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[atemyboyfriend]

——  ❝ I SORT OF FOUND SOMEONE IN MYSELF THAT WAS more THAN I EXPECTED. ❞

     independent ruby lucas / red riding hood, formerly @askifwehaveavocados. loved by jo.                                                               promo credit.

[atemyboyfriend]

INDEFINITE HIATUS!

life has been all sorts of complicated. boyfriend’s moving in this weekend and we have a few months of trying to integrate the cats. my own cat, snow, is, for all intents and purposes, terminal (cardiomyopathy, IBD, both worsening); he could have months or year(s), no one knows. mom’s been in a nursing home for a year and we’re trying to move her to one closer to home, not to mention all of her debts and a lawsuit against her for aforementioned debts. and work is absolute hell. and my boyfriend and i are trying to get rid of/sell the stuff that was hers in the apartment; we still have so much to go through. the stress is high and life is chaos.

my own health - mental and physical - has been awful. i’m always unreasonably and ridiculously exhausted. i need to, at the very least, deal with my health before i get back here. but i really, really want to. i miss writing so much, but i’ve barely had any time to do anything that i enjoy anymore. i’m just too tired to do anything but sleep on my days off.

discord is below. i’m really going to try to do better about responding to messages there - i know i’ve been awful about it, but spoons are limited.

[atemyboyfriend]

INDEFINITE HIATUS!

life has been all sorts of complicated. boyfriend’s moving in this weekend and we have a few months of trying to integrate the cats. my own cat, snow, is, for all intents and purposes, terminal (cardiomyopathy, IBD, both worsening); he could have months or year(s), no one knows. mom’s been in a nursing home for a year and we’re trying to move her to one closer to home, not to mention all of her debts and a lawsuit against her for aforementioned debts. and work is absolute hell. and my boyfriend and i are trying to get rid of/sell the stuff that was hers in the apartment; we still have so much to go through. the stress is high and life is chaos.

my own health - mental and physical - has been awful. i’m always unreasonably and ridiculously exhausted. i need to, at the very least, deal with my health before i get back here. but i really, really want to. i miss writing so much, but i’ve barely had any time to do anything that i enjoy anymore. i’m just too tired to do anything but sleep on my days off.

discord is below. i’m really going to try to do better about responding to messages there - i know i’ve been awful about it, but spoons are limited.

[cinnamemes]

Send 🤲 to cradle my character's face in your muse's hands.

[atemyboyfriend]

( wubbalubba dub dub~ life keeps knocking me down ( as should be evidenced by me posting at 6am wtf ), but i do plan on making a return. hopefully sooner rather than later. god i miss writing and i miss ruby. )

[atemyboyfriend]

( alright, loves. i haven’t written anything in 2 years but … who’s still around? i want to come back. 🥺

discord is below. i’m going to make an effort to be somewhat social while i continue to try to get my life in order. but man do i miss writing.

might still be a bit because life is hectic af, but i have intentions. )

[atemyboyfriend]

( still trying to put out feelers for who’s still around! gonna get to discord adds and cleaning out my followers list next week. ❤️ feel free to hmu! )

[atemyboyfriend]

( alright, loves. i haven’t written anything in 2 years but … who’s still around? i want to come back. 🥺

discord is below. i’m going to make an effort to be somewhat social while i continue to try to get my life in order. but man do i miss writing.

might still be a bit because life is hectic af, but i have intentions. )

[atemyboyfriend]

( alright, loves. i haven’t written anything in 2 years but … who’s still around? i want to come back. 🥺

discord is below. i’m going to make an effort to be somewhat social while i continue to try to get my life in order. but man do i miss writing.

might still be a bit because life is hectic af, but i have intentions. )

[atemyboyfriend]

( there WILL be a post here this weekend regarding my return and what i’m doing with threads ( basically, i’ll be tagging everyone i have drafts for and if they want to or don’t want to continue, since a lot of time has passed, will be up to them ), but i’ve been lacking in the spoon department lately.

i’ll also be deleting the ooc posts I’ve been making to de-clutter a little bit.

for all of you who’ve stuck around all this time: i love you and i miss you and my muse so much! )

[atemyboyfriend]

( boyfriend came over for a surprise visit and ruined all chances of productivity. 😂 i have an absolute ton to do around the apartment now, so getting in front of the computer is a no-go.

expect the post announcing my return and informing whoever i have threads with of said return and the possibility of dropping or continuing existing threads ( which i will leave to my writing partners’ discretion) to come between thursday ( if i can convince myself to get up early before work ) and monday! )

[atemyboyfriend]

( i don’t know if anyone’s still around, but i swear i’m not dead. i’ll be making a much more conscious effort to be active on both my blogs as of the weekend of october 1st. work is nuts and i’m constantly exhausted even with my 3 day weekends, i haven’t been able to juggle work and personal life with any degree of success, but i miss writing (and having hobbies in general).

there will be a more comprehensive post that weekend regarding dropping threads and the like, and i will tag everyone i have drafted threads with so they can make the decision whether to continue said threads or start new ones.

i will eventually get to messages here and on discord, but finding the spoons has been a challenge. 😅 )

[atemyboyfriend]

( i don’t know if anyone’s still around, but i swear i’m not dead. i’ll be making a much more conscious effort to be active on both my blogs as of the weekend of october 1st. work is nuts and i’m constantly exhausted even with my 3 day weekends, i haven’t been able to juggle work and personal life with any degree of success, but i miss writing (and having hobbies in general).

there will be a more comprehensive post that weekend regarding dropping threads and the like, and i will tag everyone i have drafted threads with so they can make the decision whether to continue said threads or start new ones.

i will eventually get to messages here and on discord, but finding the spoons has been a challenge. 😅 )

[atemyboyfriend]

( watch this space! there’ll be a little update either tonight ( depending on whether or not i finish all the irl shit i need to get done ) or sometime over the weekend!

i’m not dead. a lot has just happened/been happening. )

[atemyboyfriend]

( it’ll be over the weekend, as i’m only one day into my work week and i’m already wiped. 😂 )

[atemyboyfriend]

( watch this space! there’ll be a little update either tonight ( depending on whether or not i finish all the irl shit i need to get done ) or sometime over the weekend!

i’m not dead. a lot has just happened/been happening. )

[atemyboyfriend]

( mom has covid and covid related pneumonia and is in the hospital. she was diagnosed last week, when i called an ambulance for her for the first time, but was admitted on monday because her oxygen saturation was low ( thankfully, test and trace here in nyc sent me a pulse ox ). she’s doing okay now, getting oxygen therapy and other treatments, but it’s still fucking scary.

so my head is not in the game. i’m quarantined until the 12th ( and i’m getting retested tomorrow ), but i’m trying to clean my entire apartment in the meantime, which takes less brain power than writing.

it’s been taxing. the only bright side was meeting a cute paramedic who has been so wonderful and who i’m definitely smitten with.

hopefully, i can get some writing done in the next few days. thanks for your patience, the past week has been ... awful.

wear your damn masks, people. my mom doesn’t even leave the apartment, which means it was brought in via boxes, or i brought it in and was asymptomatic. the end is in sight, but it’s still not over yet. be safe! )

[atemyboyfriend]

( uhhh and while i’m here ...

is there any remedy for the lack of mutual checker on xkit? because it’s still not working for me since the old update and i really need to weed through everyone who unfollowed in my absence. )

[atemyboyfriend]

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          ❝ Who could ever learn to love a beast? ❞ It took no extensive skill in the ways of deduction to determine that Ruby was referring to herself.