IT'S ALL MAKE BELIEVE, ISN'T IT? im pretty chill. my friends and family are everything. i like watching re-runs of laguna beach and the hills cos my life is pretty drama free. im just not that complicated. music inspires me. 10 thing i hate about you will always be my favourite movie. i love boys in vans. i live by quotes that explain how i feel. i LOVE fashion the most but my worth is not determined by the price of my clothes. i want to live in summer all year long. im fascinated by phychics and ghost's. seriously. i do not believe that you will go to hell if you do not believe in jesus. i am addited to cookie dough and eat way too much of it. did u know that theres 78 grams of fat in each roll? well i did, and i still eat it. i believe in love at first sight and think that u should fall in love like they do in the movies. im a romantic. i love guys that can skate and surf but i hate guys that like making out with themselves in the mirror. i have beautiful friends. be one. i laugh alot when people fall over. i just cant help it. i pretty much know ever single word to every eminem song. cos im oh so gangstaa. he is a genious. bali is my favourite place on earth. im totally addicted to surfing. i love corny rnb songs. they seriously rock my world. horror movies excite me. i like the feeling of being scared. i like boys. alot. they make me laugh but im not one of those girls that needs a boyfriend to be happy. i think drugs are retarded and smoking is yuck. fairy tales make me smile and imagination is everything. one day i will live in an apartment in new york and sip pina coladas on a beach in the bahamas. anything is possible. laughter is the key to happiness. moths make me very nervous. intelligence is attractive and acceptance is everything.
She deserves better, you say. I say: You’re a goddamn coward. What she deserves is an actual person she can connect with. She deserves you, or me or the entire world; she deserves someone achingly real and honest. She deserves a human being equally raw to pursue her and love her and, perhaps, destroy her emotionally, but she deserves all that as well. She doesn’t deserve anyone’s sugary fairytale. She deserves to float freely, with you, or me, or the world, into the very depths of her own psychosynthesis. She deserves to explore the meaning of the word "intimacy", with someone beside her that will care regardless. She fucking deserves all of it. So, pluck up the courage and be with her or leave her in peace but don’t you dare "sell" her your own "inadequacy" as a lie so that, again, you manage to comfort your conscience and eventually come to feel that you love her exactly because you’re letting her go. Because, darling, that’s bullshit. That’s only your own little self-created lie laying behind a much bigger lie; it’s not even properly concealed within itself, you fucking idiot.
But I must admit I miss you quite terribly. The world is too quiet without you nearby. I go to bed early and rise late and feel as if I have hardly slept at all.
Lemony Snicket, The Beatrice Letters (via badtexter)
One of my philosophy professors lectured wildly about love once, yelling: “When you’re in love with someone, that person is the lighthouse of your universe.” (I scrawled it inside Science and Poetry in pencil—lighthouse of your universe—as if I would ever forget that phrase.) He was a delightful caricature of his position. I could swear he literally tore his hair out while howling at us. He went on, “Nothing means as much without that person.” One of the men in the class repeated, incredulous, half-laughing, “So you’re saying you can’t enjoy, like, a vacation, without someone if you’re really in love with them?” “Of course not.” the professor replied. “Not completely. You recognize beauty, but beauty means less if they don’t witness it with you. Beauty is less. You see something sublime and your first thought is that they should be there with you. It’s not as good without them. They illuminate. They make everything more.
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