âThose who fight decide a causeâs worth.â Hera frowned down into her goblet, seeing her own pensive gaze stare back up at her from the depths of the crimson liquid. âCould you send a man or woman to their dead, knowing they did not believe in what they were fighting for?â She glanced away from her watery reflection, turning back to her companion with a slight frown. âHave you never believed in something worth fighting for?â
She had. Hera tried to quell the rise of memories that came to her, unbidden. The wild and reckless smile, the promise of a better life. The passion and the drive from the god that would later rule with her as his queen. She had believed then, believed that she would walk across every battlefield, stripped of her armour, if it meant that his vision, his dream, of a better rule would become a reality.Â
Hera allowed herself a moment to fully study him, openly and without intention to look away. His hands, holding the worn and slightly beaten tankard were large and callous, working hands. Perhaps it was the lighting, but she thought she spied the faint silver lines of scars veining his hands, a strange and stark contrast to the richness of his skin, a golden hue that was more human than her own.Â
A sharp jaw lined with stubble, a strong nose. But the lines that faintly ran across his features were what held her attention. The furrow of a brow, the telltale sign of lips that were quick to frown but just as quick to smile. The smaller, more delicate creases around his eyes, perhaps crinkling from laughter, perhaps the strain of grief. It was interesting to observe - his face. It told a story that Hera did not know the premise to. She had yet to decide if such a tale could continue to hold her curiosity.Â
âBut you noticed,â It wasnât a question as she tilted her head slightly. She placed her wine down on the frayed table between them, her hand steady. âWhat gave me away?â Not that it truly mattered - Hera, perhaps due to her immortal arrogance, feared very little. It mattered not if she was noticed, for what could a restless crowd of humans do to a goddess? Her thoughts strayed, just for a moment, to Persephone and how her sister-in-law had nearly lost the battle with a daemon. No, Hera thought. She wasnât worried about mortals.Â
If I may⊠Heraâs slight frown deepened at his words, though she did not know why. It was the appropriate way to address a queen, if one dared to address her at all. She demanded such respect, such reverence, even from those who were not of her kingdom. But perhaps, even here, in such a dark and dull little tavern far away from the palace, she would always be expected to be a queen. âPerhaps royalty is not something of blood, but is something within all the same.â Though she did not descend from a great and honourable line of monarchs, Hera had always known that there had been something inside of her which made her destined to rule. Her marriage to a king only ensured it. âAnd what, pray tell, is your definition of great?â
She noticed the faint, brief smile on his lips, drawing her attention towards them. She allowed her mind to dwell on his demeanor, the strange stillness of his body that made her think of restlessness contained. Hera took in the strong arms, corded with muscle, the large chest beneath worn cloth. Even now, when hidden away, looking for all the world as if he did not wish to draw attention to himself, Hera wondered just how many gazes he drew. While it had been the low glint of his mane of hair that had caught her eye at the bar, she could not help but wonder if it had been the silent yet strong power that had truly made her notice him from the rest.Â
His next words made something akin to a smile glimmer across her lips as she noted his tone. It was a heady, grim topic to discuss but the golden queen found her grey eyes lighting at the challenge. There were no âif I maysâ when he spoke now of war, making Hera wonder if she might have found the warrior beneath the mild man.Â
âI disagree,â She brought the rim of the goblet to her lips once more, this time relishing the taste of something she had not believed she would find in such a small and unsuspecting tavern - a challenge. âWar is brutal. It is savage. But the strategy, the drive, the sound of the first battle cryâŠâ She closed her eyes, recalling the last time she had heard such a sound, and though terribleâŠÂ âIt is art. Terrible, destructive art.â Perhaps it made her inhumane to think of it in such a way, for she knew the cost of war. Knew for his had been willing to pay the price herself with little to no intention of winning.Â
She sipped on her wine as he denied sitting idle whilst others fought, once again taking in his form, wondering what he would look like in the heart of war, a sword swinging in his hand, his own roar of battle leaving his lips. âI have offended you,â She commented with the barest hint of delight. âBy questioning your readiness to fight?â Amusement shone in her eyes. âHave you not found a cause worth fighting for?â
â i would not send anyone - if they wanted to stand up for something they truly believed in and take up arms for that cause, then i would welcome them... but an army made of those who see no virtue or value in the fight... is not an army i would wish to stand with. â
perhaps heâs clever too.
he doesnât say âan army i would wish to leadâ.
nor âan army i would wish to commandâ. Â
though in truth both of those duties had fallen to him as the high king many times before. Â and he had done both. Â but never, ever, had he forced a soul with the freedom of will to stand and fight when they chose not to.
Have you never believed in something worth fighting for?
at that, thereâs a flicker of a smile. Â another fleeting glimmer of gold. Â another of those very plain, very direct answers... ( and why shouldnât he answer in kind? Â the question had been clear enough ). Â
he wonders if she can say the same? Â and if so, what was that thing? Â was it a value? Â a gain? Â a person? Â a promise? Â but he doesnât pry any further. Â if she wished to tell him such things, then heâs sure those words would come about. Â if not, then no kind of question would likely ease the answer from her lips.
again, the simple response...
...but this time he will not leave her wanting.  what gave her away?  likely nothing that would particularly draw attention of the everyman. nothing that would strike the senses of those who knew nothing of gods and monsters, of kings and queens...Â
but he does.
perhaps such things werenât truly possibly to translate into the tongues of man...
...sheâs the kiss of a butterfly wing before the chaos of a storm. gentle and delicate, a breeze of such softness that you may be forgiven for thinking that it was simply imagined - but the tumult and strength to follow would shake you to your very core.
...sheâs the smell of time. of seasons changing. the winter that bites at your fingertips, the summer which warms your face, the brisk sweetness of spring, the changing tides of autumn... so many over so long that she might see them passing as mortals would see a day turn to night. Â
...sheâs the weight of power. of reputation and responsibility. and she doesnât carry that burden upon her shoulders - but in the air around her, ephemeral, ethereal, diaphanous, insubstantial but... there. heady, potent... intoxicating.
â many things, and very little at all. i think, perhaps i have a... certain capacity for observation... but i donât think iâm the only one. â
she had, after all... chosen this seat.
And what, pray tell, is your definition of great?
â for a king... or a queen... itâs what they do with that position that defines them. power with benevolence, charity, magnanimous, chivalrous, an open hand, an open heart... i have seen those who squabble, squander, and are... apathetic. who succumb to ennui... or are consumed only with the material wealth and forced reverence such position offers. often those that call themselves - great - arenât. â
I have offended you. By questioning your readiness to fight?
offence is something for the prideful. for those who rose easily to annoyance, anger, resentment. the lion is -- too old... has lived too long to find such things hurtful. to feel them as barbs or spears. he has felt true hatred, true evil, when his mane was cut, a muzzle was placed about his face, kicked, jeered, taunted and beaten -- when such evil had rejoiced in itâs victory and danced about in torchlight and blood, when it plunged a knife into his chest and cut out his heart -- literally -- and even then... he did not spit ire. Â
--and while he is - wild.Â
--and while he can be - wrathful.Â
--it is not her words, nor her questions which caused the serious note to his tone. in fact, itâs nothing to do with her at all... itâs his memories, his experience, his history... the lives he has seen lost. the friends which fell beneath blades or arrows. the grief in those left behind which carves at his heart... always, always, the thought of others -- first. even in this sombre moment of recollection. Â
â you do not offend... war itself does. but iâm not so misguided by the notion of peace to think that sometimes itâs not an unfortunate inevitability. nor so desirous of harmony that i would not, and have not, embraced such brutality when necessary. â
she asks him again if he has a cause... heâs already told her that there are things he believes are worth fighting for... so why ask again? perhaps she desires more than a simple yes... and he imagines that there are very few men who would hesitate to give her exactly what she wanted... but... heâs not a man. at least... not primarily.
â why? is there one you would like to propose? â