you can rise above the world below.

scars remind us who we are.

[aurora-bowen]

ooc:

jfvlnjnerlvke i hate writing stuff like this.

Sooooo um, yeah. You can follow my personal, add me on facebook, or follow me on twitter to get in contact if you want to!

I love you all so much and i'll talk to you guys soon :*

[rick--bradford]

We don’t have school! 

[aurora-bowen]

School gets my mind off everything else.

[thedownfallofyou-deactivated8535]

Reblog this if you want a LONG anonymous message saying what they think of you.

[rick--bradford]

You should.

[aurora-bowen]

Why?

[rick--bradford]

Does it make the weekend come faster?

[aurora-bowen]

I don't know, I don't really look forward to the weekend.

[aurora-bowen]

The days all feel like they're running together.

[theanthony-lewis-deactivated201]

Um… How’ve ya been? 

[aurora-bowen]

I've been great, you?

[miss-amy-anderson-blog]

Nice to meet you, I like your name.

[aurora-bowen]

Thanks! You're super pretty.

[theanthony-lewis-deactivated201]

Over exertion? Maybe that’s it? I don’t know! But anyways, hi! 

[aurora-bowen]

Maybe.... I don't know either! But, hi!

[theanthony-lewis-deactivated201]

Because you’re tired? 

[aurora-bowen]

Well that would make sense...

[miss-amy-anderson-blog]

You could say that again. I’m Candy.

[aurora-bowen]

I'm Aurora.

[i-love-photoss-deactivated20140]

[aurora-bowen]

I'm so tired and I don't know why.

[aurora-bowen]

Just A Little Deeper {Self Para}

The feeling had arrived again. As much as she tried to push away the bad thoughts, they continued to rise from the darkness. The skeletons in her closet wouldn't leave her alone, and Maria leaving kind of set it off. She knew that she should be strong. She needed to be strong for Rick, who had just lost his girlfriend. But being strong was emotionally exhausting, which had Aurora spiraling back into the pattern that she had once lived in. Despite all the work she had put in to not end up back at this point, here she was.

Sitting on the floor in her bathroom like many times before, Aurora held the razor in her hand, sliding the smooth side between her index finger and her thumb. The light shined off the silver surface, shimmering for Aurora's touch. She knew this was a bad idea, that it would bring her back into the continuous pattern that had almost brought her death the last time. But, she also knew that she would feel better. As soon as her skin was sliced, the problems would go away. She could go back to the act of the happy little girl that she wanted everyone to think she was. 

Taking a deep breath, a tear slid down her face as she pushed the razor into her thigh. Scrunching her face at the pain, she continued to slice into her skin, blood trickling down her. She focused only on the pain, nothing more. For the first time in three months, she was finally feeling free. Every problem in her life was nothing. It was her and the pain, nothing more. She smiled at this, as she opened her eyes and started wiping the blood off her leg. She couldn't think of anything else but the event that just happened, which relieved her but also gave her shame. She knew that most people were strong enough to handle their issues without a razor, so why couldn't she? Finishing bandaging up her new cut, she hid the razor under the trashcan were nobody but her would find it. Once again, it was her dirty little secret and nobody could know.

[aurora-bowen]

x

[hunter-gould-blog]

They are missing out..I don’t think they realize that their daughter is a lot better than they give her credit for.

[aurora-bowen]

I just... I don't even know what I did to deserve it.

[hunter-gould-blog]

My family says I betrayed them when I turned from the perfect son to what I am now. Hell, it’s like they don’t know me at all. I guess Im glad Im alive but that orange jumpsuit still gives me nightmares.

[aurora-bowen]

I know what it's like for your parents to disapprove of you. My dad despises me and my mother doesn't pay any attention to me.