This song "Walking Away" from Craig David been on repeat for a month before I quit my job. Yes, I know it a song about walking from a terrible relationship.Well, the job was like a terrible relationship... it was all good , til it wasn't. I took alot of from talking crazy, having me working on my days off and no getting paid fairy to talking about my personal life/business.
I should've left a long time ago because I saw all the lies they tell me and the mistreatment towards me and others. But I try not take nothing personal until it got personal.
I learning to love myself and I refuse to let anybody use me and talk crazy to me or about me. When they talk about my PERSONAL businesse/life that was icing on the cake and they mention more then once. We suppose to talk about WORK not personal stuff. Cause I could careless about they got going on.
I choose to not have kids. EVERY 3 months I take depo(Birth Control) for medical reasons meaning I'm not suppose to be pregnant unless I wanna lawsuit going (LMAO). but they wonder why I dont want kids or have kids...well I gave a lame excuse but the was deeper than that but its NONE of their business.
I'm not looking for LOVE. I got trick into that lovely dovely stuff more than once and I simply don't care to be in relationship and just over it. Also when I love somebody...I LOVE HARD and I'm saving for a REAL one. Also I never have time because I barley have any off days to go on a date or two.
Anyway my mental health draining from months from upper management with them being unfair treatment and talking crazy to the point I thought I would lose my job on the spot. I should never have that type of fear. I never truly felt like the had my back because they didn't really train me to b a team lead or supervisor.
The employees...some were so disrespectful and I try my best to remain respectful even when they hang up, yell or even get smart with me. I want to scream a few times because I shouldn't be treated like crap.
I got the phone call on 11/19 that gave me hope and a sweet escape. After a talk with my mom, cousin and praying to GOD. I move forward with it and I knew I would leave early December but I left sooner lol. I came back December after a wonderful weekend and everything that could go wrong went wrong. I'm sick of the headaches, sleepless nights, crying at night, and I kinda develop panic attacks. That job was making me unhappy each day and everybody can see it...(well some can ). I already deal with it 6 years, I don't think i could make it for another 6 years with the same management in charge.
So I walk away and entering another chapter in my life.
Dec. 16 start a new beginning.
Thank GOD, my mom and everybody who truly support me!