guys can never catch a break.

What are you talking about?

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If Clarke asks you to not be with Abby, would you? In spite of your feelings for her?

What happens between Abby and I, is between Abby and I.

if Abby and I were together, and if Clarke disapproved in any way... then that would be between her and her mother.  I don’t see why she would approach me with any misgivings rather than Abby.

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Have you ever felt like you wanted a child?

I’ve... never thought about it.

There’s never really been anyone I wanted children with before.

Right now, the ground is still dangerous.  I would want to be... settled, before thinking about something like this.

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I'm a big fan of the way you're strong enough to drag Bellamy around by the throat. It's breathtaking.

I hate that I’ll never be able to forget it.

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you should ask bellamy to be your son

I don’t think Bellamy is looking for a father. 

But if he ever needs help, or someone to talk to, I hope he knows that I’ll be there for him.

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Did you and Abby have fun while in the City of Light? Get up to some "adult" times?

I was crucified and then tried to kill the people I love. 

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Still think the City of Light was worth the sacrifices?

No.

Nothing in the City of Light was good... 

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Are you in love with Abby?

There are emotions there.

As for what exactly those emotions are... I would truly like to find out.

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So.... Pike huh?

Octavia is... 

Octavia was grieving.  I just hope she can come back from this.

As for Charles... he made mistakes, and in the end he didn’t get the chance to atone.

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You're a horrible dad. You almost choked Bellamy to death.

I know what I did.

I hurt so many people...

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What did you get up to in The City of Light? Did you explore much of it? And spend anytime with Abby there away from all the chaos in the real world?

The City of Light...

Nothing god came out of that place.  What happened within it is irrelevant... the only thing that matters is...

I did such horrible things.