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[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/17/2026)

500/500 REACHED THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Update 10: Thank you thank you thank you to the person who sent the 30(well 28 due to paypal fees) dollars! Helped me breathe a little thanks to you! We're so close! Just need a bit more!!

Update 11: To whoever sent the remaining 130 THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! I'm actually crying?? You have no idea how much this meant to me. Thank you. Truly.

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.

[asteriuszenith]

Can someone who is extremely patient help me grind the Dawntrail extremes because I want the archangel wings?

[asteriuszenith]

SPOILERS FOR 7.5 PATCH

But Halmarut is SUCH a fascinating character to me. There's no doubt that she also yearns for the past as all Ascians did. And yet, she also admires mankind for their resilience and she looks towards the future with an unrelenting gaze. The way she looked the scions in the eyes, telling them that she will do whatever it will take in order for mankind to see another day.

It's that same ruthlessness that the Ascians did in order to summon Zodiark, the same ruthlessness that Venat had when she decided to sunder her people in order to teach them suffering so that they might yet pass Meteion's trial, and the same ruthlessness that she fostered in the Winterers that we already caught a glimpse of in Calyx in pursuing their own ambition for the vision of a future that they seek as well as to ensure that they fulfill their role of making sure that mankind will survive the rejoining.

I love her and I hope we see so much more of her in the future.

[asteriuszenith]

Knowing what I know now of Patch 7.5, I actually think that base Dawntrail is a load-bearing development for the entirety of the Scions in preparation for the future expansions of the Godless Realm actually.

[asteriuszenith]

Does anyone have an 18+ ffxiv story enjoyer discord here that I can join because I want to talk about the new patch so much

[asteriuszenith]

God, I wish I can afford to buy an ffxiv game time card. I want to play the game again but it's like... $30 which I have to use to buy rice here... I miss playing ffxiv.... It's like one of my main sources of happiness not going to lie.

[asteriuszenith]

Looping back to my thought of how we could stand as something similar to the "gods" of the drakenier world, it's also worth noting that our humanity itself in wanting to see through a better ending for the characters that we get attached to in these stories is what the gods of the drakenier world would have wanted to destroy itself.

God hates you, it hates your humanity. But the other "God" loves you, loves to see your flaws, your humanity, cries with you in your tragedy, and is willing to erase their own presence in your world (erasing our save file which allows us to take part in this world) so that they can help you carve out a better even if flawed ending for you and your loved ones.

"God" sees their reflection in your own humanity and wants to give you the chance to break out of that cycle.

[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/17/2026)

383/500 (We are SO CLOSE!!! Please please please!! 117 left!!!)

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Update 10: Thank you thank you thank you to the person who sent the 30(well 28 due to paypal fees) dollars! Helped me breathe a little thanks to you! We're so close! Just need a bit more!!

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.

[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/17/2026)

383/500 (We are SO CLOSE!!! Please please please!! 117 left!!!)

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Update 10: Thank you thank you thank you to the person who sent the 30(well 28 due to paypal fees) dollars! Helped me breathe a little thanks to you! We're so close! Just need a bit more!!

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.

[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/17/2026)

500/500 REACHED THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Update 10: Thank you thank you thank you to the person who sent the 30(well 28 due to paypal fees) dollars! Helped me breathe a little thanks to you! We're so close! Just need a bit more!!

Update 11: To whoever sent the remaining 130 THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! I'm actually crying?? You have no idea how much this meant to me. Thank you. Truly.

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.

[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/17/2026)

383/500 (We are SO CLOSE!!! Please please please!! 117 left!!!)

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Update 10: Thank you thank you thank you to the person who sent the 30(well 28 due to paypal fees) dollars! Helped me breathe a little thanks to you! We're so close! Just need a bit more!!

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.

[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/17/2026)

383/500 (We are SO CLOSE!!! Please please please!! 117 left!!!)

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Update 10: Thank you thank you thank you to the person who sent the 30(well 28 due to paypal fees) dollars! Helped me breathe a little thanks to you! We're so close! Just need a bit more!!

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.

[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/17/2026)

383/500 (We are SO CLOSE!!! Please please please!! 117 left!!!)

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Update 10: Thank you thank you thank you to the person who sent the 30(well 28 due to paypal fees) dollars! Helped me breathe a little thanks to you! We're so close! Just need a bit more!!

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.

[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/08/2026)

355/500 (We are SO CLOSE!!! Please please please!! 145 left!!!)

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.

[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/08/2026)

355/500 (We are SO CLOSE!!! Please please please!! 145 left!!!)

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.

[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/08/2026)

355/500 (We are SO CLOSE!!! Please please please!! 145 left!!!)

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.

[asteriuszenith]

Please Help Me UPDATE (04/08/2026)

355/500 (We are SO CLOSE!!! Please please please!! 145 left!!!)

Update 8: To whoever sent the 30(27 with kofi and paypal's deductions) thank you SO SO MUCH IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!! Just 165 left to go!!!!!! It's so close!! Any amount helps truly truly!!!

Update 9: To the person who sent the equivalent of 20$ thank you so so so much!!!!! I really appreciate what you sent!!! I am forever in your debt! Just a bit more! 145 dollars left!!

Hey guys. Um this is going to be awkward but with everything that is going on in the world, this filipina and the Philippines is going to be hit pretty hard by all that is going on again. The oil/gas shortage is already affecting us by skyrocketing every single thing's prices to heaven and well...

Guys, I need your help again. Please.

I already have a job I promise your girl has been stuck in the graveyard shift so that's also my sleep schedule destroyed but with me still recovering from all the stuff I've had to borrow from and my savings still being in the reds, it's not going to be enough to deal with the horrendous price hikes and everything. I've been stressing myself so sick that my housemates are worried about my mental health since I've been constantly spiraling I'm ngl. It's really, really bad.

Any single dollar can help so much. At most, I'm going to need at least 500$ to take care of everything. Here's the list I'll have to buy to maintain transparency:

- 90$ - Grocery (This will at least last us about two or so months)

- 60$ - Two sacks of 25kg rice (another 2 months)

- 70$ - (LPG tanks, 2 months of gas for cooking)

- 100$ - Pay off one of the debts so that that will at least ease some of the stress on my back

- 180$ - Emergency Food for at least an entire month

I'll even post pictures of everything once I get the funds to show you all that I wasn't lying when I said that I needed these. I just. This was my last resort. I didn't want to come begging you guys again.

I'm just so so tired guys. Sometimes, I don't want to sleep anymore because it means it'll be the next day.

Please send it over via:

Paypal or Kofi

The dollar-philippine pesos exchange rate is really high so I also wanted to take advantage of it. If any of you are a catholic or believe in a god up there, also please pray that they fulfill my wish.

Here's some free pictures of my shaved rat son. Sol is asking you all to please help us.