" BABY ANGEL "

it xith ire kyr eir ⎯⎯⎯ hopeless

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WELCOME TO MY GARDEN

you can call me VIRTUE or AEVIM i use he / it / ae / aer / tether pronouns i 'm 18 , 29 / 05 , 08 ' er i 'm intersex , gnc queer masc transneu , shapeshifter i 'm heavily disordered , i will not disclose all of them but AUDHD , BPD && STPD are the ones i will tell i 'm pretty weird , odd , whatever , but i wear it as a badge of honour ! i type , think && speak weird i 'm a Zane Ro 'Meave yume , idk how i feel about doubles cause i 've never met one i love : MyStreet , Minecraft Diaries , The Outlast Trials , Whitepine , Watership Down , Avatar , SFAWTDE , 2KawaiiForComfort , The Hunger Games , Adventure Time , BBC Sherlock , My Little Pony , Warrior Cats , One Piece , Jujutsu Kaisen , Assassination Classroom , Gachiakuta , Hells Paradise , Chainsaw Man , Dark Deception , No Im Not A Human , SCP Foundation , Killing Floor , Pay Day 2 , Subnautica , Marvel Rivals , Tetris , puzzle games , my ocs - Baccarat , Gambit && Fenrir , writing lore , Kiltro , Destroy Boys , The Front Bottoms , Ado , Mother Mother , Bo Burnham , Will Wood , Alex G , She Wants Revenge , Pierce The Veil , Cosmo Sheldrake , 3OH!3 , The Killers , Methwitch , Loving Caliber , The Happy Fits , Four444 , Luci4 , Ashnikko , Bad Bunny , Asteria , Odetari , Blacklite District , Bo En , The Buttress , The Cure , Creep-P , The Crane Wives etc moots i like @sculkfeathers @greyfieldsys1937 @1900th @apartmentforart @speciimennn @squiffil @electric4claw ( pls lmk if you don 't wanna be on this list / added to the list ) sideblogs @zrm4rl ( yume blog ) @wolftist ( oc blog ) @osixemotes ( emote blog )

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hi I’m back ++ WHY ARE YOU INFILTRATING MY FEED 😭😭

HI LMAO ??? WHOOPS !!! 😭😭😭

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happy birthday

thank you !!! i genuinely didnt think id make to this milestone so im very proud of myself

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happy birthday to me im now 18

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HELLOOOO SAILOR

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i dyed my hair back to its original state

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bday is soon

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pay got docked i might jump

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bday is soon

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i have an 8 hour shift on a monday and today i screwed up my knee but ill be standing for the entire time basically i hate this i hate working im gonna die i hate my manager i hate the owner i hate working i hate working i havent even gotten paid yet bc the manager lied to me saying i get paid weekly when i actually get paid monthly im so tired i dont wanna do this i dont wanna do this anymore working is shit working is the worst i hate school im gonna fucking cry more omg

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im actually crying at the thought of going to work rn omg

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hi tumblr nation im employed now and i hate it ive been employed and unemployed and i prefer not living

thanks

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i ate ramen and then had a sweet treat and now i feel death looming over me omg

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ive been working for 4 days in a row now and i see why 3 ppl quit this job w no notice

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yearly tradition of listening to hold on till may by pierce the veil during the month of may

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life update :

had a hangout today and got stoned and it was cool i got a new belt and im so insanely exhausted

i had a great time playing roblox w the G4G0 gc ❤️ love those guys lol

there was a fire near me which was interesting as someone with a fear of fire yet simultaneously interested in fire

still processing being single its not a bad life tbh im not as stressed which is telling lol

i wonder if a specific person is reading this post and is reading it out loud lol not that i care im just curious

“ im not a baby i am 45 “ type shit

ive bee watching rekrap and squiddo a lot i love both of their content

“ moe moe kyun kyun ! “ type shit

ive had a bit of a flare up in various ways but i actually got to fix it all for once

i learnt how to use obs which is great cause now i get to have actual memories of my gaming seshs with the G4G0 !!!

i trimmed my undercut and it feels super spiky

weed coma hitting

i wish i had some smokes and a drink and id be set with the holy trinity

instead i have a shitty vape

whatever its nicotine

working on oc lore all the time plus roleplaying my oc hes so doomed lol doomed cause i feel like it also i wrote 3 au ‘s so far and none of them are happy

im kinda curious how i feel nothing after dumping my now ex bf despite the fact that i was extremely attached to him probs bc i actually thought about shit for once lol unfortunate for my ex ik

im so tired rn

and cold and hot

auhhh

im hungry

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lmao thinking abt my exes rn jesus mary joesph and the holy spirit how do i have 15 of them

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ill go down the list of them lol

1 ) assaulter also highkey groomed me but whatever

2 ) weirdo / neg and also was a dick to me

3 ) dumped me bc she didnt wanna date ‘ a girl ‘

4 ) dumped x 7 broke up x 1 ( also an assaulter )

5 ) dumped for quote “ being too childish “ ( at 13 ??? )

6 ) called me toxic & abusive & a rape - joke apologist ?

7 ) made me dump him bc he “ didnt want to dump me “

8 ) assaulter again

9 ) dumped me bc we drifted

10 ) dumped me bc she just didnt wanna date me

11 ) dumped me bc the alter i was dating went dormant ?

12 ) dumped me bc ???

13 ) dumped me during pride month

14 ) dumped me forrrr ???

15 ) dumped me legit 2 days after our 1 month

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i miscounted its actually 17 total now ( yes im single no im not gonna mingle i might be killed )