Aestethically Hideous

□ Millennial Spinster. □ tg: dbf53e1 ▪ Warning: Blog is an inconsistent piece of shxt. ▪

[r-girl]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

don’t mind me. i’m just gonna– *heals my inner child*

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

a lot can happen in a year, a month, a week, a day. don’t get too caught up on things not changing fast enough.

[scorpionlafemme]

[atelo-persona]

Me with post-cry clarity:

[scorpionlafemme]

[atelo-persona]

So, this is how I find out that my last situationship has been in a relationship for a year now. Through a facebook anniversary post. I mean, we were over way before they got together. And I don’t love him that way. Still, it’s the possibility that breaks my heart. But just a little bit. I can’t help but think that it should have been us in the pictures. Should have been us celebrating anniveraries. I should have been his firsts and he should have been mine. Still. I’m happy for you and I’ll always be grateful for you.

Now, lemme compartmentalize so I can cry about this at a more appropriate time.

[aidashakur]

[scorpionlafemme]

[ishowdespair-deactivated2026012]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

someone will love you.

love you softly. love you wholly. love you passionately. love you hopefully. love you compassionately. love you excitedly. love you vigorously. love you genuinely. love you unconditionally. love you fearlessly.

[su-n-s-e-t]

[atelo-persona]

[leahberman]

a.m. tide

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[etherealyearning]

Heale Gardens

[requiem-on-water]

color study: lavender blue by Ezra Leary

[angelicdewdrop]

[celestialmega]

Gilda by Charles Vidor.