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[austinsell]

hey you, that’s no way out you can’t find help in a bottle or a cut they’ll choose the wrong way to remember you they’ll find the wrong words to say

[austinsell]

i know i am not the man you desire,

i know you think that i am some kind of fool.

and i know you would gaze in his eyes forever,

i figured out just how to give that to you.

[austinsell]

they turned on the fountain today as i rode down 19th to Logan Circle, i felt something in me change. and i was thinking about how we all feel its been down, the world's not that bad of a place

[austinsell]

still some nights i find the ideas that bring me rest are the ones that used to prod and pester and keep me up swinging open doors i swore i’d shut

[austinsell]

take me away

[austinsell]

i’m always talking in circles i always think until i can’t sleep

[austinsell]

[austinsell]

it wasn't something that i thought about but knew that you were absolute and down try to find the time when i had changed something tells me that you thought it out

[austinsell]

"i could never divorce you without a good reason and though i may never have to it's good to have options"

[austinsell]

barely ever fight she knows that i love her at first we made it every night but i don't want to bug her about it she just has a funny way of loving me

[austinsell]

hey you, that’s no way out you can’t find help in a bottle or a cut they’ll choose the wrong way to remember you they’ll find the wrong words to say

[austinsell]

tiny ghost, please don’t haunt me this is bullshit i used to sit in the dark of your bedroom smoke weed with me and laugh take me back to before i got bad

[austinsell]

don’t know what i wanted i have a memory back at that party i was all over her we didn’t make out or do anything i just remember i was lonely i guess i am always it’s not a problem it’s just something i got used to it every stranger makes me feel safer and every person seems more beautiful

[austinsell]

i’m always talking in circles i always think until i can’t sleep

[austinsell]

still some nights i find the ideas that bring me rest are the ones that used to prod and pester and keep me up swinging open doors i swore i’d shut

[austinsell]

it must be something out of nothing makes you think you're in a nightclub paying seven dollars for a plastic cup of vodka, doesn't make a difference, doesn't make it wrong or right you've gotta stay this way forever until it makes you want to die you needed something out of nothing.

[austinsell]

beauty supreme, yeah you were right about me but can i get myself out from underneath this guilt that will crush me and in the choir, i saw a sad messiah he was bored and tired of my laments said, "i died for you one time but never again."

[austinsell]

even though i have always loved you it was over before it began