( i guess this is what you were trying to tell me , this is what heaven is : fingers dipped in blood & starved lungs / you quiver before god as he steals the light under your skin and call it holy, call it sacred โ tell me did you really think he'd forged you a halo out of your own grace ?
. he'd rather eat it. )
a study following various of tropes and not limited too : god complexes, the false prophet , fake damsel, heroine turned antagonist, runaway bride,ย light is not good, femme fatale, good intentions gone bad, empathy overload, adaptational heroisms, enlightened self-interest,ย kindness through charity, seeking paradise, the price of seeing spirits, and princess of a forgotten nation.
start here: verse page ; cheat sheets
characterization : timeline ; abilities ; journey -overview
credits : graphics + icon + theme isaworks
faceclaims : when the villainess love
. I STRUGGLE FOR LIGHT โ DESPERATELY.
#ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ย -ย independent, private, headcanon-based STELLA NOX FLEURET from the discarded concept of final fantasy versus xiii. extremely cross-over friendly with numerous verses featuring :ย kingdom heartโs nameless star, fabula nova chrystallis etro successor and heavy inspiration from greek mythology asteria. beloved and cherished forever by ailli ( 25+ / her / she ).
QUICK NOTES / GUIDELINES :
01. hello, hello, once again i will reiterate this is an extremely private and likely very slow activity blog. i work very strange and inconsistent hours, and thus availability has been rather scarce. discord is available to mutuals, where i eagerly await to plot / chat / geek out about our muse.
02. due to my work schedule, shipping will only be for close friends and mutuals that are interested in plotting something beyond the ship. i am ship-exclusive, so i only ship with one version of said muse. once again be aware that i am very low-activity. needless to say, that yes : this is a multi-ship blog and i will be annoying if we are shipping. i value both romantic and platonic ships.
03. due to the fact that stella is a scrapped character, this blog will always be labeledย canon divergent and heavily headโcanon based. i have had this blog for years now and have developed her independently from the scrapped concept of versus xiii. once again, i do not claim any materials that was seen in the trailer as my own, but many of my interpretations for stella was created through years of plotting.
04. i am someone who adores plotting. i love complex plots, plots that compliments canon, plots that derails from canon, i think plotting is great. my motivation for threads is honestly influenced by context, and if we have that i can definitely go ham. of course, i know not everyone carries my same preference, but i will do my best to accommodate.
05. please be aware : i have grown extremely tired with drama / gossips circulating around the rpc. i will follow / unfollow people at my own discretion and would prefer to stay away from any spectacle or public showcasing. frankly i am just here to write, have fun with mutuals, and preferably not pick sides. my current stance on call out is rather neutral, and i would prefer to make my own conclusion rather take on the pressure of public outcry. i take this level of judgement seriously.
06. keep in mind : i do not do character exclusives. i do not have the energy to commit to anyone's portrayal nor do i want to make anyone expect / wait from me in general. as mentioned above i am really busy, so i cannot and will not do an exclusive writing with any character.
07. i ask that you tagged your nsfw content, particularly anything involving nsfw imagery. due to the nature of my job, i have free access to tumblr and would prefer not to see any nsfw visuals if it can be tagged and avoided. i am very attentive when it comes to adding tags in my filter list, and if the untagged offence happens repeatedly : then this will be one of the few reasons i will unfollow.
thinking about stella, and her solving some serial killing with her ability to see the dead ---- and how she was able to survive because odin was able to fight and protect her from someone whose dangerous.
thinking about stella, and how even if she tried to ignored the cries of spirits --- they are drawn to her and will seek her out and upheave her normal life, until she finally gives them her attention.
thinking about stella, and how tired she is ---- but seeing spirits finally find their peace, grant her their blessing, and is able to ascend makes things satisfying in the end.
thinking about stella doing these amazing things, solving murders, and the likes with the help of the decease --- but also never getting credit from them due to her status, and therefore only does this anonymously...
but also thinking about stella and how terrifyingly high her tolerance are for spirits. not flinching at sudden noises, actually getting annoyed when they ghostly throw their tantrums ---- and just handling horror much more unnaturally than most. of course, she still gets scared --- because in the end of the day, dealing with the dead can be traumatizing and dangerous ....
holding handsใใbuying flowersใใcookingใใcuddlesใใwriting a poem / song / lettersใใholding the door openใใtying shoelacesใใsharing a milkshake with two strawsใใoffering their jacket when it's coldใใkissing in the rainใใpublicly confessing love.
long walks on the beachใใdoing the titanic pose on a boatใใkissing the back of their handใใslow dancingใใintroducing them to their parentsใใlighting candlesใใflower petals on bedใใlove lettersใใstargazingใใbrushing / doing their hairใใpicnicsใใteaching them to play an instrument while gently guiding their handsใใcompliments.
drawing themใใself-made giftsใใmassagesใใproposing with a family heirloom ringใใlending them their favorite book to readใใpaying for dinnerใใsurprise partiesใใfeeding themใใhanding them keys to their apartmentใใmaking space in drawer for their clothes when they stay overใใsharing a blanketใใcouple costumes.
tucking a hair strand behind their earใใkeeping them from leavingใใmoving cities to be togetherใใblowing a kissใใbreakfast in bedใใdefending them in a fightใใjoint bubble bathsใใdropping the l-bomb / "i love you"ใใdedicating a song to themใใwearing their clothesใใyawning before putting an arm around them while watching a movieใใgranting them the last bite.
tagged by: @aozhenzhu ty <3
tagging : @omorrow , @ferricpawn , @seachant , @malchances and tbh whoever wanna do this.
the gist of the only trailer stella appears in : gets excited when talking about dead stuff. gets sad when told to calm down about dead stuff. then leaves cause guess we not talking about dead stuff :c
The Ceasg, known in Scottish as Gaelic as Maighdean na Tuinne, "maid of the wave", are a largely peaceful seafaring mermaid-like fae with a rightful fear of humans. They hail from the depths of Scottish folklore, swimming innocently up and down coastlines, playing in lagoons. Their harmonizing voices can be heard drifting through the morning fog, luring sailors to their ultimate demise. Their seemingly lackadaisical living conditions sports one major drawback. Captivity..
You have always been... distant. You'd rather simply fantasize about new and grand other worlds than ever exist in this mundane reality. You may be artistically inclined but your creativity is not just limited to artistic prowess. You have always longed for something more, almost as if you are out of place with the rest of humanity. This can occasionally lead to feelings of isolation or deprivation. You thirst for something which you cannot quite articulate as you follow the song of your heart wherever it may lead you. Perhaps you are a hopeless romantic, looking for a fairy tale ending. You follow the song as it draws you deeper and deeper into the inky depths, pulling you further and further from home. You wanderings have caught the attention of a ceasg who is determined to protect you, wary that you may meet the same fate it will inevitably meet someday. Be careful out here in these unfamiliar waters, the heaviest of chains never manifest themselves physically.
Still thinking about Stella having a different name while acting as a ward of the empireโฆ but also her having a private identity once she regains her princess status ..
also yes, stella is classy enough to wear heels for everything. yes its impractical sometimes. yes she will kill you if you say anything in the lines of : i told you so, and yes she will look fabulous.
You hide your pain behind a mask,. Maybe you feel you can't be helped, maybe you think no one cares, maybe you don't want to hurt anyone else with it, you're afraid of being judged, or maybe there's another reason. But whatever the reason, you fake a smile and try to function normally even though you're one step away from falling apart. Secretly, you wish someone would notice it's a mask, ask you if you're really okay, see right through and make it be okay somehow. You're hurt and a little angry that no one's noticed yet, but you'll never admit it.
i think about stella being a powerful summoner and magic user a lot.... like obviously she has the fleuret blood, and that already grants her heightened capability towards light-magic, and her being in valhalla had cause her to awaken odin as her own summon... so she has control over light and dark magical abilities / elements. a perfect balance given she is a star, and likely has more astral abilities in her arsenal.... but basically, im just saying if she wanted too she really could blow up the skies and therefore is a powerhouse in her own right. like this isn't even her being god's favorite, or loved by chaos --- its literally she is dangerous when she applies herself. thankfully tho, she's lazy and prefers to conserve her energy.
stella singing a soul song that soothes spirits .... calms them down... and are more willing to ascend with such lullaby ... but also a spirit dance to actually guide them to the location of the gate ....
