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me eating eggs: haha omnivore
fuck im fucking up the reblogs its because of omelttes okay? omeletees. jesus christ. god. its. okay. omelettes.
me eating eggs: haha omnivore
me eating eggs: haha omnivore
me eating eggs: haha omnivore
tics decided to manifest in just loud screaming and violence tonight, and my dear cat decided to scream back until i finally realised he was telling me to follow him. he then promptly lead me to my bedroom, and directed me to get into bed where he quickly followed suit.
i love my cat :)
actually it’s quite funny — the other two cats ran because ofc i’m literally screaming at the top of my lungs at midnight, it’s loud! but benny, the oldest of the bunch who’d been with me since even before i developed tourette’s, decided he needed to make me go to bed. what a sweet boy <3
tics decided to manifest in just loud screaming and violence tonight, and my dear cat decided to scream back until i finally realised he was telling me to follow him. he then promptly lead me to my bedroom, and directed me to get into bed where he quickly followed suit.
i love my cat :)
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i'm not "extending empathy" to a cracker who screamed a violent slur at two black men in front of millions of people. you white mfs have a lot of nerve.
hey, i understand your frustration. everything revolving the BAFTA’s has been truly upsetting, and you absolutely have a right to be angry. in fact, i would be shocked if people weren’t!
that being said, i don’t tolerate prejudice in any regard, ableism included. instead, i’d like to extend an invitation to you, and anyone else angered by what’s happened and how it was handled, to be open to these uncomfortable conversations. i’d also like to encourage you to read john davidson’s interview with variety on the aftermath of the BAFTA’s, his experience, and what steps he had taken prior to prevent this very situation (which, as we know now, BBC and the BAFTA’s did not handle it as assured.)
tourette syndrome is deeply misunderstood, just as most disabilities are, and is incredibly complex, and humiliating.
first off, tourette syndrome is a neurological disorder which causes misfires to occur, resulting in involuntary sounds, or movements. what was displayed that night is a certain type of tourette’s known as coprolalia. this is what causes tics such as obscenities, and slurs.
a point i’ve been seeing brought up is why that tic? why when there are black actors upon the stage, and at no other points? the thing about tourette’s is it is often reactionary. here’s a recent example from my very own experiences! i play the flute in a band, and last week during our rehearsal a member of the band made a joke where the latter half involved a threat, and that no one at the school would yell out a threat. my tourette’s decided to act, and thus i yelled out, very loudly, “I HAVE A BOMB!” this is because tics often “echo” or riff off of what you see, hear, or are engaging with.
so, in the instance of two black men on stage while a man with coprolalia who’s tics have been worsening due to stress and anxiety, it’s not inconceivable that the tic which would manifest would be the n slur. this is also because tics, especially coprolalia, target what is most socially unacceptable at the given moment.
as stated in his interview with variety, john davidson had several other inappropriate tics throughout the evening, including yet not limited to honophobic rhetoric, and loudly exclaiming that alan cumming was a pedophile.
we don’t do these things for shock value or a reaction from others, we do it because of a neurological misfiring that forces us to do or say things we do not believe.
i’d also like to add that in this same interview, john davidson’s team expressed to variety that they’ve reached out to the cast of sinners to extend a direct apology for what happened.
i really hope my explanations come across as clear, and i’d like to reiterate that you are not at all in the wrong for being upset. when we all point fingers at one another, and start to tear each other down instead of attempting to have an open discussion, and uplift our communities, however, we do a great disservice to both ourselves, and our peers. not just that, but we neglect to focus on the bigger picture such as why didn’t the BAFTA’s edit it out as promised? why leave that one in, yet remove every other instance of tics? why present such a poor apology placing the blame upon those impacted rather than apologising for their incompetence? and why remove every single pro palestinian statement, yet keep this harmful, embarrassing, and humiliating clip?
as someone with tourette syndrome, all the discourse surrounding the BAFTA’s has been truly disheartening, and i’ve had a couple thoughts i’ve been stewing on.
for those saying to either alter ourselves, or not even appear in public spaces if we risk having obscene tics: why should we be expected to change ourselves or hide away? for the comfort of the able-bodied?
i completely empathise with michael b jordan, delroy lindo, and the black community who has all been hurt by what happened. in the same breath, i’d also like to ask people to extend empathy to john davidson, the man with tourette syndrome who ticced the n-slur.
not only did he bring up his condition with the coordinators at the BAFTA’s, and his concerns, but they were all set aside and he was told they would handle it and inform all the guests present. sure they did inform them, but that came AFTER the incident, and was expressed in a graceless, dismissive manner by host alan cumming, holding no empathy towards anyone involved.
even if we disregard that and say the BAFTA’s made a simple mistake and could’ve handled it with more class, what excuse is there for placing a microphone right in front of davidson? he even expressed concern, citing that his tics, like many people with tourette’s, get worse under stressful situation. what could be more stressful than having a microphone in front of you reminding you of your disability while attending an award show where a movie about YOU and YOUR LIFE with tourette syndrome?
it is already incredibly embarrassing having a tic of this nature in such a public manner, but for the BAFTA’s to exploit it by purposely neglecting to edit it out before streaming the award show? it is a malicious act of negligence to the nth degree for everyone involved. not only that but to erase every bit of pro palestinian sentiment expressed by the guests, all the while promoting an embarrassing moment to open the floor to both racism and ableism is truly disgusting.
shame on every single one of those BAFTA assholes. black lives matter, tourettic and disabled people in general don’t owe you anything, and free palestine.🇵🇸
ill be honest i didnt know uma thurman was a real person until i was like. 17? 18? and i watched pulp fiction for the first time with my dad. i just thought it was a fun fall out boy song
sister insisted on getting these honeypot brand pads bc always sucks and i was like ok whatever as long as theyre big and can handle fat fuckin blood clots bigger than the iceberg which downed the titanic its fine
why tf my pussy minty fresh??? i looked at the label this shit is COOLING? wondering why my labia feel cold all the sudden like a nice little burst of menthol wintergreen forest slipped in when i wasnt looking i feel so weird it does not help that i an 99% sure im coming down with a cold, I DONT WANNA BE THIS COLD!!
throwback to when i was 16 and asked my dad to get me yuri for christmas
genuinely what was wrong with me
MY BEST FRIENDS BOYFRIEND CALLED ME A FEMCEL😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
i hate when the poop man comes
me: yeah so..i dunno, we were friends for a long time, but she was just so mean towards the end there…for a while before that, really, and i know if i say thanks for the happy birthday message she’ll just take it as a route back into my life, you know?
the reanimated corpse of president josip broz tito of ex yugoslavia sitting in my living room hallucinating off half an edible: uhhhhhh
evil wizard i turned really small and keep inside of a bird cage, which i have draped a blanket on top of to keep him quiet: who turned off all the fucking lights?
i was feelinf anxious about the future so i put on clown makeup and now im not anxious
i hate hear me out’s bc it’s like always something relatively humanoid. talk to me when youve gooned to the 100 digits of pi song
‘the fox from zootopia’ this and ‘venom’ that, what about comic sans lowercase p guys.
i love you and whatever is wrong with you