amar-te-ei;

As you wish☆

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o que penso em ser nos meus 26y

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terceiro dia gastando muito e comendo muito... como vou chegar nos 53kg assim

[cinnamonghost23]

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vou fazer 26 a os próxima semana e entrei em 2026 pensando em fazer as coisas diferentes e mudar. Acredito que consegui fazer algumas coisas, deixei de ser insegura no meu trabalho, diminui meus gastos, perdi peso. Saí do instagram a mais de 6 meses... o twt é um pouco difícil de deixar. Entrei na minha antiga conta de fanfics e percebi q não escrevia mal, as pessoas também gostavam dos trabalhos que eu fazia, queria voltar a escrever, mas tenho dificuldade até de ler hoje em dia e provavelmente pode ser culpa do tiktok entre outras redes que estou tentando cortar.

metas para o próximo semestre:

sair do tiktok;

chegar a 53kg;

colocar aparelho;

fazer yoga e pilates;

juntar dinheiro;

arrumar um jeito de usar meu cabelo;

beijar e sair pra conhecer pessoas;

ir a um dermatologista e um gineco;

ser uma pessoa boa.

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eu gosto qndo a mitisk fala i've been big and small big and small and big and small again, still nobody wants me, still nobody wants me

and i know, no one can save me i just need smbody kiss

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im trying to find things i like in me:

i like my eyes

......

but i know much things i dont like in me:

my hair

my hand

my face

my nose

my mouth

my tits

my feet

my teeth

my hand

my hips....

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im think who i am rigth now

work about my personality, my dreams and my actualy reality

i dont think i will big i the future, i just want to be alive, and nice with other people and me

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Snippets from a day at Addison Rae's show at Lollapalooza Brazil.

eu realmente te amo! @a-rae-ofsunshine

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im alive....

its was only my TPM... im anoxius yet, but not like i was.

im miss begin a academic girl, i dont miss the comparation in the class, but a miss study anything and be like everybody with the studant problems. But today with nothing to do only work i think the life came to the end.

I think this year will be about esperiment new things. Im really surprise im miss the time i pass biking and walking, like i never ever think in a day in my life i missed exercite

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eu meio que queria me ☠️ hj

porra o tarot deu essa semana sol, cadê o sol porra, eu só me sinto pior a cada dia. queria me desligar, viver outro universo, deixar uma copia minha q vive no automático no meu lugar até eu voltar a me sentir bem

eu me sinto tão pessima queria muito desaparecer

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news about my life in this 4 days

im getting crazy, literally

fighting with everybody

saying things that hurt somene

i need a tea, need cigarrets, need be alone.

i dont really wanna die, i just want to the pain to be over - lana

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Im in my 2 day without instagram and i think im going crazy. Like abstinece

today I had to pick it up one bike and go out my house. I see every bts old videos, gfriend old videos. Listen music the moment i wake up until i go sleep.

but its the 7 day without twitter and i feel it will became better in the future.

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it a little dificult to underthend me

2026 come with something sad, im feel like when the clock turn 00h00 my mind change for something really bad. I wish i could make better for me, my family and my friends. Now i feel like its impossible

I wish i could be a better person

I wish i could love myself

I wish i could see me like the people love me see me

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2026 goals

53kg

a new hobby

gym

be me

not spend money with bullshit

like things i like and not to go against my principles

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i feel nobody understend me