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BLAM! TEXT 😰
[NEEDS A MOMENT]
BLAINE: you're going to make me cry if you keep it up.
BLAINE: i'm really, truly, insanely, incredibly happy that fate brought you back.
SAM: dude.
SAM: you're gonna make me want to say corny stuff like MAKE LOVE so I hope you're willing to sneak out of the blanket fort at some point
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: I will never, ever mind an Izzy in the middle.
SAM: we will always, always want you with us.
SAM: you're the missing piece of the puzzle.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: it sounds like the perfect sleepover, if you ask me.
SAM: as long as you don't mind an izzy in the middle.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
[HE SWOOOOOONS]
BLAINE: might require a blanket fort or two...
SAM: YES!!!!
SAM: we can all sleep in the fort.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: you sure?
SAM: I'm sure.
SAM: Izzy's a good kid and she'll be excited if we say it's a sleepover.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: good.
SAM: stay here tonight.
SAM: please.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: ...I like the sound of every part of that.
BLAINE: I like every part of you.
BLAINE: more than like.
SAM: I more than like every part of you, babe.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: Care to share any of those plans?
SAM: a lot of making out like EVERYWHERE
SAM: moving in together so izzy knows you're part of a team that's not going anywhere
SAM: buying rings when you're ready for that 💍💍
SAM: adding Evans to your name so you never, ever need to worry about someone not knowing we're together
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BLAINE: I don't think you will.
SAM: good. I have a lot of plans for when I get better at this stuff.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: You're not going to lose me, baby.
SAM: I could push you away on accident too much.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: I know you have.
BLAINE: and I know you're scared.
BLAINE: and I'm sorry if I made you feel like it wasn't okay to be scared.
SAM: the thing that scares me the most is worrying I'll lose you.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: you're right. love is supposed to make you feel really, really good. and you deserve to feel that.
BLAINE: I want everything with you. I always have.
BLAINE: you just do what you have to do, and figure out what needs to be figured out, and I'll be here.
SAM: I don't want you to feel like I haven't changed.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: I'm not trying to shove you out of a closet here, just so you know. that's not what I want and I never want you to feel like that's what I'm doing.
BLAINE: I want you to have all the time in the world to come out to whoever you need to come out to, however you want to come out to them.
BLAINE: but you have to do it because YOU want to.
BLAINE: and you have to do it because YOU'RE ready to.
BLAINE: it wasn't fair for me to get mad at you about the party. I knew i shouldn't have asked but I was selfish and I wanted to go out wth you.
BLAINE: I care about you. and I want you to be happy.
BLAINE: even if it means having to wait until NEXT new year's to kiss you.
SAM: it's not selfish to want being with me to feel real. it's selfish for me to hurt you over and over when you deserve better.
SAM: love isn't supposed to come with a bunch of rules about when and where it's okay for you to kiss me or hold my hand or whatever.
SAM: I want to have you and have a family and we can't do that the right way if I'm holding everything back.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: what's the promise?
SAM: give me time to tell the important people my way so it's not like
SAM: yeah, that's totally me making out with Elmo's BFF in the cereal aisle at whole foods.
SAM: (except that doesn't seem like the worst way to come out now that i'm reading it back)
SAM: Mostly I need to tell my parents and I'm seeing them for what will probably be the last Christmas izzy and I get to be there.
SAM: soooo ok I'll shut up in a second but the point is
SAM: I promise to kiss you on New Year's Eve. like... right smack in the middle of Times Square if we can pull it off.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: no, don't
BLAINE: you can't pull a willing participant.
SAM: if I promise you something, can you promise to believe me?
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: of course I want that.
BLAINE: I've always wanted that.
BLAINE: but I don't know if wanting something is enough.
SAM: I'm so sorry.
SAM: I never should've pulled you back into all this.
BLAM! TEXT 😰
BLAINE: I know that you had a lot going on in high school.
BLAINE: I know that you have a lot going on right now.
BLAINE: I'm not faulting you for it, it just...
BLAINE: It hurts to continually be on the receiving end of feeling like I'm not enough for you to actually want to take that step.
SAM: you don't have to think it's my fault for it to feel that way.
SAM: I've never felt like enough for anyone so I really don't want you to think that when you're better than perfect.
SAM: I just got so nervous about what to say if anyone asked.
SAM: I mean, I know we've done dates and stuff but we didn't talk about... official things yet.
SAM: I don't even know if you'd want that now.