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[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[mimosa-sexypeople-contests-2026]

Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Final Round

Senshi (Dungeon Meshi)

Ryland Grace (Project Hail Mary)

Mr. Ant Tenna (Deltarune)

Voting ended onJul 20

Tenna art by @9Aaaalt29 on twt

[fwugradiation]

“And if you’ll give me 40% of the MOST POPULAR VOTE, I’ll give you my SPECIAL REWARD... A year’s supply of NON-GLOOBY SLIME!!! Never or BARELY used!!!” Tenna concluded his speech with a huge smile, jetting his hands up in double peace signs.

The crowd roared in confused enthusiasm as Tenna gave a gracious flurry of low-FPS bows, pausing only for the occasional stink-nose at his audience plants who weren’t throwing enough 3D roses.

Eventually, the room fell silent. It was Senshi’s turn to speak.

He puffed out his chest, took a long, sweeping look over the audience… and shook his head.

“I can see not all of you are eating properly.”

The crowd murmured with embarrassment.

“I don’t know who needs to hear this, but it’s time to take the turkey out of your icebox. I have seen the ingenious technology with which your people store food... and I have also seen the waste which results from such convenience.

“The food you take had a life. Beasts grew fat on the grass of the field, plants grew from the sun’s rays, and mushrooms grew from minerals in the cracks of caves. And yet, it sits in your iceboxes, collecting moisture until it perishes.

“Eat what is given to you. Because its life will make you stronger, too.”

Without another word, Senshi left his podium and stepped away from the stage. The crowd murmured in confusion. “Is he really like that?” somebody said. “I only remember reblogging the photosets of him tripping and showing ass.”

--

Back in the Green Room, Tenna wrung his antennas nervously.

“Y-y-you think they liked me!? They HAD to!! I mean, I don’t know what Asgore was thinking, getting that weird haircut and running that food waste campaign, but… YOU thought I did good, didn’t you, Kris?”

Laios nodded aggressively, a streak of blue face paint peeling from his forehead.

“You did AMAZING, Tenna! By the way, now that we’ve seen all your insider campaign secrets, do you have any more videos of Susie? Especially her tail... If I could get a look at that, I could finally tell if she’s a dinosaur or --”

THWACK. Fake antlers butted Laios’s head.

“LAIOS?? Weren’t we dressed up to help SENSHI???” Marcille hissed, gesturing awkwardly with her hooves.

Suddenly, Tenna turned to the two adventurers.

“Hey, WAIT a second. SOMETHING’s not right here...”

Laios and Marcille held their breath.

“Where the heck are my POINTS!?”

Just then, the door opened. Chilchuck took one step into the room, whistling and holding a large bag.

Everyone turned to him.

Chilchuck paused, took a step backwards, and closed the door.

“CHILCHUCK!!!” yelled Tenna.

“How come Chilchuck got to stay Chilchuck!?” yelled Marcille at the same time.

--

Meanwhile, in outer space somewhere, some guy was making out with a rock.

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

Every second I'm still alive I feel like I want to do something drastic.

[asteriuszenith]

I want to die.

[asteriuszenith]

Im so tired guys.

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

UPDATE: JULY 1 2026 (SEE READ MORE FOR PROOF OF PAYMENTS)

This is a Massive Long Shot but I am TRULY trying my best. God...

So the past month has been... Well. Bad to say the least. I've basically incurred debts that are essentially around 1200$ in total.

I can't even say that I used it for like entertainment or shit. I don't really have the appetite to eat anymore. I've dropped from 70kg to 55kg from the extreme stress that I'm going through.

It's... Really rough. Tbh my mental health is like the roughest it's ever been. I'm not saying this to guilt trip people, it's just the truth. I'm so cornered right now.

All this to say that I need some help... If you guys want to give it of course. I'd be willing to post the receipts of the exact debts being paid off if you guys help. It's not that hard after all. Just gotta screenshot the screen haha...

I had to use the debts to pay off electricity and stuff after an emergency thing happened here where this house's dog accidentally nipped a garbage collector's hand while he was collecting some stuff and I had to pay that rabies vaccines off. Our dog is vaccinated but people here are still recommended to get the vaccine shot which amounts to like 10k at least.

I do have a job but it's not like I'm earning a lot there. I'm like earning at most 100 dollars per month but that immediately goes to paying stuff.

So... Yeah. That's the entire situation.

I'm explaining everything so that you guys know what's the situation, how I got here, and etc.

If you guys want to help, any amount honestly helps. All of these will be going straight to paying off the lending apps that I had to use.

Paypal / kofi

Honestly, I'm so embarrassed that I keep asking all of you for help. I promise that every dollar, every bit of it immediately goes to paying off these things. I'm also searching for another job that can give me more income too so I'm not just being idle around.

I'm so tired of feeling like I don't want to wake up everyday. I'm so tired of being tired. Sorry for the vent at this part. It's just... Yeah.

I will wholeheartedly appreciate your help. Just tell me what your tumblrs are if you send help, I'll message you here the receipt of me paying them off with what you sent so that you guys don't think I'm scamming.

And if you guys can share this with others who can help too, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you for taking the time to read this entire thing.

As promised for full transparency on the payment stuff I'm attaching pictures of receipts on what I've paid with what I've been given

Update July 1 2026 - 2 Loans out of 6 have been fully paid off. Just 4 more to go... Thank you for your help!!

[asteriuszenith]

Hey guys if anyone can help please please PLEASE send something to my linked accounts on my pinned post. I'm sincerely drowning in anxiety and depression over here tbh