Sorry, just dropping in... After this I'm probably gonna add a few more days to my vacation before my response to the whole fletchingbrilliant thing and then my announcement that aside from waiting for my O.C Design to be finished, I'm officially quitting ... Which means Antis still DNI of course but, just to like... Add to my list of glaringly obvious reasons as if I needed another reason to be more angry with y'all gaslighting and deflecting and blaming me for expressing my critique of these shows and this fandom than I already am:
(Not the first or last time he's "cripped up" for characters or exploited disabled people ...)
(Seriously what the fuck was this kid even doing there honestly? He should've been so much older... Fizz and Blitz's age at the beginning at least ...They were looking for Brownie Points and I'm not giving ...)
(Bitch the way I operate in this fandom while trying to create my own Disabled Wheelchair Using O.C, always has been me just talking about these shows and how objectively ableist they are and taking into account as result how objectively ableist Hell's environment would be to an actual wheelchair user and no amount of abled-bodied people proving my point by calling me ableist slurs while saying that I talk about ableism too much was ever gonna change that. My existence in this fandom had always been about discussing my disability while talking about Fandom Ableism in general. Who the fuck are you?)
(So yeah? You know what? I hope kalico-of-doom gets knocked up and gets into a a car accident that chops her leg clean the the fuck off so then she'll have to worry about abled-bodied people making jokes about how she's supposedly able to cosplay "Pregnant Pegged Legged Alastor" for the rest of her career and life then before she dares call me another ableist slur for rightfully complaining about what kind of Fandom Environment I've had to put up with and all patience and grace I've had to exert in dealing with all this objective ableism on top of completely boundary evading infantalizers or flakey, conflict avoidant little shits for the past six years, with no in between, while I get labeled as "Mentally Disabled" and "Psychotic" for discussing how sad it is how the biggest names in this fandom are pedos, nazis, and the two black people in The Sunken Place that would either pay 50K for a softcore with one of the characters, or lose all of their "dignity " insisting a character we know was always going to black ever "could have been white" while defending the white pedo who only "voiced" him for literally 51seconds while going back to defending the neo nazi who keeps drunks and pedos as server mods if ever a "Mentally Disabled" girl should ever say anything bad about the creepy cishet men here who ruined this fandom for if all that blatant ableism didn't already, but so it goes, I guess ...)
But yes, I make one joke poll implying Charlie would be ableist that most of you seem to agree with despite choosing the option that would spite me most, except for this still objectively ableist asshole who liked to use buzzwords they couldn't even spell:
And suddenly, at cursory glace, I'm making "my problems" (read: Disability ) "everyone else's (problem)" just because some of you people refuse to own up to/have fun with the fact these shows and this fandom environment is objectively ableist as shit because it makes y'all feel abled-bodied guilt is what is it is. But okay... Like kalico-of-doom did, ignoring my response to this person and the fact that I already pointed the obvious out, let's try "humoring" that person's "argument" by replacing the two WLW Heroine's people are far too precious about with the two objective Villain Characters and see if that tracks:
"Adam's trusted Lieutenant is literally Disabled Amputee TM so there's no way Adam could ever be ablest and we all know that internalized ableism isn't real so there's no way either of them would die and go hell and call Angel Dust a Retarded Crack Whore to his face and try to gauge out all of Angel's and Vaggie's combined eyes out and then start laughing manically while forcing them to perform blind conversation therapy on each other which Adam and Lute would both joke 'isn't homophobic' and made even funnier because their enemies are blinded now so that it 'doesn't count as homophobic if you two can't see each other but it sure is funny trying to force two invalids to fuck god we hope your retarded crack whore rape baby doesn't need a helmet 'cause no way we're giving it one of ours'. Nope, neither Adam or Lute would ever do that or say that. Sounds like you're just projecting whatever Ably-ist? stereotypes onto them you can think of and I think you should go make a compilation of Dave Capdevielle screaming 'REEEEEEE!' into a microphone for however many hours during the hunicast days and maybe you'll calm the fuck down!"
Like????
Uh yeah no it's not you it's us this fandom can't handle disabled ppl existing.
This place handles disability even worse than it handles race oh my god...
I cant believe you paid artists money & then got ghosted for REDACTED VENTS?
You did nothing wrong & abled bodied autistics need to grow a spine/grow up.
Voting ended onMar 9
Point being Kalico-of-Doom was projecting and didn't know my situation at so she can fuck herself too, but since this is going to serve as a final contemplation of all the ableism I've had to put up with here before I'm gone, I might as well leave this draft here to readable too, since soon you're never gonna be reading anything from me here ever again.
If y'all could handle discourse about it being staticmoth sexually assaulting Alastor, y'all could've handled discourse about it also being just another uncomfortable and objectively ableist trope that never should've fucking been there to begin with but then again y'all can't even handle a physically disabled person existing here to begin with so why have I been constantly wasting my time trying to make lemonade out of lemons if literally nobody appreciates it? Not being allowed access to ableist fandom environments just for telling the truth about my experiences fucking sucks!
But yeah Hellaverse really ain't beating those ableism allegations for both IN and OUTSIDE the house anytime soon, huh? Allegations including only using Disability as an Edgy/Pretty/"Heartwarming" Aesthetic Choice whenever it suits them... LOL! 💀
Also just gonna leave this here:
