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What if ?

What if I am not a fallen angel ?

What if I’m an expelled demon ? Even hell doesn’t want me to hang in there

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Danez Smith, from "summer, somewhere"

July has the saddest memories of all times 💔

Delusion of having life

Shallow life

Empty heart

Having nothing to do!

Someone is controlling your actions and decisions. You are not even allowed to decide.

Every opportunity is rejected, Every desire is crushed and every talent is buried.

You can’t help it but wait until it gets better but it never does.

People says that life is filled with colors but You’re only seeing blue, It has been always blue

A Prison inside a house where you’re only allowed to obey and any idea is considered as a rebellion on the system

The only luxury in this life is work.

You’re trying to survive, but you feel suffocating and life is choking you and dragging you down to the deepest limits

This is my life

my delusion of having life

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When you think that you finally find the peace and perfect life

You realize later that you were only dreaming !

Good dream though…

sometime you realize that you don’t need any meditation or any sort of medications

you only need to lay down far away from everyone

My life has been crushed

Am I the wrong person in the wrong place? whom am I and what am I doing ?

I miss the days when I was able to escape everything by sleeping and now that I have the insomnia I am a prisoner to live the pain over and over everyday

well it hurts to see everyone around are evolving in whatever way they want when you are standing in the same place your entire life and you can’t move forward

I don’t know when I become this vulnerable with short temper and chaotic mind

Hiding the pain feels like an internal bleeding that hurts so bad when nobody notices you and you can’t talk about it