[austinlamemullins]

Do you think about the future you couldve had? Its torture, If things were different, happened in a different order.

[austinlamemullins]

Fuck

[austinlamemullins]

Today fucking sucks

[what-ifwe-disappeared]

[austinlamemullins]

We used to talk about what would happen if we died one day, how we would react, if we would ever recover. Even talked about what would be in our eulogy. Please dont make me do that. I dont wanna know how i would feel, how i would react, i know i couldnt recover.

[austinlamemullins]

I see everyone i love so scarcely Its like a revolving door with constantly changing faces Im looking in a mirror constantly aging And it scares me to be so isolated But i cant seem to change it.

[austinlamemullins]

My acne is so fucking bad. I just wanna wear a mask.

[austinlamemullins]

When I'm driving in the rain i wish my tires would lose traction.

[austinlamemullins]

I dont know what to do anymore. For the last almost two years ive tried all i can to make you happy. You knew that i was dedicated to my band when we got together and im sorry seeing you for an hour and a half wasnt good enough for you, but instead you needed my undivided attention for the whole night. Ive been juggling barber school, work, the band, and you for the last 10 months, im sorry but you cant end up first every single juggle, and you act like i dont even care about you but you are so so fucking wrong. Ive loved you with my whole heart for the last year and 9 months. But if you wanna leave, go at it.

[postabstract]

Counterparts | The Disconnect

[austinlamemullins]

Tell me what you think about when you cant fall asleep at night.

[austinlamemullins]

What am i to you?

[the-monster-that-walks]

[austinlamemullins]

Guess im just a fucking narc. Im so done.

[austinlamemullins]

2 years old and already having nightmares. This is so fucked.

[urbanoutfucks]

isn’t it weird that you can have friends but also have no friends at the same time

[austinlamemullins]

I loved you like i love my sheets Now they're all stained and torn In the winter we chased the dark You were the one i adored Now your lost out there In the dark where you chased me Found love for someone else Now your just foreign to me. Your smile used to be real Now your rotting inside This love kept me going Now im dying for time. I never thought itd come to this An ending unforseen, When the levee breaks Itll flood for weaks Searching for shelter in a ghost town Walking alone through empty homes Different phases of our lives Drawn all over our bones I feel the hands of an angry God Wrapped around my throat Threw me out to the wolves To weaping and gnashing of teeth All the while he had forsaken me He called me friend