feels like I have to perform

rhys. he/him. aroace. audhd. 20s. uk. my ao3

[aspecbuddie]

Don't Tell Me It's Too Late (I'm Stuck At Heaven's Gate) (2.7k)

an 8x18 fix it/belated spec fic. chapter 1 (of 2) posted!

“Tell me why,” he repeats, “you thought me and Buck were…” He swallows the words that could follow. Together, a couple, dating. The car crawls forward a couple meters before coming to another stop. Pepa looks at him again. Studies him. It reminds him of when he was growing up, when she would try and decide whether he was old enough to hear certain things. She’s trying to decide whether he really wants to know the answer. He’s pretty sure he does. - or; Eddie has a realisation on the way to the airport and has to find Buck now

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[mutationgirl]

(having a good week) that’s right. the goal is to increase my baseline. make the spirals shallower until they spin lazily on the surface of the water, lose their suction. im not trying to fix it all at once, im trying to incrementally improve my way into something tolerable. and once im there maybe i can shoot for good

(having a bad week) and in my terrible forge i will temper the flames of ruin

[mutationgirl]

(having a good week) that’s right. the goal is to increase my baseline. make the spirals shallower until they spin lazily on the surface of the water, lose their suction. im not trying to fix it all at once, im trying to incrementally improve my way into something tolerable. and once im there maybe i can shoot for good

(having a bad week) and in my terrible forge i will temper the flames of ruin

[jessmalia]

MERLIN 3.04 — Gwaine

[aspecbuddie]

'If you wanted to fight for something, start with us' is a lyric I NEED to use for a fic title

[vamptits]

they want you to make fried rice

[memser]

who is "they"

[vamptits]

the wok left

[solongandthanksforallthefish42]

how am I supposed to make fried rice if the wok left

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[barnesclaybourne-deactivated202]

[tobiosty]

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[emilyrosecreatives]

HAPPY PRIDEEE 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

[glossysapphic]

Gay men use she/her pronouns all the fucking time. Drag queens are very accepted in the LGBTQ+ community. So why is it 'invalidating your own gender' or 'infiltrating lesbian spaces' when lesbians use he/him pronouns??? Please go read a gay history book i beg of you. He/him lesbians are fully accepted on my page! i love yall sm & dont ever let cis people invalidate your experience when they have no idea what they're talking about

[interspadias]

If you're a transgender teen and you're reading this, whether you're out and proud or still in the closet, certain or questioning, align your gender within a binary or the stars, you deserve to have a safe space to exist and explore your identity. I know the world is scary right now, but there are bright shining beacons of light to look towards in the thousands of us fighting alongside you to show you its not too late, it'll never be too late for you. You deserve to live and be your true, authentic self and transition in any way you deem fit.

Please don't give up yet. It can always get better.

[aspecbuddie]

EVAN PETERS SINGING COME AS YOU ARE FUCK YES

[aspecbuddie]

about to send my parents the message saying I'm gonna change my name, I am shitting myself oh my goddd

[aspecbuddie]

I did it holy fuck

[aspecbuddie]

about to send my parents the message saying I'm gonna change my name, I am shitting myself oh my goddd

[aspecbuddie]

I might unintentionally end up coming out to my parents in pride month lmao

[aspecbuddie]

also this is either gonna be completely out of the blue for them or theyre gonna go 'yeah we know youve been going by a different name, its not been hidden well'

[weirdkidshere]

Okay but are we gonna talk about Harry on the ground with a gun his hand. Pointed at a white man. Are we gonna talk about Buck shouting "don't shoot don't shoot he's with me, the guy with the gun is with me" and running to cover Harry with his body just in case. Are we gonna talk about Harry dropping the gun and putting his hands behind his head immediately, even though SWAT was still on the other end of the hallway and the shooter was right next to him. Are we gonna talk about little Harry in the back of his dad's car, waking up to a gun pointed at him. Are we gonna talk about that.

[buddiesource]

You get cranky when you don't eat. 9-1-1, S09E13