『Preta』

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[atropreta]

you never realize how many muscles it takes to press a button until you cant use any of them

[uroko]

所沢ゆり園・東村山しょうぶ園

[jetix]

Jianqing Huaigu Trail, 2025/09

[aslyran]

The people i liked were living stories in a place where I didn’t exist.

[orvcheese]

⸢ That monster was this child's future. ⸥

[atropreta]

my memory is really starting to scare me

[atropreta]

i forgot my best friends grandparents died. i should be able to remember this. how many other things have i forgotten? how many other times will i hurt them because i cant even see that im poking and prodding at an open wound? i feel so useless.

[atropreta]

i miss reading

[intj-porn]

[scamcall]

the universe, my chrysalis

[atropreta]

my first reaction to looking in the mirror and seeing a girl was being upset because i need to pass as a guy for medical purposes

[atropreta]

can we push for transcripts on this site like we do image ids

[uroko]

곧 이 노래가 어울리는 계절이 온다 // Kyoto

[susorvfan]

he fell down :(

[atropreta]

i think im approaching very severe. ive been getting worse every year, so im not surprised. maybe i couldve tried harder, maybe i couldve paced better. but its just so impossible. how can i escape this rot thats been inside me since i was a child? the same complaints in my IEP since i was 8 years old, all the way up till now. its been one slow boring inevitable descent. its funny, even back then i knew i wasnt cut out for this world, i knew there was something inside me that was fundementally incompatible. but to see and feel it realized so completely is so soulcrushing. i cant even read anymore. the only reason i was even alive was so i could keep reading, its all i wanted, i thought i was lucky with how i my disease has somehow always managed to make room for reading in my baseline, but now even thats gone too. so what am i supposed to do? i havent read in a week and its far worse than anything else ive experienced. i feel like i dont have any other choice

[atropreta]

i wish there was a easy way to describe this scream in my chest, a way to get it out beyond the hand of this disease muffling my throat, but there isnt, so its just left to boil inside

[ak-nm]

[reifblue]

wouldn’t it be nice to be just a character on a page?

impervious to everything