"It was everything we'd come to expect and hope for." 3:27am. Tom stirred momentarily, unsure why he had awoken, as only silence and darkness greeted his senses. Yet this was the fourth time he had woken in the middle of the night at this exact moment. Perhaps the strangest part was waking up to those same three digits staring back at him from the bedside table.
Sighing, Tom turned and snuggled back into the crook of Chad's arm. Settling back in against the warm body, he was soon asleep. Perhaps it was a sign, but Tom ignored it, only thinking of it later while reflecting on their relationship and its humble beginnings.
They had met at a friend's birthday party. Tom was an accountant by day and a struggling artist in his spare time. He had the motivation, and some even said he had the talent, but he just could not put his heart into his creations. His works were dead and hollow, standing as empty reminders of his efforts. Conversely, Chad was a successful attorney whose love of life filled every nook and cranny of his existence.
At the party, they passed by each other a few times, exchanging hellos and partaking in the same group conversations. Yet as the party continued, they caught each other's attention and a few weeks later, they went on their first date. That evening, dinner went smoothly and Tom excused himself as dessert arrived. Returning, he noticed that atop his sundae sat two cherries, one having migrated from Chad's bowl.
"Mon cher, je déteste cerises," Chad said, laughing before he continued, "But you, my tart little cherry, are wonderful." Chad winked and began to eat his sundae while Tom blushed.
Through Chad, Tom had undergone a metamorphosis, finding the passion missing from his work. He developed a small following and he marked his works with a tiny cherry as a nod to Chad's influence. When at home, Tom found solace snuggled up against Chad, his greatest moments of inspiration coming while wrapped up in Chad's arms. Their semi-charmed life continued along unchanged.
It was March 29, about a week after Tom had last woken in the middle of the night. Two days ago, Tom was busy in the studio and missed a call. Six minutes later, his world crumbled when he called them back. He was told Chad had died instantly in the accident.
Despite the loss, Tom found himself inspired at the funeral. He did not want to mourn; he wanted to create. Instead of heading to the reception, he headed to his studio. Stripping off the black attire, he tied an apron around his nearly naked frame and began to work.
The weeks passed with only the briefest public appearances. His friends checked in, but only could stay a few minutes before being shooed back out. Then, with almost no warning, an invite went out for a party at Tom's studio.
For the party, the small studio was transformed. Its increasingly cluttered interior was stripped practically bare. Tom was aglow, looking more alive than he had in weeks. As the party reached its apex, Tom turned down the music, silenced the crowd, and started to speak.
"On March 27, a life was taken from me. As many of you know, Chad meant a lot to me. He supported me and provided the encouragement I needed to thrive. In his arms, I came up with the ideas for my best work. It is cliché, but as my big spoon, the safety he provided allowed me to create. As much as I was his cherry, he was my spoon. Through his love for not just me, but the world, I have been given the opportunity to create something that signifies his role in not just my life, but yours as well. He cradled us all with his heart, made us feel safe, and allowed us to grow. This is for him."
The work was Tom's crowning achievement. The white spoon, contrasted by the red cherry, represented the two's time together. The small crowd gasped. It was everything they had come to expect and hope for from not just Tom, but Chad as well.