PRINCESS TREATMENT ! . . . a lot of content on this page is 18+ and can feature themes some may view as disturbing.
astrid 18+ bisexual they/she currently obsessed with jj maybank and choso heybank truther always active, or never active and no in between
˖ ᡣ𐭩 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊ currently viewing: jj maybank, john b routledge, outerbanks, choso, jujutsu kaisen, chainsaw man, steve harrington, stranger things, and many more
trailer hinting at finally discussing ant’s bisexuality .. GOD PLEASE. maybe that harper and ant sex scene (im guessing) will bring me to writing for him again
author's note: let's talk about that time reader realized how she felt about JJ but he doesn't know/care at that point
word count: 334
warnings: reader pov
Golden Boy masterlist
"Can't. I'm busy." How can three words hurt so much? You've been wondering that for the entire time since you asked him if you could come over. And the pain that comes with his lie makes your heart burst into a million facets of itself. How foolish of you to fall for Jackson Groff. How childish to believe that he cares for you because you have been friends for so long. How naive to think he might feel the same, that he might change for your sake. The worst part is checking your socials just to find him in the background of a story by a friend of a friend of yours, with his tongue down the throat of a girl you have never seen before. The lies are the nail in your coffin. The decision is made. You will not indulge him any more. Even if he comes crawling, you'll stay strong, and you won't cave in. No matter what.
But then he's there, waiting next to your locker, looking just as annoyed as ever. "What did you want?" he asks, brushing your hair over your shoulders, eying your neck for a moment before sighing contently. "Nothing," you lie, and he doesn't care to call you out on it. Maybe you also prefer it that way. High School isn't the best place to air out your problems, especially because you know he'll call it all one-sided bullshit. You're one step ahead as always, so you won't let him know. Ever. You get to have him just a bit — enough to saturate that craving, to smother the glimpse of a possible reality together. And JJ gets to fuck and talk about himself without being judged. "Okay if I come over later?" he asks, and you nod, gnawing at your bottom lip until you taste blood. "Don't do that, you're ruining the pretty picture," he admonishes before walking off, not noticing the well of tears that you swallow for the sake of your own sanity.
where does jj actually sleep at the chateau like does john b sleep in his dads room now and jj is in his?? why is jj macking some girl in his intro on whose bed???