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“A person who values you, wouldn’t ever put themselves in a position to lose you.”

— lieinlove

Spiteful

Vanishing into these thoughts Driven unbalanced by each depth I gradually forfeit inane sentiments Replacing them with stoical scorn Once buried and held composed Now spewing out beyond my control

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remanence-of-love

goldcoasthoney

remanence-of-love

Life was so much easier when all I had to do was cut myself to feel better.

astoldbyjaedyn

I wish I wasn’t in a relationship where he was just waiting for me to call the police to remove him from my life… like you only complain about me so why make me miserable? Why commit your entire life to making me hate myself and want death?

astoldbyjaedyn

I guess it’s a lot to ask to be cared about.

astoldbyjaedyn

Because you have a responsible partner who respects you and your concerns.

He says all I need to do is ask nicely, but then nothing ever happens. I ask nicely over the course of several months and then it becomes this.

How do I get my partner to actually respect me?

What is it like to be with someone who loves you?

I’m not even with someone who likes me…

I promise the day I die might be soon man.

One day I’m going to commit suicide and then I hope when that day comes that anyone who’s ever harmed me just feels crunchy.

When will I be able to manifest a man who wants to take care of me?

People will ask you what’s wrong with you. But it’s those same people that caused the problems in the first place.

spiritualseeker777

I genuinely wish I was loved.

Any time I voice any sort of Concerns to my partner, he brushes them off, or says things like, “here we go again.” “Every _____ (day/night/*insert time*)” “all you do is this” “you always do this” “you always want to argue/fight”

But it’s like no… you have no plans. You’re irresponsible and you blame me for your lack of good decision making. You allow me to make poor decisions and drag me down with you. You allow me to spend money that I don’t have to serve your own selfish needs. Nobody needed more alcohol the other night. And you allowed someone else to put their hands on me while you stood by and did nothing. Then I fell because your lack of general care for me. Then we come home and you lost your job because of your poor decision making skills.

When I ask you about bills you have no plan and it’s my fault somehow… you need to give up this childish dream of becoming a famous artist from music. You need to grow up if you really want a family. You’ve been saying for years about how you want a family and I feel like I e wasted my good years of my life on you. You have absolutely never done anything for me but will move mountains for whatever it is that you want. I can’t truly say that you take care of me because you don’t. You’ve literally been nothing but troublesome for me in my life. I have lost MULTIPLE places to live because of you.

You can’t even pay your own bills. Former landlords have told me how often you’ve shorted them on money when I’ve trusted you to give them the entire amount. But then you go and take a piece out and save it for yourself and you just thought I’d be okay with this shit. You’re a liar and that’s all you’re ever going to be. You don’t love me and all you do is make my life and the quality of it much worse.

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