Iād really just like people to stop saying theyāre afraid of me.
Itās the most hurtful shit I can think of, when I go out of my way to be accommodating and cheerful 95% of the time.
People Iāve been intimate with for years, people Iām in relationships with, have had and made nothing but gentle memories withā¦.
Scared. Fearful.
I donāt know what to do about this, but Iām tired.











