Man At The Garden

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[asmodeus-reincarnated]

𝕎𝕖𝕝𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖!

𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎 𝙴𝚣𝚛𝚊! 𝙸𝚝𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝙳𝚁'𝚜.

𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝙳𝚁𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜! 𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚜!

𝚄𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 🔍 𝚝𝚘 𝚗𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚐𝚊𝚝𝚎!

𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝙳𝙽𝙸 𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚜, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚝𝚜

🅂🄷🄸🄵🅃🅂: 𝟷𝚡 𝙵𝚞𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚏𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚙𝚗 𝚍𝚛 (𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝟷𝟾𝚑𝚛𝚜)

🄳🅁 🄻🄸🅂🅃: 𝚁𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎!

[asmodeus-reincarnated]

Guess what reality ive been desiring

[hare-of-illusion]

How I feel telling my friends au and oc lore knowing damn well I'm just telling them the script to my dr:

[asmodeus-reincarnated]

Had a lovely but disgusting dream about my rapper dr

So, this is a reality where I look like my pfp. Big guy. Big.

I will be having kids in this dr, and I had a dream about them. They were watching Elmo, which was my favorite growing up, and it was the “Happy Tappin’ with Elmo” episode!

My partner records me dancing with my kids, because it’s a cute moment…and I get shamed for it. “You too damn big for that.” IM LITERALLY DANCING WITH MY CHILDREN.

Get a fucking life. Get a job. Suck some dick. Do something.

That just pissed me SMOOTH tf off

[asmodeus-reincarnated]

Choosing Adrian Chase over Oliver Queen is criminal. You have failed this city fr. ☹️

There’s no way you’re clowning me for wanting this man

As nice as Oliver looks…not my type.

I want broken boy with the puppy eyes…that literally describes Oliver LMAO but seriously though…look at him.

I’m assuming you watched the show, so I’ll also add that I love his voice.

I might be team Arrow, but it’s still Prometheus supremacy in these parts. 😤

[asmodeus-reincarnated]

I told myself I’d never make a dc Dr…

Shifting to Arrow to fix Adrian Chase 😇

[vivimoss-deactivated20260415]

the night that confirmed shifting was real for me / the self-report of a black girl that woke up as a 6'3 man

ngl, i cracked myself up with the title. it's legit but it sounds so riduclous i can't help but laugh.

anyways, hi. hello. this is a storytime of one of my first grounded shifts. the only one i can still remember quite vividly even after all these years. it happened in the midst of either 2022 or 2023. don't ask me what lead up to it because i couldn't tell you. i can't recall. all i know is that i went to bed in this reality, fell asleep, and i opened my eyes in a hotel room in las vegas.

for context, the reality i shifted to was my boy band dr. the year was 2017. the month was may.

the first thing i became aware of was my body. my eyelids felt heavy. my arms were completly limp at my sides, relaxed in a way that i physically cannot manage here. i was laying on my back with my legs over the edge of my bed, dressed in outside clothes because i'd been out drinking with my band members and had only just made it back to our hotel. it was late but i didn't know exactly how late. i kept telling myself that i ought to check my phone and also put it to charge, but i couldn't be bothered to move so i didn't.

instead i — drunk, and with the vague understanding that the bbmas were the next day (or maybe that day. even though i didn't check the time i had a sneaking suspicion that it was like 1/2 am on the 21st) — fell asleep in less than five minutes. lights still on, shoes still on and phone still in hand lmao.

looking back on it, there's an irony to how seamlessly i settled into this dr because prior to this shift, i used to have a series of intrusive thoughts / worries along the lines of "what if i freak out?" "what if i feel completely out of place?" "what if i get body dysphoria?". but in that moment, none of that happened. and even when i came back, i didn't feel any belated unease. granted, i was only a man for a couple of seconds, and i didn't see my face or the full length of my body during that shift, but still. all of it felt natural because it was natural. because it was me.

i say all that to say: dw about if waking up in your dr body will be "weird". it won't be, because regardless of how different it is to the one you have here, it's still your body.

[asmodeus-reincarnated]

I held off as long as I could but…

I’m making an Abbot Elementary DR.

Me and Ava will be neck to neck as best dressed.

Side note: Janine and Gregory are SO FUCKING CUTE 👹

Side side note: Manny is so adorable, I love him so much

Side side side note: Melissa and Ava have me in a chokehold. Absolute girl crushes

I’m definitely teaching older kids, my personality can’t be watered down for the little ones. Can’t happen. Jacob can’t handle them, but I can. 💪🏽

[seraphinascornerr]

i’m shifting to be a WHORE. i wanna get my shit CRACKED. i want a TRAIN RAN ON ME. i want him to SUCK MY STRAP. IM TIRED OF HIDING IT!!!! IM SPEAKING MY TRUTH.

[asmodeus-reincarnated]

The one film that changed my life and I refuse to shift there.

[asmodeus-reincarnated]

Using my free will to make a Thats So Raven dr

[asmodeus-reincarnated]

21 WIT NO KIDS

(In this reality)

[asmodeus-reincarnated]

Had a dream my singer dr husband waxed half his eyebrow off.

[marselette]

saw someone say that when you’re like scripting for your dr, that you’re just remembering it. It literally changed everything about the way I think about my dr and it makes so much sense

[lunamonchtuna]

— Fyodor Dostoevsky (via lunamonchtuna)

[deepinthegroves]

i miss my dr siblings...

[zipper-is-ranting]

*ahem* I MISS MY BOYFRIEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD