oblivion.

please say i still matter.

[attentiondeprivationdisorder]

back to bein so god damn lonely

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updates: just tryin not to kill myself

[attentiondeprivationdisorder]

let me fucking die!

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“open up to me james. i want to know all about you” HOW CAN I. HOW CAN I NOW.

[attentiondeprivationdisorder]

this is what i get this is what i FUCKING GET for trying to be attentive to my own fucking needs just kill yourself pussy youre not allowed to feel

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i wanna die so bad lmao.

[fireafly-deactivated20180716]

Strawberries cherries and an angel’s kiss in spring…

[thunder]

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im...

scared.

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stop talking idiot youre saying too much so much she’ll hate you at this rate just die

[thunder]

via weheartit

[attentiondeprivationdisorder]

how much longer do i have to force myself to be okay

[attentiondeprivationdisorder]

i dont want to be here anymore

[princepathetiic]

lmao I’m relatable

(this edit is mine. don’t repost pls.)

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my psychiatrist: no suicidal thoughts today?

me: haha nope!

me, literally 30 minutes later: oh there they are

[attentiondeprivationdisorder]

i dont want to be here anymore i want to die just let me die i cant do anything right i cant fix anything sorry im useless sorry but you should replace me sorry

[attentiondeprivationdisorder]

im afraid of starting meds