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hELLO AND WELCOME TO MY,, uH, tO MY BLOG i GUESS? i DON'T REALLY HAVE ANYWAY OF TELLING IF YOU'RE FAMILIAR TO THIS SITE, tUMBLR THAT IS, sO THE MOST i CAN DO IS WELCOME YOU HERE. hAHA,,, iF YOU WOULD LIKE TO, yOU CAN SEND ME A QUESTION AND I WILL TRY TO ANSWER IT I UPDATE EVERY ONE TO TWO WEEKS }:)

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((as I promised a few months ago - if I didnt think i'd be able to come back, I'd post all the unfinished asks. 

so there they are. 

this doesn't mean I'll never touch this blog again - but don't get your hopes up. 

I just want to thank you all for sticking with me this far and hope you all enjoy the last leg of homestuck

and a very very big thanks to the people who left me such kind messages after my hiatus post.

you all rock! 

-AT mod (wildstar25) ))

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Anon asked:

Tavros, I don't know if you're the best person to ask, but - What do you do when you're separated from your Matesprite for long periods of time? Do you ever get lonely or miss them? You seem like you'd probably cope better with stuff like this than I would.

bEING FAR AWAY FROM SOMEONE YOU, lOVE,, cAN BE REALLY HARD ESPECIALLY IF ITS FOR A LONG TIME, 

aND UH, sOMETIMES IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER IF THEY ARE YOUR MATESPRIT OR NOT, aS LONG AS IT WAS

sOMEONE YOU REALLY CARED ABOUT,,,

iT CAN BE HARD AND, nOBODY WILL NECESSARILY UNDERSTAND, 

bUT NO MATTER HOW FAR AWAY YOU ARE FROM THEM, iF YOU KEEP THEM IN THE MOST SPECIAL PART OF YOUR THINK PAN,

tHEY WILL ALWAYS BE RIGHT BESIDE YOU, nOT PHYSICALLY OF COURSE, bUT UH MORE OF A SPIRITUAL SENSE,

aND WHEN YOU GET REALLY LONELY, JUST THINK ABOUT BEING ABLE TO SEE THEM, 

iF YOU ARE LUCKY, iT WONT HAVE TO BE IN YOUR IMAGINATION }:) 

((Scraped V-day comic when tavris was canon (lol remember that????) anyway i suck at love advice but i tried and I also tried to put in other characters that tav has feelings for to make it not to tavris heavy lol. tbh i dont even know how i was going to end it)) 

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((this was for an ask of what tav thinks he would look like when he was older im pretty sure. Of course he imagines himself as a cavalreaper, but i think the troll armies have cool tech so a cavalier's horse became a motocycle)) 

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((my text file read that the next panel would have been gt aradia making a corpse party joke. i honestly dont even remember drawing this wow. 

also tav's comment would just be "sHE HASN'T CHANGED, sHE'S  UH, jUST BACK TO NORMAL }:) " ))

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((that last one was drawn like 2 years ago lol)) 

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((Stair Olympics  aka another large comic ill never have time to finish - pt2))

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((another ask that's just too big to finish - pt1))

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((textless versions cause i put way too much effort in them to be covered up by my horrific handwriting tbh))

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iM REALLY THANKFUL THAT FEFERI SHOWED UP WHEN SHE DID, aPPERENTLY,  iT WAS TINKERBULL WHO LED HER THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE, 

i STILL TRY TO AVOID ERIDAN,,, yOU KNOW UH, jUST IN CASE,,, 

((sorry for the unfinished bits, but hopefully you guys like what I did finish - ill upload the textless version of the finished parts next))

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((homestuck is back, but i'm not in a position to be drawing again. I feel bad so ill post what I had for my next ask)) 

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consider this blog on terapause until further notice

life happens and things got in the way of me working on this blog. I sincerely apologize. 

Essentially, my first year of university was literally hell for me. I suffered from extreme anxiety which took a toll on my mental and physical health.

and by took a toll i mean I lost close to 20 pounds from the stress and fell into a state of what probably could be diagnosed as depression for the first month and a half off school.  

This blog also gave stressed me out because I was doing so well. 1 full year of continuous posting. I had never stuck with something for so long before. I felt guilt and disappointment for not being able to post for year 2 (and yeah, it's now been two full years since this blog was made). And when hobbies start making me feel bad, well I just tend to ignore it for a while and then try to pick it up later... but i guess I waited too long cause school is almost back and i'll have even less time to work on things. 

To be honest, the gigapause really put a damper on my creativity. There was a standstill in canon stuff and the fandom quieted down. I just kinda, fell out of love with the series as the months went on. Don't get me wrong, I will always enjoy homestuck - but right now it's just an empty well for me. I have nothing to take from it, nothing to be excited about; except for the inevitable ending.Also i just got bored of drawing the same thing, i wanted something new. I got into new series and fandoms and i'm really happy exploring those new worlds for now. 

I'm not quite sure where I am going with this all but... I guess I just wanted to really say sorry to all of you. I prided myself on being the one tavros askblog that was still up and running by last summer but i can't hold that title any more...

I hope my muse will come back and I will get a chance to post a few more times on this blog but If it turns out that i wont be able to post before I really stop; i promise to post all of the unfinished asks that I have either sketched or written out.  

Thank you for following me up until this point, and-if you choose to- until i post again. 

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Happy 4/13 everyone }:)

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They all look at least 88% 8etter.

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aT: aS MUCH AS ID RATHER NOT AGREE WITH VRISKA„,

aT: tHE LONG HAIR IS PRETTY„ fABLUOUS 

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See?  8eautiful.

You can’t go wrong with locks like these.

They all look at least 88% 8etter.

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aT: aS MUCH AS ID RATHER NOT AGREE WITH VRISKA,,,

aT: tHE LONG HAIR IS PRETTY,, fABLUOUS